Miss My Hometown

Suddenly miss my hometown...

Count it back I really damn long time didn't back my sweet home already since Chinese New Year..Is almost 4 months lerhh..really first time lorhh...normally I will go back in every 2 months or 3 months~no wonder my dad will complaint me larhh..lol..

Actually I also hope that I can back soon orhh..But now my office left me alone,every saturday I also gotta work lerhh~Haiz..really duno how can I back in just that short 1.5 days lorhh!!The journey back to my hometown not very near orhh but also not too far larhh..Anyway,it still need to take about 5 hours lorhh..come and back already spent me 10 hours...Gosh!!!!deduct all I only left few hours lerhh...Just think and count already can feel it's so rush lorhh!!!

Boo~~

Too bad lorhh this three months no more public holiday again!!Sigh!!I have not enough time to back home again~feel sianz lorhh can't take leave also...I need to wait until August just can back home already...warhh!!!still long and far from now lorhh...Aikss..what can I do except waiting??!!

Anyhow,I hope it will coming soon...

Now I just can move on with my bloody busy life!!!

Busy..Busy..

Recently very very busy lorhh...

My office table now was full of uncountable paperworks and complaints from customers~Boo..even how I do it but it still got so much lorhh!!!sigh!!!how I wish I can clear it as soon as possible...hopefully can by today~

I miss the previous time in office...

At least still got somebody can talking to me..can lighten my burden..can 'eat snake' a while when boss not in~

Haiz..now I am alone really not good lorhh..all the things also need me settle alone~times not enough for me to use orhh..everyday busy like hell from early in the morning until finished work~recently keep OT until 6pm lorhh..but luckily my boss still consider it as OT lorhh....

I wish I will have a collegue to help me again....

I miss my colleague as well~

First Dating

Went over to meet dear after I finished my work..yeahh..today is my dear's off day~woarhh..damn long never went out dating together since we had broken off about half year..Huh..it is our first dating since patched back~

Went to AMK Hub as I want to buy some stuffs..Walked around and we had our dinner at Ichiban Sushi..worhh..quite a long time never touch Japanese food already..can't stopped myself to crave it..its really yummy lorhh~my stomach was floated until like 3 months pregnant again...

After that,went to cinema buy movies tickets..We caught Friday The 13th..

Rate it : 8/10 ..Its kinda scary lorhh..there is many sexual scene as it is M18..But the gross part is all killing..I was keep frightened while the murder suddenly appeared..the sound effect damn loud too..somemore we watch midnight show.therefore,it makes me more afraid..Luckily my dear was hugging me..at least I can feel he can protect me if it's really got somethings happen..lol:-p

After movie,went dear's place and overnight at there...

I am really feel happy today lorhh cause my dear can spent half of his off day with me~

Woo..hope we can everyday meet each other...

Hmm.. I know sure have a lots of people will curious why I will patched back with my baby boy right?!I really duno how to say is a very long story..For me,he really sacrifice many..I can see..I can feel..He changed a lots in this half year~

Anyway,I love you...

My silly boy~

HapPy Mother's Day

I love my mummy~!

Today is Happy Mother's Day..Hmm...feel so happy lorhh cause my mum just arrive here..woohoo..can celebrate this biggest day with my dearest mum lorhh~first time again I can celebrate mother's day with her at here..hmm..new experience for me and mum too~memory again..This year really a happy year for me..All the special occasions I also have chance to spent with my family lorhh..hmm..feel kinda warm to spent my times with them..

Woke up very early just now..accompanied my babyyboy for our breakfast at AMK market centre~hmm..I was craving for Nasi Lemak..tasted not bad and price was very cheap too..worth to eat lorhh..will try again in next time~

After that,send dear to his working place..first time lorhh..hmm..actually I never think wana send him lorhh..but just because so coincidence I want to collect mother's cake from there too..hahasss..so shun bian lorhh...Anyway,dear still feel hapPy lorhh~

Shopping a while at Causeway Point when dear went for working...Its been quite a long time since I went for shopping..this time I was rather disappointed as there was nothing nice can caught my eyes..:-p

Therefore,after collect cake and direct back home meet with my families...gossiping and playing with my niece and newphew~hmm..a month didn't see them already~felt so shiock lorhh when saw my niece's leg was injured seriously..She totally can't walk lorhh cause her leg was wrapped up with gypsum!!I think she must very pain lorhh..quite serious niah!~

Take a short nap before go out shopping again with my mum:-p

I have Pastamania for my dinner..Hmm..since came here so long already seriously lorhh I never try before orhh~my mum suggested to get a try..so just follow her appetite lorhh..Anyway,never regret to try it..It's really quite delicious lorhh..I like spaghetti~~yummy..yummy...

Lets photos do the talking~

I like the cake I bought..Its look nice and the taste very delicious too lorhh~is a strawberry chocolate mousse cake~

Anyhow..I hope my mum will like it too~lastly wish all the mummies in this world happy mother's day orhh...

Weather is killing me~

Now is already 3.10am lorhh...

