Saturday, October 11

哇。。好舒服的一天咯!!
好久都没有睡到自然醒的感觉了。。原来真的那么的爽的咯~~
自从搬来姐姐家住之后,我都没试过那么迟才起床的叻。。。
今天我可破了纪录哦!哈哈。。
时钟已经是下午两点了,我才刚从温暖的被窝里挣开我那双还睡忪忪的双眼咯!!!
没有人打扰。。真的睡得多么的自在、多么的甜咯!!
今天真的可以正正式式补回我一个礼拜多的睡眠了。。。
好开心的。。
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今天一整个下午只是忙着打扫家里。。。
洗洗刷刷的~~
完全没有碰到我的功课咯!!
唉!!真糟糕咯!!!
又浪费一天的时间了。。。
明天的我真的要做功课温习了~~
还有五堂课我就要完成这极了。。。
可是感觉还学不到什么的!!!
我好像越来越不专心了。。。
也越来越懒得做功课了哦…………
我真的不能再酱下去了。。
我会努力的~~
我会继续奋斗。。。
会尽量考到好成绩的~~
不会辜负任何人对我的期望***
加油哦!!!!
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再过二十天就是我的生日了。。
我将要变成二十二岁了!!
真的好希望时间能够一直停留在这儿~~
我不想长大了。。
只要永远的二十一岁就足够了!!!

Friday, October 10

yeepee...2dae iis fridae ..it shows tat weekend iis coming again liaoO orhh:-)
now myy mood realli feel good andd nice de lorhh~~cause 2molo wil be myy off dae andd ii no need working lorhh...hurray!!!ii can enjoy myy wonderful weekend again larhh...haPpi lorhh^^

nothing tuh do in office 2dae..all da documents andd paperworks ii had finished done ady~~da GST ii oso submit tuh government ady too...hahass..ii can so free again liaoO..at least can relax a bit lorhh:-)erhmm...whole dae jz keep gossip-ing wif myy colleague...whole office iis bcome a grl's world lorhh~~so enjoy without myy boss in ^^

due tuh nothing tuh do in office liaoO..so 2dae ii can bck home at 5.30pm sharp lorhh..so hapPi de cause ii can dating wif myy dear laoogonngg again lorhh cause he din work 2dae:-) after finish work ,ii am rush tuh meet wif him at the usual place which we met always~~it shall be abt 2 weeks we din dating ady lorhh...cause last week his off dae ii was bck tuh myy lovely hometown..

at first we have our dinner at food court AMK...although it's not in a high class restaurant ,but da foods at there oso not bad de lorhh:-)andd da price oso vyy reasonable andd can court cheap de lorhh...we order BBQ fish , chilli sotong , chicken wings andd prawn eggs..all da dishes oso our favourite foods lorhh~~~realli tasty andd delicous..hmmmmmm....nice!!!

after our dinner,we go Woodlands tuh catch a movie called "connected "....Uhmm... it's realli a nice movie lorhh:-)ii give it 5***** stars andd rate it 10/10 lorhh....cause got myy idol,Louis Koo..in da movie all da actors are realli so professional de andd their acts so realistic de~~if who hvn catch this movie,ii wil suggest euu go andd catch it..it's realli nice movie:-)


after movie iis already 11+..dear andd miie take nus went home liaoO cause 2molo dear stil gotta work lorhh:-)he need tuh start work at 9.30am every weekend orhh^^hmm..ii scare he wil feel tired so after he accompny miie bck ii oso ask him bck home early lorhh...act feel so sweet ady although he accompny a few hours onli lorhh:-)realli jz mentioned tat he's so important in myy life^^if din see his face a dae onli,ii oso can miss him so much...DEar laogongg ..laopoo loves euu forever lorhh~~

2dae iis realli an enjoyable dating for us lorhh:-)ii feel so glad tuh hv a good bf besides miie ..thx god a lot...hope tat both of us can longer until we die....

Thursday, October 9

2dae super tired de lorhh:-)
yesterdae around 1+am jz slept andd make miie 6.30am can't woke up lerhh..
aikss..all iis myy dear's false lorhh~~
act ii so touched de lorhh...
even he so tired after finished work,he oso came tuh myy house tuh accmpny miie a while lorhh..dear,laopo realli appreciate:-0
thx yarhh^^

although realli feel sleepy andd tired now...
but myy heart now feel a bit sweet de:-)
ii think not only miie feel tired barhh^^
myy dear maybe tired den miie lorhh:-)
but he never complaint tuh miie de...
realli how good iis he lorhh~~
so ii oso wana learn from him cannot keep saying tired orhh...
ii wana pay full attention in myy works..
andd oso for class later orhh**
Gambade tuh myyself^^

Tuesday, October 7

aikss..feel so sianz de lorhh:-)lazy tuh work-ing de after come bck from hometown~~everytime go back hometown da time flies very faster de until ii always can't enjoy enough de lorhh..

