y'strdae had a small gathering wif myy OG frens andd buddies...
hmm..nothing special lorhh~can said hv a bit boring cause all of us duno where can go..iis realli no nice place for us lorhh~sianz!!!

duno y lerhh ii feel more strange wif myy buddy liaoO..hmm..duno maybe those words he had told miie last few daes andd cause it like tat barhh~ii felt tat he had left miie more andd more far liaoO...feel so upset..realli duno wat ii need andd think!!!

recently realli feel moody lorhh~

maybe ii realli think too much ady barhh...

hmm..so wish ii can left here ASAP lorhh...

suffer..vexed...

hmm..2dae ii wil take half dae leave again lorhh~

myy mum 2molo wil go bck hometown ady...tiz whole week ii din accompny her anymore lorhh~since jz now early morning she said she wants tuh go chinatown,so ii decided tuh take half dae off andd go 2gether wif her..firstly,ii scare she wil lost her way again..secondly,ii can take a break too...hahasss..always nth tuh do in office oso feel boring de lorhh~iis nearly year end oso liaoO..so ii must clear off myy leave too~

now ii going tuh settle andd finish all of myy paperworks first...suddenly myy boss past miie so mny documents andd a lot of complaints stil need miie tuh follow up larhh~haiz..so sianz...when ii din take off,always nth can do in office de...but when ii take off dae it wil mny things happen andd sure must a lot of paperworks de lorhh~~

hmm..nxt time jz blog liaoO..

ii stil left an hour tuh finish it...

blog 2molo lorhh..bye~ii wana enjoy myy weekend liaoO...

hapPi lurhh^^

myy ankle suddenly pain again lorhh~
duno y...since come bck frm holidae,ii stil tot tat iis ady fully recover liaoO..
cause a little bit pain oso dun hv...
but now iis almost 2 weeks jorhh~
da painess come bck again....
sigh!!!!

sianz...
had a bad headache since early morning~
duno y suddenly wil like tat lorhh...
maybe y'strdae catch a little bit rains barhh^^
andd make miie not feeling well now:-0
keep wana vomit de..myy head damn damn damn pain!!!
realli hope tat ii can knock off now....

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y'trdae nite went tuh attend class as usual...
when ii on da way walked tuh sch,an unluckily things happen on miie..
sigh!!!recently da weather realli always changed de lorhh:-0
while stil had a short distance reached myy campus...
suddenly starting raining liaoO~
due tuh ii forgot bring umbrella,therefore ii just walk more fast...
hmm..realli bad luck lorhh...
maybe da road was slippery so make miie accidentally fell down lerhh..
wabiang..fell down stil doesn't matter lorhh cause din bleeding anymore..
but da suck things iis ii kena duno wat shit lorhh~sigh!!!
realli hate !!!so so so so shuai lerhh:-)
duno y those owner how tuh take k their pet de lorhh~
haiz...duno y recently all bad things happen on miie de lorhh:-0


sianz~~

at first,hapPi birthdae tuh myy colleague-- Chris...
hmm..older a year again liaoO,hope all of urr dreams wil come true yarhh^^all da best tuh euu in urr future..dun always gv stress tuh urself..sometimes a lot of things cannot force de..lets nature take its course barhh~take k orhh:-0

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hmm..2dae myy collegue on leave ~ii m alone in office again andd seems so quiet lorhh wif onli miie around..haiz...realli kinda boring + lonely...but think positive way,ii am freedom 2dae~hahass..ii can like tuh do anythings ii want now...but so pissed off ii can't think wat ii want tuh do:-0

duno y tiz few daes myy feelings so mixed...