But I just can't seem to fall asleep~the weather is killing me..Tonight really is a super hot day..My bedroom was transformed into a sauna room lorhh..The fan seem can't help me too much even I was set it at highest level already~

I was sweating like hell lorhh..first time at the midnight I still will feel so hot!!!I totally can't longer with this weather~Without thinking too much,I just took my towel and go into washroom having my shower again..worhh...after having my cold water shower,its really so comfortable lorhh...

Although heard my mum said midnight cannot take shower,if not later become old already will have 'feng shi bing'..but no choice larhh...I scared too..but what can I do worhh?!I totally can't sleep lorhh..Hmm..I think long long just one time is never mind one larhh,right??!

This kinda shietty weather don't know need to wait until when just will change?!I hope there will be raining in any parts of Singapore soon...

Miss my camera

I miss my camera so much....

Can I find it back??!!

Or will it appears suddenly in front me??!

I hope it will have miracle happen on me~

I want my camera back!!!!!

My Digital Camera Was Kanna Stolen

Today really kinda no mood at all lorhh..Early morning opened my cupboard and discovered that my digital camera was lost lorhh~I still thought maybe I was misplaced it at somewhere or my siblings had borrow it without informed me..but after searched whole room even whole house also still can't find it..asked my siblings all also said they never touch lorhh..

Damn!!!my camera really kanna stolen by someone lorhh!!!!I can very sure I keep it in my cupboard and never bring it go somewhere..Last time I used it was on labour day that day~I remembered that I still upload many photos from it to my lappy..after finished upload I got keep it in my cupboard lorhh...Haiz..but now just have cable only lorhh...my camera in a pouch had lost!!!!

Shit!!!Who stole my camera??!

Really feel upset and angry lorhh..that camera is my favourite birthday present from my dear..It had keep many sweet memory for me~Now I had lost it..it had left forever from me....

Sad..Sad..really sad....

I know if I told my dear,he sure will feel upset too...cause the camera was not cheap lorhh~Damn!!!

Today is really a bad luck day for me....

30 days more

Still have a month only...

Boo~30 days for me to prepare my June exam!!!Sigh!!!I haven start a page yet lorhh.............help!!!

Recently busy like hell in office..There is totally no free time for me to do my revision lorhh~after finished work busy to settle my personal things again!!!Haiz..why I can't spent out few hours a day to study ??!how come I was so busy until I can't realised what I am busy for what lorhh..I know it may sound funny..but is really a truth..I admit that my brain become worse already..I easily to forget and can't memorise as well...

Haiz...I need to drink more milk and eat more fishes to stronger my memory and brain...I need to be more hardworking from today already~I can't still continue with my lazy attitude now..Right..cAijia...move on to your higher step...Don't still keep longer with the same step~

I must pay more hard in this coming exam...

I want past the exam with flying colours~Gambade!!

Busy Saturday..

Started by this month,I will be alone stay in office forever already~Haiz..actually I am feel kinda afraid and boring lorhh..nobody can talk to me again..whole office only four walls accompany me..sigh!!Duno will I become deaf in one day or not lerhh??!lol..

Hmm..today I am kinda busy lorhh~after done all my paperworks,I still need to start to follow up my colleague's position tasks~Damn!!first time in office I will feel that the times past very fast lorhh until I can't realised it...After I had done all the things,the clock was showed at 12.30pm already..sigh!!I haven cleaned up the office lorhh..somemore still have a lots of things I haven settle too~Haiz..started feel panic lorhh..Duno I can handle all the office jobs or not lorhh~One person in charge two person postition's jobs really not so easy...

Finished work around 1 plus..although cannot back home at sharp time already,but I still feel happy lorhh..hahass..cause I can earn more OT money lorhh~hees...recently money not enough to used lorhh:-p

Labour Day

Firstly,wish happy labour day to all of workers in this world~Hmm..definitely included myself too..yarhh..today is my day cause I am a labour too..lol...well..to celebrate the economic and social achievements of workers,labour day is listed as an annual holiday all around the world:-p

Luckily no need go for work today..Since come back from KL,I had never slept well and totally not enough sleep continuous a week already lorhh~luckily today I can sleep until more late..worhh..really damn long time never try slept until the time I wana woke up lorhh..the feelings so nice and sure my mood also good cause my tiredness had gone..lol..

I think I had slept over already..when woke up around 12pm,my whole body damn ached lorhh..maybe my body heated causes it..damn...after having my breakfast cum lunch and my shower,I quickly cabbed to Causeway Point met with my sister cause I need her help to activate a phone line...