2dae iis first dae ii start working liaoO after came bck from myy sweety hometown..myy mood actually iis more better de..but when ii reach office saw myy table full of documents andd paperworks as many as a mountain..myy mood realli became down ady lorhh:-)

aikss..so many things need tuh follow up lorhh~~sure no time for miie tuh gossip-ing andd joking liaoO:-) so tired de...besides those shit paperworks , ii stil need tuh follow up da GST lorhh..warhh.so fast de lerhh!!!3 months past again liaoO...need tuh prepare andd submit again....busy arhhh...

wasai..sianz lorhh...tired lerhh:-0

Monday, October 6

act 2dae ii suppose tuh go for work de ^^
but ii realli feel so tired de:-)
when da alarm rang ii totally can't open myy eyes lorhh~~
andd hv a bad headache again liaoO..
so ii force tuh take one more dae leave from myy boss !!!
definely ii din tel myy boss ii feel tired orr headache larhh...
cause if ii tel him like tat he sure wil nagging mny de...
andd must wil say miie after take leave oso stil like a patient ....stil not enough rest marhh??
orr sometings else again de....
so tat ii use anther new excuse tuh take a leave again:-)
ii told him tat myy train got problem andd wil delayed until 2dae jz reach s'pore...
hahasss..like tat he wil trust miie barhh^^
even he din trust miie oso no use lorhh cause ii switch off myy phone ady....
he sure can't contact miie anymore!!!
erhmm..act ii entirely without malice de lorhh^^
but ii realli feel so tired de~~
ii need a dae tuh rest more:-)
wil be go tuh work as usual by 2molo~~

Sunday, October 5

aikkss..later gotta go back s'pore ady~~
feel so sianz de...realli hope tat ii can stay more daes again lorhh:-)
ii hvn play enough..andd oso hvn enjoy enough myy holidaes lerhh...
sleepy now de lorhh..sigh!!
need tuh prepare myself ady..wil departure bahau at 11.30am...
erhmm..duno wil traffic jam or not lorhh:-)
hope tat it won't happen 2dae de....
blog 2molo liaoO...gotta take myy shower now~~

Saturday, October 4

2dae nothing tuh do at home de...so boring lorhh:-)in da evening time,myy eldest sis & bro in law decided fetch myy 4th sis's two kids went tuh playground...so ii oso follow them went out andd enjoy wif them~~

we slack at playground onli a short while lorhh..cause suddenly received call from myy 3rd sis..she wana us went home early due tuh need tuh went malacca tuh attend myy cousis sis's wedding buffet lorhh:-)

erhmm..a bit rush de lorhh..went home quickly prepared myself andd we departure myy house at around 7.30pm lorhh~~da journey went tuh malacca oso not short lorhh..it needs around 1 hour plus!!!finally we reached there abt 8.45pm ady lerhh....aikss..stil enough time tuh attend da wedding buffet lorhh..

ii din ate anythings at there lorhh..cause jz keep gossip-ing wif myy aunt andd all myy cousins lorhh..(act myy sis andd ii plan tuh go malacca town eat nice foods de,so...)myy aunt's house crowded wif ppl lorhh so we oso like not inconvenience at there !!!so we slack at myy aunt's house onli an hour den we went tuh malacca town shopping liaoO...

b4 we went tuh 'wen hua jie',myy sis's bf fetch us tuh malacca's flyers there...warhh..first time ii went here lorhh..da night view at here realli nice lerhh~~s'pore flyers realli can't compare lorhh:-)da buiding nearby there all oso decorated wif colourful lights lorhh~~due tuh shortage of times,so we onli stay at there abt 15 mins onli...if nxt time got chance again..ii sure wil go there again wif myy babyy boy..ii think he oso nvr went there b4 barhh^^

after tat we went tuh 'wen hua jie' shopping liaoO..tat side sold mny things lorhh..included some of da antique,fine works,toy's,andd those tasty foods wic onli can eat andd find at malacca de...warhh..ii spent around 2 hours at there lorhh:-)but duno y din bought anythings lorhh~~hahass..realli 1st time lorhh..

we slack at there almost until all da stall closed lorhh..hahass..act 'wen hua jie' onli like a pasar malam lorhh..it onli open on fri tuh sun..so it always crowded wif ppl andd majority were tourist lorhh~~after finished shopping,it was ady 12.30am ady..but we din bck home directly lorhh..we stil went tuh ate " satay celup" for our supper lorhh..warh..one word tuh descripe..'delicious' lorhh!!! 1st time ate tis kind of foods...not bad de...can taste it nxt time again!!