I'm left hanging in the middle of nowhere with absolutely no idea what will happen...what more can ii say again??!!ii realli duno...y suddenly wil turned like tat??wat's myy wrong??y last moment we stil so hapPi but tiz moment wil make miie so sad de??ii realli wana being crazy ady...

guess da onli way iis ii can onli drink myyself tuh sleep andd avoid tuh think so so much..ii wil trying not tuh act impeteously anymore...hurts...hate myyself!!!!

amazing world..

myy mum andd niece are coming here again~
so fast iis almost a mth again liaoO..evrytime saw them oso feel so hapPi..but sometimes feel headache lorhh especially myy niece!!!

anyway,she iis stil a small kid..sometimes duno wat iis true andd wat iis wrong lorhh~so evrytime she make miie angry ii oso vyy fast wil cool down again...hahass...even how ii scold her she oso duno de..

later wana accompny them go out shoPping liaoO~

myy tiz weekend was spent wif myy family ....

so fast anther weekend again liaoO~
haiz...stil hv three weeks..a new year wil coming soon lorhh:-0
feel so emptiness lerhh...
a brand new year wil be a brand of new start...
but can ii hv a new start??
hmm..ii realli duno..ii stil trying myy very best now~
anyway,hope tat a new year can help miie bring away those unhapPiness andd unlucky moments & things...

ii am feel better now ady...
tuh euu..realli thx for urr accompny for tiz whole mth orhh~
so appreaciate for all those things euu had done for miie:-0
so miss da trip we had 2gether last few daes...
realli hope tat we stil hv anther chance tuh go travel again ...await..

myy heart iis started tuh put down all ady...
andd had trying myy best tuh walk out of his world andd this relationship~
ii wil gv myyself anther chance...
without euu,ii stil can live hapPily~
ii belief 2molo wil be a better dae:-0

jz met him tuh settle some of our personal things...
hmm..since we had broke,once ii met wif him myy tears wil ãuto drop again...
ii learn tuh be strong...
but in front of him ii realli can't do it!!!
ii am failure...damn!!!!

after 2dae ,
ii noe we wil not meet anymore!!!
wat can ii do if ii realli miss euu so much??
ii can't control myself not tuh think of euu anymore...
as euu had left a realli deep memory in myy heart~
忘记你我真的做不到:-0

anyway,as urr wish..
ii wil try myy best...
ii wil move on myself tuh myy new life liaoO~
tat's da onli way can make myself stay hapPily...
andd forget euu asap...
ii wil live more hapPier den before:-)
wat ii had promise ii wil do it...
hope tat euu wil do urr best too~

damn tired 2dae lorhh...early morning when da alarm rang,myy eyes stil totally cannot open..wabiang...realli exhausted~five daes ady oso nvr sleep well andd totally not enough rest!!!

y'strdae reach home ard 11 pluss..after tidy up myy room andd washed all da dirty clothes was abt 2am pluss jorhh^^ slept ard 2.30am..andd woke up at 6.30am early morning..damn!!!super sleepy now~

as on leave so mny daes ady,so 2dae realli mny paperworks need tuh do lorhh...

busy like hell lorhh...sianz!!!

iis ady a mth we broke off...

in this period,ii realli can't live hapPily~

without euu..ii seems lost myy ways andd evrythings...

but ii am trying tuh stay hapPi andd cheers up myself:-0

ii wil trying tuh habit da daes without euu too..

ii wil doing wat ii had promise tuh euu..

ii wil be strong andd strength~

ii hope tat euu wil do urr best too...

our loves story had ady ended....

all just can be a sweet memory for us:-)

谢谢你曾经对我的爱~~

aiksss..damn tired again de lorhh:-0
y'strdae vyy late jz slept andd 2dae so so early woke up ady...
maybe feel so too hapPi liaoO barhh^^
make miie can't slept tight andd well de~

Hurray!!!later wana go tuh KL jorhh...
iis realli first time lorhh go travel wif myy buddy~~
hahasss...hope we can hapPily enjoy our trip orhh....
tiz travel we had planned since start of da year liaoO..
but until now almost end of year liaoO just complete it lorhh...
lol...no choice marhh...mny things had happen in this middle year~

ii wil try myy best tuh enjoy this trip...
all da things abt miie & him ii wil jz ignored it...
as myy fren said all was over ady...
think so much onli wil make ownself suffer andd vexed!!!
so ii wil work hard...
ii think after this trip...
ii wil hv myy new life liaoO~~

*for euu,iis realli impossible we wil patch 2gether liaoO...wat ii can say ii ady told euu clearly tat dae~iis realli pointless lorhh asked miie come bck besides euu.. so..ii hope euu can respect miie andd dun forced miie anymore!!!!ii wil gv up all da things of us...maybe ii am not da good one,ii realli not dare tuh c euu so suffer!!