afterwards , we went home around 2am lorhh...reached home was around 3.30am ady...ii realli felt tired de lorhh but so valuable de cause ii hv an ejoyable dae in malacca.........
**note:here got some pics ii can upload onli..act stil hv mny de,but ii left da memory card at myy hometown..so nxt mth ii bck jz upload again barhh^^


miie at malacca's flyers


myy cousin sis--Bajon andd miie orhh^^

Friday, October 3

2dae myy mum suddenly suggest tuh go seremban shopping lorhh:-)
warhh..so big decision lorhh ...
cause she seldom ask us tuh go for a place de ~
2dae she seem in vyy gd mood arhh..maybe saw miie came bck barhh...
hahasss..so thick face of miie lorhh..lolx..
after prepare ourself,we went there by car...
in an hour journey,we enjoyed ourself in da car~~
our mouth non-stop de lorhh..
andd ii keep eating tidbits onli...
warhh..tiz time come bck myy weight sure wil increase again liaoO..
aiksss~~
vyy soon we reached seremban ady...
we shopped at there whole dae lorhh:-)
buy alot of things de..
andd spent a lots there~~
we have our nice daes at seremban lorhh...
it looks like our family gathering de!!!
after a whole dae shopping~~
now myy legs feel so tired de lorhh:-)
wana take a warm shower liaoO...
blog nxt time~~

Thursday, October 2

y'trdae went tuh attend myy fren-->sook yee's wedding dinner..erhmm..realli first time attend fren's wedding lorhh...felt quite excited de ...andd oso hapPi lorhh cause ii can met wif mny old frens at there lorhh:-)now realli jz mentioned tat ii had a realli long time din contact wif them ady..but luckily we stil got chance tuh meet back...we exchange our contact num from each others..so ii think tat we won't lost contact again liaoO barhh^^frens,must promise tuh keep in touch de orhh:-0

ii took mny photos wif myy frens..so luckily ii can met wif myy frens at there..if not ii sure will be alone at there lorhh:-)erhmm..ii din ate mny at da dinner lorhh..cause jz keep take photos andd gossiping wif myy old frens...realli non-stop de...hahasss..grl always must like tat de lerhh:-)"saliva more den da tea"....hees..

ii had myy fantastic nite at there...after da dinner,myy frens andd ii stil went tuh bride's house c their wedding photos andd eat 'tang yuan' lorhh...ii slack at there about an hour lorhh...afterwards,ii went tuh meet myy another fren went for yam cha....we chit chat mny at there lorhh~~duno suddenly y myy fren suggested wanted tuh play bowling lorhh..hahass..realli got long time din play liaoo lorhh~~so we went tuh era hotel there playing lorhhh:-)we realli enjoy at there lorhh~~

aiksss...da hapPi hours always past so fast de lorhh:-)ii spent a dae in myy hometown again liaoO..ii stil got anther four daes andd three nites onli...hope tat da time can past more slower lorhh~~ii hvn play enough lorhh:-)



some of da guests' wif da bride andd groom..

Esther,ming gor,ming sou andd miie^^

Esther ,miie wif da groom andd bride...

gorgeous bride andd miie^^

fo guang geng andd miie ^@^

Esther andd miie again ^^

Wednesday, October 1

Selamat Hari Raya Aidifiltri !!!


firstly ii would like tuh send myy regards andd wishes tuh all myy Malays' frens andd relatives..times realli flies so fast lorhh~~so soon lorhh Hari Raya iis coming again lurhh:-)it shows tat all da Malays have starting a new year again liaoO..

t
his year Hari Raya ii am at myy lovely hometown..hahass..even i'm not a Malay but ii oso on leave orhh!!erhmm...one of myy Malay's supplier stil joking andd complain tuh miie lorhh...he said tat ii so enjoy orhh..even he is Malay oso din take any leave tuh celebrate it..but miie not a Malay oso need tuh take so mny daes leave!!hahass....no choice marhh..who ask miie born in M'sia worhh:-)myy country da most important festival lerhh~~ii sure must support de lorhh andd impress da festive air marhh...

tiz year Hari Raya it looks like more different de..erhmm..should be say not seen like Hari Raya lorhh...so silent andd quiet de lerhh:-)totally can't feel da festive air ~~last few years ii stil can remember da dae andd da scene of Hari Raya iis so bustle andd excitement de..but tiz year... @#$!?

wat's wrong wil cause until like tiz ??iis it because economies depression??orr because inflation??den make the public not dare tuh waste money tuh celebrate their festival ??