Finally...
ii wait until tiz dae liaoO~
so hapPi 2molo wil be myy holidaes ady...
realli feel exhausted lorhh:-0
it seems iis da times tuh relax myself liaoO...
realli stress + vexed!!!!

hmm....
as usual ii dreamt of him again y'strdae~
iis almost a mth liaoO,he stil appeared in myy dream evry nite....
in da dream,we stil hold our hands shopping together...
take meals together...kiss andd hugs each others oso...
it's just like normal wat we always done!!!
at tat moment ii realli felt so sweet ....
cause ii jz like a small princess besides him ...
when ii woke up,
ii just discovered tat iis a sweet dream for miie onli..
realli felt some disappointed....
damn wish tat da dream can stay more longer...
ii realli miss him so much~~

ii noe ii should get over him ady...
but it's not easy tuh forget anythings lorhh...
as he had left such deeply andd sweet memories for miie~~
it takes times!!

anyway,ii wil work hard andd move on...
ii hope he can do his well andd all da best tuh him oso~
our memory ii wil bury in da bottom of myy heart forever:-0

* ii wil try tuh enjoy myself in this KL trip...
ii wil start myy new life while ii bck....

stil got another 2 daes,ii wil on leave andd have myy holidae liaoO~~
hmm..realli await da times can faster over lorhhh:-0
ii realli need a rest andd should go enjoy myself jorhh....
evrythings had over...had stopped!!!!
ii must move on myself andd not stil stay back at there liaoO:-)

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tiz few daes keep planning myy holidaes...
realli 1st time lorhh~long time din hv tiz mood tuh go enjoy liaoO~
hmm...excited andd feel relax a bit liaoO lorhh:-0
so hope tat ii can enjoy myy trip tuh KL andd Genting at this time ...

hmm..duno y lorhh myy gastric suddenly pain again~
aikss..ii got take myy medicine andd meal lerhhh...y wil pain again siah??
realli super pain lorhh... feel suffer now:-0

ii hope tat now ii can knock off andd faster bck home take myy rest lorhh...

duno y recently those bad things keep hapPening on miie de worhh??HATE!!!!!where iis myy good luck siah??where iis myy future???

2dae nothing special in myy life~~

all as normal onli..working..finish work..after tat studying...

realli a boring life for miie now:-0

hmm..so hope tat ii can faster finish myy course soon~

like tat ii no need always worry abt myy study liao....

ii realli damn exhausted now...y'trdae slept at 5.30am but now 8.30am ady woke up jorhh:-0 ii just nap for 3 hours onli!!!! wabiang...even ii want sleep back again now oso cannot lorhh~hmm...iis ady abt 3 weeks,ii stil can't get over it andd almost evrynite ii oso can't sleep well..myy mind duno y wil stil suddenly full thinking of him!!!!

realli difficult tuh forget andd get over him...he had left a huge andd deep footprints in myy heart~it seems tat ii stil need a lot of times..but anyway,ii wil try myy best~ii wil be strong andd strength!!!

hmm...2dae so lazy tuh go out..so ii decide wil slack at home whole dae ..long time din doing myy revision liaoO~ii should pay myy full attention on myy study now ady...nxt mth maybe wil sit for exam..so ii must go through myy homeworks liaoO....

damn tired 2dae~~

y'strdae went out wif myy god sis andd her frens until late nite jz reach home..hmm..after bck home stil received a call from him again:-0 at da end make miie until 4am jz can slept..andd 2dae 6.30am ii almost cannot open myy eyes lorhh..so exhausted!!!!

aikss..no spirit now at all!!!maybe just nap a while last nite,myy eyes now realli wana closed up jorhh^^ although iis vyy vyy tired,but duno y recently ii oso can't sleep well de lorhh...mny mny things had happen...ii can't get over it lorhh:-0 so stress!!!

ii think iis time for miie tuh wake up andd move on ady...

as evryone told miie ii should move forward andd not back forward....

so ii will andd ii am doing it now~~

hope tat he can hapPi andd do his well oso:-0

early morning get a gd new from myy boss...finally...he decided tuh increase myy salary liaoO~~although not much,but ii stil feel hapPi lorhh...recently myy expenses realli high,money not enough tuh use lorhh:-) hmm..ii should cut down myy expenses jorhh^^ now financial crisis andd economic oso not well , ii must save more andd more money liaoO~~if not ii sure wil hv economic problem soon...lolx..

erhmm..act wana go tuh see doc after finish work de..but called clinic just now da nurse told miie tis 2 daes doc not in must wait until Sun jz got doc..idiot lorhh..myy gastric need tuh pain 2 more daes again..sianz!!!duno tis time wat happen tuh myy gastric lorhh..ate so much medicines ady oso can't recover de...maybe tat dae ii drank beers andd had irritate myy gastric barhh..aikss..realli regret lorhh..make miie so suffer now:-0

2dae quite mny paperworks need tuh do de...hmm..busy dae for miie..long time din like tat jorhh^^ duno should hapPi orr sad lorhh..hahasss..

later after finish work duno can go where lorhh..erhmm..recently realli dun wan slack at home..alone in a space just wil let miie think more only...stil plan andd thinking wana go where~

2dae ii take half dae leave..not feeling well at all!!myy gastric getting more andd more worst...even got ate medicine on time..but it seem no use for miie oso!!!aikss...jz went tuh c doc..doc told miie tat myy gastric was inflammated..if stil can't recover better go tuh hv a gastric scanning liaoO~aiksss..same problem again..OMG!!!how can like tat siah??realli hope tat ii can recover in tiz few daes.

jz reach office not long...

act wishing tat ii can take medical leave 2dae de..but not dare tuh take cause scare myy boss wil scolded miie lorhh..ii was just take leave andd came bck from hometown onli lorhh:-0 if ii take medical leave again,sure his face wil black colour de lorhh~~

hmm..so force tuh come working again...sianz...realli wish weekend can faster coming lorhh~~await myy off dae again....

realli feel lazy ady...

Damn!!!so suffer now lorhh:-)

myy gastric iis become more worst!!!andd myy femur was more painful den yesterdae nite...OMG!!now even sitting orr walking oso pain a lot!!damn!!ii realli hope tat ii can bck home now....realli sianz..stil gotta wait until 5.30pm jz can bck home~~alone in office realli a boring dae for miie:-0

act 2dae wana take medical leave,but early morning,myy colleague msg miie andd told miie tat she not feeling well andd wil take medical leave 2dae~~aikss...onli both of us in office..so even got wat happening,at least must hv one person come for working..so bo bian ii force tuh working 2dae lorhh:-0

now ii realli await da time knock off...

ii need more rest liaoO~~

feel exhausted 2dae.....

hii..all myy beloves~ii came bck from myy sweety hometown lurhh~~

aikss..same feeling again!!! "hao bu she de"come bck lerhh...duno y always bck home must wil like tat de lorhh~maybe ii realli miss myy hometown so much barhh^^ hopefully ii can bck myy hometown again asap lorhh:-0

2dae ii spent myy whole dae at JB..woke up at around 10 pluss andd went out after ii get myy change..hmm..go in JB alone again..realli stil hv a bit scare scare ...luckily custom not so crowded lorhh maybe 2dae iis weekdae barhh..act wana meet up wif myy god sis,but suddenly she msg miie tat she had injured her head while cleaning da house..so tat our gathering andd appointment force tuh cancel liaoO~~aikss..no place can go andd so lonely hanging around at JB city square lorhh..