Tuesday, September 30

yeepee..super hapPi lorhh:-)
later after finish work can bck hometown liaoO~~
warhh..finally tiz dae coming ady...
realli no patient andd so excited de lorhh^^
all myy frens ,ii wil bck hometown until sundae jz come bck orhh!!
so in tiz few daes ii won't online at home...
ii want enjoy myy holidaes with fully joyful!!!
Hurray ~~

Monday, September 29

2dae myy mood super good de lorhh..
hehe..maybe 2molo can bck hometown ady barhh~~
after 2dae ii wil enjoy myy 5 daes holidaes liaoO..
warhhh!!realli so long din enjoy so long holidaes ady lorhh^^
damn excited de:-)
1 more dae ii can c myy family & myy frens liaoO..
realli miss them a lot....
Bahau..i will bck soon liaoO orhh^@^

Sunday, September 28

y'trdae woke up around 11+..received a call from myy fren--Liang~~he told miie tat he was at jb now andd asked miie when can meet out for gathering..erhmm..ii realli long time din meet him liaoO lorhh:-)so ii decided went out jb andd meet wif him~~aft preparation ii went out around 2+..luckily myy fren--Vincent oso wana went tuh jb..so he came tuh fetch miie andd went out 2gether lorhh^^hahass..no need take bus realli save a lots of times~~

meet Liang at Jusco Permas Jaya~~he so lousy lorhh jb ppl oso duno go tuh city square lorhh:-)aikss..act stil think tat wana meet him at there de..at least tat shopping centre got more nice things can buy lorhh~~somemore ii stil can go popular buy myy needed books...but he duno go..so no choice lorhh~~

we having our lunch 2gether 1st cause myy stomach cannot tahan liaoO..too hungry orhh:-)ii ate da nasi lemak at Old Town..it's quite delicious de..not bad lorhh~~nxt time got chance wil try again de..one thing ii so regret de iis can't try their coffee lorhh~~heard tat da coffee in Old Town not bad oso..especially da white coffee:-)but due tuh ii hv allegy tuh coffee,so ii jz gv up it!!!

after our lunch,we start our shopping a while...no much shops at Jusco de lorhh..quite boring lerhh~~duno how suddenly both of us decided went tuh sing sang at red box lorhh..so we changed tuh anther Jusco which hv a Redbox at there de:-)warhh..maybe iis weekend reason lorhh...tat side realli so crowded de..all da rooms oso fully booking ady~~we stil need tuh wait abt an hour jz hv room for us lorhh:-)realli idiot de....

so hapPi when we got our room ady..erhmm..we din felt shy de lorhh ever we din sang 2gether at ktv before..hahass..iis realli myy first time sang k wif him lorhh~~he quite funny de..make a lots of laughing lorhh..realli so enjoy at ktv there..first time ii can so relax andd enjoy myy off dae wif him de:-)besides his act so funny,act his voice oso not bad de lerhh..iis realli can be a singer liaoO..got da singer style lorhh..ii most prefer him when he sang da leo ku's song--jin ge jin qu !!!iis abt 10 mins song..he can sang until 1 word oso din lost de..admire a lot..ii realli be a gd listener de~~




So serious andd pro like as singer lorhh^^

da hapPi hours past until so fast de..iis near da times up we need tuh return room ady..4.5 hours we sang inside da rooms..warhh!!!1st time so long ii can sing sang lorhh..finally ii got a new records again liaoO..hahass..new experience..andd realli an enjoyable dae for miie!!!

ii wish tat we wil hv our KTV sessions again...realli nice andd perfect lorhh:-)
Liang...must keep in touch yarhh!!dun forget tel miie when euu come bck jb again arhh...



HapPi hours in ktv ~~

Saturday, September 27

2dae realli damn tired de ...da time was ady 6.45am,but ii stil lay on myy bed andd can't open myy eyes at all de lorhh:-)totally cannot woke up~~aikss...whole bones inn myy body were extremely pain & heavy de lorhh..it likes gv a symbol again tat ii wil fall ill liaoO!!!it's realli so bad tuh miie...hope tat it's wil not realli happen on miie in this few daes..ii dun wan fall sick lorhh:-)nxt tues ii wil bck hometown liaoO..so ii dun wish tat tuh be a weak patient de lorhh~~ii wan hapPi enjoy myy holidaes orhh:-)

times realli past so fast de..now iis ady end of September again liaoO~~warhh..nxt Wednesdae will be 1st of Oct liaoO lorhh..erhmm..it shows tat myy 22nd birthdae wil be coming soon liaoO:-)好期待..realli hope tat ii wil hv an unforgotten & memorable birthdae lorhh~~

count down for da dae bck hometown lorhh:-)
hapPi again^^stil hv 3 daes onli lerhh^^
hurray~~