ii slack at there abt 2 hours until no more shop ii can shop ady lorhh..realli feel so boring lorhh..so at da end ii decided called myy buddy-Amos andd asked him come out more earlier den usual..(he wil come out JB for pump petrol evry tues)..while waiting for him,ii go tuh Neway k-box singing 1st..hahasss...iis realli an enjoyable moment for miie..maybe for others ppl singing alone iis realli idiot,but for miie iis realli quite at ease de lorhh..at least ii can let off all myy depression~~

ii sang alone in da room until abt 4 pluss den myy buddy just came tuh join miie..erhmm..realli hate him a lot lorhh...chose those sadness song make miie cried out again:-o ..haiz..duno wat else tuh miie again~~tot ii wil cheers up more after myy holidaes but it seems tat no helpful at all *_*

after our sing session,we went tuh play bowling at Johor Jaya lorhh..b4 start our game,we went tuh food court wic located opposite da bowling centre tuh have our dinner 1st..erhmm..quite bad luck de myy gastric suddenly pain andd even ii ate medicine oso stil can't control it...damn it!!!but although realli pain,but ii stil persist tuh finish our games...

maybe myy gastric problem,ii can't get full score lorhh..ii onli earn a very low points lerhh..pai seh pai seh...andd da poor things iis ii stil fell down when ii threw da bowling lorhh...ii had injured myy femur lorhh~~damn it!!!realli so bad luck...at tat moment ii realli pain until can't woke up lorhh...almost wana cried out jorhh^^ iis realli badly injured!!!myy thigh has a big blue black ady...now even sitting,walking orr lying oso cannot lerhh..realli painful!!!

ii realli duno how tuh sleep 2dae liaoO..gastric + femur pain...duno need tuh use wic method jz can sleep..haiz...ii realli so careless!!!make myself now feel so suffer....wana take medical leave 2molo jorhh^^

* note: thx myy buddy successful get miie da piglet orhh~~hahass..realli feel hapPi lorhh..cause iis very difficult jz can get it one..

today is my 3rd sister's wedding big day..hmm..after today she will not be single again and wil officially become Mrs Ong already..now all daughters in my mum and dad's heart only left me haven marry yet lorhh..hahass..duno when just will my turn lerhh..

hees..just joking larhh..siao siao merhh..I just noticed that I am already become single lorhh~not like last time got partner and can think marry this things..hmm..actually single also good lorhh..at least I always more prefer freedom..no need so xin ku gotta report to someone where ii go and need to ask for permission also...okielarhh..dun talk this things first..come back to the topic..that things next time ii just blog it barhh:-0

same as last time my 1st sis's wedding day,ii onli slept for two hours lorhh..myy house was so crowded with myy bro's frens andd relatives...so many people slack at my house drinking andd playing mahjong lorhh..suddenly myy house like a temporary casino lerhh..besides mahjong,stil have "black jack".."niu jia shui"...all gambling insides my house!!hmm..they all gambling until so fierce lorhh..all hundred above de..so jia lat..if lose realli will a damn amount lorhh..

although not enough sleep,but luckily ii stil can woke up on time..after taking myy bathe ii prepared tuh get change andd dolling up myself!!actually not much times for miie to make up,as ii stil need to fetch myy mum went market to buy somethings..haiz..so ii just make up anyhow..natural will be the prettiest one...hahass..somemore morning session not so important...also not so many people wil see me de..blablabla..(like ii am the bride lorhh ^_^ )

after that quickly prepared all the things which gonna trick the grooms & brothers with the rest of sisters..

wears underwear which got certain words behind it and strike a pose...

find the coins from the ice water..

each brothers must left their kiss ...

finally collect enough the kiss already..

tricky Q&A..hahass..not so difficult barhh??!!

hmm..took many photos lorhh...after tricky Q&A session..the groom finally get his bride..both of them damn hapPi de lorhh..see their face look so xin fu de..after praying,iis tea ceremony to bride's parents andd relatives..then just reached the time to take photo with groom andd bride..

after that next venue iis the groom's place for tea ceremony..