Friday, September 26

so hapPi y'strdae bbaobbeii laogongg came tuh find miie again~~he waiting miie at da bus stop wic in front of myy house..so glad tuh saw him waiting so patiently de lorhh..realli touch a lot de ever he wait miie so long oso din said orr complained a words lorhh:-)luves him a lot lorhh..tat's y ii can't gave up him orr abandon him..his behaviour orr attitude ii realli so admire de..

tiz week so gd de...we met 3 times liaoO lorhh:-)hahass..so hapPi de can see bbaobeii face again~although tiz few daes we hv some small quarrel andd arguements,but ii think iis been fine tuh us liaoO..at least ii try myy best tuh told him a lots of myy thoughs andd problems~~after quarrels can enhance mutual understanding lorhh:-)

duno 2 nitez bbaobeii laogongg wil come tuh find miie again or not lorhh...
waiting for his call now..hugss..luves him a lot de!!!
laogongg laopo miss euu a lot de..all myy minds now iis fully of euu~~
euu r da 1st guy who can make miie feel so luves tuh euu...
hope euu can understand myy heart ~~
ii wil let euu noe how euu are so important tuh miie..
in every seconds..every minutes..everydae..every months..andd every years ..
ii wil cherish wat ii have now...

note:happi birthdae tuh myy beloved niece~~Sarah Tang..

Thursday, September 25

HapPy ^_^

y'trdae went tuh sch took myy certificate of Level 2 exam..our sch tiz time specially make a small cert-giving ceremony lorhh..so happi tuh see our sch wil having a small celebration tuh us oso...besides giving us da cert,our sch oso prepared some prize for us...Aunt Anna oso specially make some desserts & snacks for us tuh enjoy lorhh:-))realli appreaciate it..thx her a lots lorhh~~

myy satisfied results^^


small welcome gift frm myy sch ~


myy level 2 cert ^


ii had received myy cert by hand from our sch manager..He iis a nice person lorhh..we had shared our opinions,suggestions andd oso our problems wif him y'trdae... he gave us a lots of information andd guidance ..realli gain a lots of knowledge from his side~~hahass..nvr regret tuh attend da ceremony at all lorhh!!so lucky ii got came lerhh...now ii can vyy clearly about myy own future andd wic field should ii go through it~at least ii understand wat ii wish tuh do liaoO andd no need so vexed abt myy future jobs^^

after finished myy LCCI course , ii think ii wil temporary be a full time worker first..cause ii wish tuh continue da bachelor of accounting&financing..but da course fees iis realli so expensive lorhh:-)shiok lorhh..iis abt 14k in a year lerhh~~warhh..iis realli a big amount for miie lorhh:-)no loans can support oso..so ii think ii need tuh work more hard tuh save tiz amount tuh continue myy course ady!!aikss..need tuh headache again liaoO..

Hmm..realli wish tat ii can win a lottery lorhh:-)
like tat ii no need so vexed abt myy course fees & money problems liaoO...haiz!!waiting for da lucky daes come towards miie lorhh..may GOD wil blessing miie ..

Wednesday, September 24

2dae so boring at office de lorhh:-))
so miie&chris decided tuh edit our colleague's photos in different look~~
hahass..iis realli so fun de lorhh~~
we make a lot of da different look in different gender of our colleagues..
erhmm..iis quite funny de andd make us keep laughing at office lorhh^^
if someone iis interesting tuh edit urr orr urr fren's photos...
euu can view this website andd try it..(www.yearbookyourself.com)

show euu all some of myy production orhh~~
ii change them in a different gender..andd iis realli look nice huh..
ii sure they wil laughing andd can't imaging their nice look:-))


nice huh??Mrs Vincent Ho


Mrs Simon Tan^^(myy boss )

Mrs Roland Chua~~(myy boss )


Mrs Ahmed ** ( Myy supplier )

Tuesday, September 23

yeepee~~2dae bbaobbeii laogoongg off dae again^^
later after finish work can go out dating wif him liaoO~~
erhmm..realli damn miss him a lot de lorhh...
almost a week din c his face ady :-))

laogongg dear,laopoo realli miis euu a lot....
luves euu so much...

muackkksss!!!

Monday, September 22

nothing tuh do lerhh..duno y tiz few daes realli vyy quiet de lorhh~~even a complaint oso dun hv de:-))so bad wana received a call frm customer oso difficult...haiz!!act iis should be vyy gd tuh miie de..cause ii can enjoy myself in office andd no need do anythings..keke^^

2dae one of myy Indian colleague on leave..he need tuh accompny his wife go tuh Changi AirPort.2dae wil be last dae for his wife stay in S'pore..da time realli fly so fast de lorhh~~1month was past ady..ii think myy colleague must cannot bear his wife de...they ady 6 yrs din meet each others ady~~this iis da 1st time his wife came tuh find him:-))warhh..shiok lorhh~~even long distance love oso din drift apart their relationship...their love realli as stabil as mountain lorhh~so admire them de lorhh!!!

before his wife departure S'pore,myy colleague bring her came tuh our office..andd we gossip-ing andd joking 2gether ...so hapPi de lorhh:-))we stil take photos 2gether lorhh~~they bring a lot of funs tuh our office de...make us keep laugh-ing at there...luckily myy boss not in lorhh:-)

2dae da time in office realli past so fast de...maybe more ppl gossip 2gether andd unconciously da time iis ady reach da finish work time liaoO...realli so enjoy de~~hope tat everydae da time in office can like tat lorhh..at least ii won't so boring lorhh^^

miie & myy colleague's wife^^

Saturday, September 20

y'sterdae on9 until abt 1.30am jz slept...andd 2dae 6.30am woke up liaoO~~
warhh..realli feel tired de lorhh:-)when da alarm rang,ii realli can't open myy eyes lorhh..andd myy whole body was vyy pain andd heavy de...realli sucks lorhh~~evrytime not enough sleeping must always like tat de!!!sianz!!!stil need tuh work~~

2dae i'm alone in office..mny paperworks stil need tuh follow up...keep typing andd writing onli~~besides tat ii stil need tuh count worker's salary..yeah..so happi lorhh..finally wait tiz dae ady..da dae take salary wil be a happi dae for miie ..hahass..can shopping again liaoO~~

wana think tat later can go where shopping ady:-))stil hv mny things ii wana buy de..but ii wana save money oso lorhh..cannot waste too mny~~tiz mth ii waste over myy budgets ady..OMG!!bcome poor grl liaoO...so sianz!!

later go shopping must control myself orhh..hope tat there hv no things can attract miie lorhh~~

Friday, September 19

ii wana crazy ady!!!!
myy gastric pain again..again~~iis so pityful now!!!
can't sit,can't stand,can't walk oso lorhh...
ii mentioned tat myy gastric iis being more serious ady:-))
realli need tuh do gastric check up liaoO~~
now ii pain until can't control myyself ady...
shit pain!!!!ii hate it!!!!
II HATE IT!!!

Thursday, September 18

y'terdae dear off dae again~~as usual he went MRT station tuh fetch miie:-))act everytime he came tuh fetch miie,myy heart oso wil feel attacked de lorhh...keke^^like this feel vyy much..so warming de ^@^

firstly,we went tuh take our dinner 1st at sumihouse wic located at AMK center..it iis a japanese restaurant..da foods at there not bad de although nothing special larhh..andd da price oso vyy reasonable lorhh!!(wil consider go again nxt time**)ordered too much foods ady so make miie ate until vyy full andd wana vomit lorhh:-))but luckily not realli vomit out all da foods...

after tat we went tuh junction 8 shopping~~act no place can go lorhh..andd long time din go bishan liaoO so jz went there walk walk lorhh^^we spent abt 2 hours at there orhh!!act stil tot can't search anythings wic ii prefer ones..but at da end ii spent a lot money lorhh~~abt 250++ bucks orhh!!OMG~~bought a set of facial cleaning set ady abt 200++ bucks liaoO ...iis realli quite value de..cause in da set include powder wash,lotion,day essense andd mask oso~~

dear oso got bought 2 polo tees..iis realli 1st time we went shopping he got bought things de lorhh^^tat polo tees realli look nice,design not bad de..so when ii saw it,quickly asked him tuh buy down it...if nxt time dear wear it wil take photo tuh show it~~
hahassss

after shopped ,da time oso not early ady~~realli fly so fast de lorhh..hate it!!always onli hv few hours for us tuh dating lerhh...a week jz got few hours onli:-))so sad de can't hv more times tuh accompny dear!!!but ii noe dear oso won't blame laopo de orhh~~cause ii noe dear euu oso vyy busy in urr schedule huh,rite??heheess..laogongg dear,laopo realli feel hapPi tuh urr changes..laopo hope tat da changes wil longers de andd not onli for temporary orhh..wat euu promise miie ii wish wil come true^^dear,ii won't feel anxious tuh our problems ady~~we must keep it on,okie??luves euu so much..
**muackkksss**

Tuesday, September 16

jz finish myy shower..aikss..feel so sianz lorhh!!myy homeworks realli so much stil need tuh follow up de~~recently duno y no mood tuh study at all!!!ii realli wish tat ii can pay all myy attention tuh myy homeworks lorhh:-))but...but...ii can't do it lorhh!!!!shit!!!

ii duno wat happen tuh myself lerhh..can't understand wat myy problem at all...so kanasai de..
suddenly feel tat i'm not myyself ...do wat prefer wat ii oso starting can't understand liaoo..wat da hell tuh miie???strunggle in myy heart now~~

but ii wil try myy best tuh settle all myy problems now..

ii need such time...