groom's myvi..cute bears as decoration:-0

as a sister,i also follow bride went to groom house for tea ceremony..at that meantime,i also become a temporary photographer~hahass..although not a proffesional photographer,but all the photos i taken also very nice one lorhh..*clap for myself *

after finish all the chinese traditional progress,home sweet home first before the wedding dinner start:-0

hmm..due to my tiredness,I direct slept like a pig when reached home..but it didn't had too much time for me to rest,so I only can take a nap about 2 hours..after I awake,I take my shower first..then follow my mum and sisters went to bridal shop wait the make up artist help us to make up...hmm..realli professional make up artist lorhh..she just used about 10-15 mins to make up and set up the hair for each persons..the results come out definitely is not bad and look nice larhh:-)

so soon is the time for the wedding dinner already..at first,my dad,mum and me went the restaurant first..cause we are the "zhu jia ren"..so need to went there early to serve all the guests..but it had somethings unhapPy things happen before the dinner start...I really dislike and unsatisfied about the service of that restaurant..still thought that new restaurant sure will have more good services but is realli so disappointed lorhh...the services at there is realli worst..when our guests were coming they still need to wait outside the restaurant..cause the waitress there haven tidy up all the tables..maybe before that got another wedding dinner also..so this maybe can forgive them..but when I asked somethings from them,they showed us their bad attitude lorhh..not only me complain my sisters..my relatives all also face same problems as me!!!really duno what kinds of services of it lorhh!!!somemore the dishes come out not really so nice..the fishes not enough cooked and half of it totally cannot eat lorhh...haiz..so so lowest standard...totally failed!!!

this is the first and will be the last time my family will go that restaurant..hmm..even next time got what wedding again,we sure won't choose this restaurant again!!

anyway,is already past!!!

I still sincerely wishing that my 3rd sister and brother-in-law a very very blissful marriage..

hope both of you 白头偕老、早生贵子~

wil back hometown later liaoO~hmm..duno y realli not feel hapPi at all de...maybe ii stil need some times tuh get over it barhh...anyway,ii hope myself realli can enjoy myy holidays~~

myy heart started felt strunggle again....

tiz few weeks myy mood realli up andd down de..hate all tiz kind of feelings lorhhh:-)

ii wana start myy new life now...everythings had stopped..all full stopped!!!

as myy fren said,a lost iis another gain~~

an ending iis a brand new start~~

ii must think positive towards myself..ii belief ii can do it..

ii sure can do it... Gambade tuh myself^^

hmmm..damn tired now!!!y'strdae totally can't hv a gd rest andd can't slept at all although ii was felt tired..aikss...duno wat's wrong wif miie again~myy mind so complicated nw!!myy frens asked miie wat's up tuh miie but ii oso can't gv them any answer...damn!!!hate myself lorhh...
ii lost myyself andd myy way at all~~

times flied so fast..iis already almost 3 weeks ..but da result stil da same...never changed!!!until 2dae ii stil can't accept da fact~iis realli cruel tuh miie!!!hurt....

2molo ii wil bck myy lovely hometown jorhh^^excited lorhh..but not feel hapPi at all da..feel emptiness...supposed plan tuh go KL 2gether 1st den jz bck myy hometown tuh attend myy sis wedding de lorhh..but end up jz left miie alone~haiz..realli regret we can't go 2gether...so gd chance oso no lucky tuh try it!!!

ii need tuh learn da dae without his companies...

ii need tuh learn be alone tuh complete myy life...

ii need tuh learn tuh keep him in myy deeply heart...but not in myy mind...

nothing can say!!!

jz let natures take its course barhh~

evrythings had over andd ii should let it stop at here liaoO...

no such things can ii cherish ady!!

ii realli dun wan bother so much....

ii had lost myyself andd myy way too~~

wat ii need iis onli..

walk out this relationship!!!

LOVES realli hurts.....

心真的好挣扎。。
明明放开了手为何还会承受酱的压力？？
我好痛苦~真的好痛苦！！
好不容易才硬硬逞强、坚强下去的。。
但为何你又要再出现打动我的心？？
我讨厌这种感觉！！真的很讨厌。。
不管是看见你、听到你的声音还是读到你的信息，
我的心顿时会立刻脆弱、无法坚强下去了。。。
不要令我酱难受了可以吗？？
我好辛苦。。真的！！
我也好想去面对你。。可是我知道我无法~~
因为我再也没有那股勇气了...
我没有资格再恋爱了！！！
我只想平平凡凡过我要的生活~
对不起。。对不起。。。
真的好想离开这片伤心地：-0