Sunday, September 14

2dae iis weekend again:-))i'm so free andd nothing tuh do de..suddenly feel so sianz always eat at outside lorhh..so ii decided cook dinner by myyself orhh...this iis da first time ii wana cooking at s'pore andd oso first time ii cooking since ii move tuh myy sis's house ~~act quite muddle de lorhh cause realli long time din cooking ady:-))
But luckily,all da dishes ii cook stil quite tasty&delicious de~~taste oso not bad de barhh..if not myy bro in law oso won't eat so much rice lorhh~~keke^^ii din praise myself orhh..onli feel hapPi got person help miie tuh finish all da dishes..hahasss~~this iis da dishes ii cook 2dae....



ABC soup..myy favouritepotatoes wif pork..
cereal prawn

chilies fried eggs
da dishes stil look not bad barhh??!dear,r euu feel hapPi andd satisfied ady laopo finally prepared da dinner for euu??hope tat dear euu realli enjoy it yarhh^^laopo wil try tuh cook again in nxt time orhh..luves euu so much...*-*muackkkkss

Saturday, September 13

y'strdae around 3am jz slept lorhh..now jz 10am ii woke up ady lerhhh~~act feel vyy tired de lerhh:-))but nvm lorhh...later wana go out shopping liaoO & go tuh find dear having our lunch 2gether~~keke^^long time nvr like tat liaoO~~myy mood vyy vyy gd de lorhh^@^

erhmm..let miie share bck myy time on y'terdae barhh~~y'sterdae iis realli a enjoy time for miie de...ii went tuh Bugis tuh meet myy frens~~act we long time din come out gathering 2gether ady lorhh:-))evrytime confirm da date&time liaoO den suddenly must got chances orr somethings happen de lorhh..so always can't make da suitable time tuh meet up..tiz time iis our first time gathering since sook ngo gv birth lorhh:-))

we meet at food court tuh having our dinner 2gether~~all of us keep chit chat onli..maybe realli long time din meet up liaoO..andd somemore Amos & Peter oso nvr see sook ngo's babyy lorhh:-))so they just keep playing wif her son..so cute de lorhh^^grow up mny lerhh since ii visit him in last 3 mths...

aft having our dinner,we went tuh shopping a while...at tat time,ii suddenly remember tat Amos's birthdae iis coming soon ady..so ii decided gv him a surprise andd went tuh bought a cake for him~~But..so sad de lorhhh..ii can't gv him any surprised lerhh~~cause ii remember wrongly his birthdae ady..act his birthdae oledi over almost a month ady lerhh~~warhh!!ii realli so paiseh lorhh...tat time realli wana find hole tuh escape lorhh:-))he keep laughing miie lorhh~~realli 1st time ii so blur lerhh...realli kanasai de..make myyself so disgraced...

at da end,da cake wic ii bought we just used it tuh celebrate sook ngo's advance birthdae orhh~~no choice..act can count celebrate all our birthdae 2gether barhh^^this iis realli 1st time we celebrate our birthdae 2gether orhh..although ii felt so paiseh,but iis realli vyy hapPi lorhh~~so cherish da time wif them 2gether..myy dear frens,hope tat our nxt gathering wil coming soon again orhh:-))cheers~~


myy god son~Jack^^

Thursday, September 11

生命真的很奥妙。。
人生能够活得多久真的无法预算的咯!
最近看到报导,新加坡前著名DJ东方比利的血癌又复发了~~
看到他为自己预先主持的葬礼,真的不禁流下眼泪了。。。
他。。在我眼中真的是个很坚强的病患者!
患癌超过十多年了,但他从没放弃自己~~
不但一直鼓励自己、还不断鼓励身旁其他的病患者。。。
他已经踏过了患癌的第一个十年:-))
真的万想不到,如今他的病情又再复发了。。
一直以来他的病情都是受控制的!!!
但为何突然又再发作的??
听到有点难过的。。。
他不知可不可以再渡过这关呢??
真的希望它可以快快痊愈哦!!
祝福他。。。。

注:人生的路并不长,所以要记得珍惜所有身边的一切哦!!

Wednesday, September 10

finally...ii make myy decision ady~~
iis realli 1st time ii consider so mny daes de:-))so difficult need tuh make it..but ii think iis better tuh solve myy own problems now...if not ii wil more suffer & vexed de~~ii noe ii wil think much again!!!

ii decide bck tuh his side already..it's wil be a last chance for him&miie too!!we swear tat if in this period stil hv da same problems happen & repeat again,we wil realli break andd choose bcome as fren(but ii duno ii can do it or not!!euu noe da feelings sudden change tuh frenship wil mor difficult de lorhh)..now we wil try our best tuh keep it...ii realli hope tat myy dear wil do his best orhh!!ii dun wan be getting hurt again:-))Dear,wat euu promise miie ii realli hope tat euu can do it,dun jz say onli,okie??

now ii'm fine ady..all myy frens please dun worry abt miie again..ii'm realli feel so sorry tuh let all of euu so worry abt miie~~ii appreaciate!!!

Monday, September 8

myy heart now so strunggle de!!ii realli hate this all feelings lorhh:-))
finally received his msg y'sterdae~~he apologized tuh miie andd asked miie gave him last chance again..he stil swear tat he can guarantee won't let da same problem happen andd repeat again~~

but am ii stil can gv him a chance again??am ii sure tat he won't hurt miie again..ii scare we wil break again..so countless time we broke&patch ady??sure mny ppl think tat we jz for a fun onli..but iis realli not for fun de..ii hurtful so mny times ady..realli so vexed now..act hope tat he can apologize tuh miie & ii wil forgive him andd accept him bck~~now he done ady but myy heart duno suddenly y de~~strunggle!!realli duno wat decision ii can make lorhh~~ii noe nobody can help miie..utimately oso need tuh c myself de~~

so 'xin ku' now...wana accept him bck marhh??or jz let him gone frm myy heart??ii can't think anymore lorhh:-))even myy feelings oso duno y so unclearly de~~ii need more time tuh think probably!!!let miie alone 1st barhh~~

Sunday, September 7

yesterdae aft finish work went tuh meet wif zhi wei who iis myy bestest guy's fren in s'pore here..we hd our dinner 2gether at New York..act tat dae ii realli no much appeatite lorhh~~so half of myy fish&chips ii jz gave him tuh help miie finished it..hahass..he act oso felt so hungry de lorhh:-))so jz little bit foods he can de,sure no problem orhh~~

aft tat we went tuh sing sang at kbox lorhh~~this was 1st time onli both of us lerhh..so hapPi de sing sang wif him..mood oso change gd liaoO although ii got 'ren bu zhu'cried infront him...act ii feel so paiseh cause let him c miie in a bad dilemma..but anyway,stil wana thx him tuh lend miie his shoulder...hahass..

realli so enjoy lorhh in kbox wif him...so da time oso past vyy fast de..3hours&30mins we spent in da kbox onli..realli 'you dian bu guo ying'orhh~~hope we stil hv chance like this tuh sing again~~miss alot da enjoyable & hapPi time wif him:-))

ii din bck aft we left kbox..tat dae ii went tuh clubbing wif another fren~~realli 1st time ii try this!!!shiok lorhh:-))ii realli get drunk tat nite...maybe too vexed andd think too much barhh~~so jz keep drink andd drink de until ii can't control myself:-))mayb tat's way jz can help miie tuh forgot it&sleep well de lorhh~~

drank too much ady...make miie headache now~~can't sleep oso lorhh cause stil hv mny things waiting miie tuh do,especially myy homeworks orhh:-))sigh..

Saturday, September 6

this 2 nites ii didn't sleep well.ii am realli so tired.even took some alcohol ii oso can't get drunk tuh let myself sleep more tightly..y wil like tat??previously,ii am easy tuh get drunk de lorhh.but this time ii can't!!!ii realli feel so 'xin ku'.. ii dreamt abt him yesterdae~da nightmare make miie miss him a lot..

now realli vyy miss his voice,his face,his hugs & his kiss badly..but ii noe iis impossible tuh c him or hear his voice again.act ii stil waiting for him.ii realli can't let him gone.ii feel so empty now without his accopmny.wat all da shit feel like this.iis being 3 daes ady.ii think he won't apologize tuh miie & ask miie gv a chance tuh him again.this 3 daes he nvr call miie,even a message oso!!

ii stil remember da last call we had was wednesdae & suddenly we quarrel andd he hang up myy phone..tat was last chance tuh hear his sexy voice.ii mentioned tat ii must be strong now andd dun think so much,but duno y this time ii feel ii really useless&weak..ii can't control myself.myy mind now all fully of him!!!

helpless...wat should ii do now???

go ahead tuh find him & apologise tuh him even not myy false??or jz forget it andd let da time tuh cure myy bleeding heart??

ii realli hope he can put down his face andd apologise abt his false..but wil him do like tat??ii stil waiting..

看着你、想着你,我心如刀割。。