2dae myy course wil start liaoO..erhmm..ii need tuh settle myy moods ady...ii hope tat ii can pay full attention in myy study starting frm 2dae~ii dun want think too much abt myy relationships liaoO:-0

all jz lets natural take its course barhh^^

ii need times tuh heal evrythings..realli feel exhausted ady..ii hope tat myy holidaes wil faster coming lorhh..ii need holidae!!!!

stil hv four daes ii wil bck hometown liaoO~~hapPi..

damn tired 2dae..y'strdae went out jb again andd around 2am pluss jz reached home ..hmm..recently keep went out until late nite jz bck home lerhh..duno y..myy mood stil not realli feel gd de~so went out in da midnite timing can be more relax for miie..at least not too crowded of cars andd ppl..ii prefer silence recently...

can't slept well y'strdae too...sianz...2dae woke up at 10 pluss jorhh:-0

myy house now fully of kid's voices~aikss..ii disturb byy myy nieces andd newphews..OMG!!!they r vyy noisy lorhh..so headache...make miie totally can't hv a good rest....so force tuh woke up early liaoO~

nothing tuh do in da afternoon..so jz slack at home andd watching TV wif myy family~hahass..waste myy half off dae sitting in front da TV lorhh,lolx~myy homeoworks ii din touch anymore again lorhh..become damn lazy liaoO..

after tat,we went out tuh hv our dinner 2gether around 7 pluss..hmm..myy bro in law brought us tuh eat seafood wic a restaurant located nearby da khatib(opposite tuh Yishun stadium)..yummy..da seafood there realli nice lorhh:-) a word tuh descripe it--delicious!!!especially da chilli crabs andd cereal prawns lorhh..all da foods are so fresh~

act wana plan go tuh Orchard de,but those kids all keep crying wana back home sleeping jorhh..so we forced tuh cancelled our plan andd direct bck home after our dinner~~

hmm..eat so full 2dae~haiz..wana start keep fit again liaoO~

yeepee..so haPpi tat stil got a week ii can bck hometown ady..excited andd await lorhh:-O

last nite ii met wif him~finally we settle it peacefully liaoO...

realli thx tat euu respect miie andd din threaten miie anymore!!now ii realli dun wan think too much liao ~wat ii need andd wanted iis jz be single andd hv a freedom life..tats all!!!so apologise ii realli can't accept euu at this moment..maybe ii had lost myy confidence in loves..ii realli scare..ii scare ii wil be get hurt again~tat pain andd broken heart feelings iis realli suffer:-)ii dun wish tuh try this such feelings again..so...

we stil can be fren..maybe as fren iis more better den bcome couple~~so soli this iis not onli cruel tuh euu but oso miie lorhh...do euu noe ii use how long tuh force myself tuh accept it??do euu noe how pain m ii when euu left miie alone in da 1st time??do euu noe how difficult m ii tuh make this decision??but anyway,it's ady past!!both of us need times tuh calm down...so lets da time tuh heal anythings barhh^^

maybe all da things iis my fault~

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myy beloved mummy andd sis came here tuh visit us again...hahass...so hapPi tuh c them lorhh~~this time myy house fully of kid lorhh..myy 2nd sis oso brought her 2 children came..damn a long time din c them liaoO~~miss them so much...yeepee...later aft finish work can go shopping wif them jorhh..await da time coming...

sigh!!!myy flu hvn recover yet lorhh:-)
feel so sianz de..almost a week can't sleep well..hmm...can should be say iis totally not enough sleep lorhh~sleep 3 ~4 hours per dae...damn exhausted !!!myy mind stil keep thinking of him...aikss!!!

ii need tuh cheers up myself ady...nxt week start courses liaoO~~tiz two weeks break time ii din touch myy homeworks at all lorhh..sad!!duno y no mood tuh study..even ii am trying tuh do homeworks but myy mind andd heart can't pay full attention de lorhh:-0 ~sad lorhh...ii realli duno this time how can ii past myy exam wif flying colors liaoO..

wat's wrong with miie nia..?ii oso duno wat happen tuh myself...

recently mny things happen on miie..make miie feel so down andd no mood at all~but ii wil try myy best..ii believe ii can get over all...ii can do it....