Sigh!!my phone keep got problem recently lorhh..a while will auto switch off ..a while totally cannot heard the voice who chatted with me..thus,I decided to activate a contract phone line for 2 years and get a new phone~Hmm..I chose quite long still can't make decision which handphone should I take lorhh..Finally,I decided to bought LG Handphone--KU990R..It is my first time bought this brand type handphone lorhh..I really damn like it at my first sight lorhh..the colour of handset already attract me much~is pink colour lorhh..damn suitable for girls used:-D

After settle my phone line things,we went to do foot massage together~Due to today is PH,it got promotion lorhh..40 minutes foot massage only costs $32..for me is quite worth larhh cause my foots really felt comfortable lorhh after having the massage~

Then,parted with my sister as I want to buy daily things while she wants to buy clothes and shoes~I was felt lazy to accompany her to walk shop by shop lorhh..therefore I told her that I will come back to find her after I buy all my things..But..lastly I can't found her lorhh..is quite crowded of people in the shopping mall~my handphone was low battery and auto switch off already lorhh..thus cannot contact her and at the end no choice we forced to back home separately..

Although I was felt exhausted to shopped almost half day already,but I still felt happy lorhh..at least I had bought a lot of things..especially I got my new handphone set lorhh...yeepee:-p

I was failed:-p

By right now I am in kl and using my friend's lappy to update my blog:-D

Hmm..few days never update my blog already lorhh...duno why recently keep no mood to blog lorhh although there have many things would like to write and a lots of photos wana upload..Haiz...maybe Mr.lazy and Ms.moody were found me up barhh..lol~

I was feel kinda boring now lorhh..stay alone in my friend's room only..nobody can talking to me..Sianz..my friends were went out for their dinner~haiz..due to avoid be a spot light,I choose to diet tonight and let both of them went out dating together..I am so sacrificed right?!Kent,you know how to do lorhh?!kakaka..

Today I went to Genting interview lorhh..damn!!I think I won't have any chance on this time lerhh~Haiz..I felt quite disappointed on my performance just now...I felt so excited and panic lorhh..first time feel so stress ..just vacancy a GSA this position job only I need to pass through 4 interviews lorhh~gosh!!!all the interviews kinda serious lorhh..the interviewers also looks very very fiece one..their face never smile one from the start until the end...damn!!never face this kind of situation before that lorhh...I was really afraid until I can't said out a word lorhh...

HaiZ..still thought that it is an easy task to go for an interview lorhh..It seems I was wrong lorhh..Although I was failed at this time,but I won't give up so easily lorhh~I believe I will do more best in next time...I will prepared more information regarding the job position before I go for second time interviews again:-p

一次失败不等于永远都是失败。。
我相信自己会做到更好～

Boring..

Hmm..this time kl trip I felt kinda boring lorhh..maybe I came not the right time barhh~my friends all are busy for their own things lerhh~some was busy in dating..some was facing school exams..Haiz..so nobody are free can accompany and entertained me lorhh:-p

Is totally out of my expected lerhh..before that I still though I will have a nice trip and got a well gathering with them lorhh~but can't blame them also lorhh..just can blame myself choose a wrong timing come here only~

Hope that next time I still have chance to come kl again when they all are free~I am not dare to disturb them again...I make them need to spent out their valuable time on me lorhh...feel a bit paiseh...


Luckily I will back to Singapore soon liaoO...this time don't have 'bu she de' lorhh~lol...

Busy..Busy..

Today is a damn busy day for me lorhh..suddenly many things need to settle and follow up~Haiz..my hands are kinda tired now lorhh~whole day never stop:-D

Recently my company system are really messy and complicated orhh!!!it had cause a lots of problems and make me more and more busy...keep received complaint from customers and keep kena scolded by them too!!!Fxxx...duno why this world will have this kind of people lorhh~a small case only also need to complaint until like hell..Haiz..so pathetic need to face all this unreasonable people!!!

So hope that I can knocked off now...I really dun wish to stay at office more then a minute lorhh.. sianz..

My mood now actually quite good lorhh even there was so many unhappy things happen in office..Feel damn happy cause tomorrow I will going to kl already..finally lorhh my holidays is coming soon..I want enjoy my holidays :-p

yeepee..hapPy happy...

Sad..sad..

Just received a bad news from my colleague..she had decided to pass her resigned letter by today with giving a week notice...So it means she will work until end of this month only..and next week will be her last week stay in this idiot company!!!!

Haiz..feel upset and sad lorhh..I will lost a colleague again~duno how to express out my feelings now~difficult to descripe it..Started from next month I will be alone in this company already..all my bestie geng had resigned one by one..only left me lorhh!!!!sigh..think about this I really feel no mood at all orhh..If next time when I got kena bully,there is nobody can help me already..nobody can be my good listener in working area again .. nobody can I close to again..

After this month I know many things sure will change again..included my jobs and tasks.. I think I sure will more busy then now..My boss definitely will ask me to handle two position job lorhh..I know their behaviour..They maybe will cut costs and refused to employs another office girl!!

Sigh!!

Haiz..duno when just will be my turn to leave here lerhh?!

Await the day will coming soon lorhhh..hmm..yarhh..if anyone got job to intro or ' lobang ' please let me know okie?!seriously I am engaged in searching new jobs now!!

Excited + HapPy

I will going to JB after finished work later..yeepee..feel happy lorhh cause long time never have this good chance for me to relax and having a short holiday already..My mood really damn good now lorhh..even just now one of the technician vent his anger on me also can't spoil my mood..lol~

I hope I can knocked off now~can't await to meet with my friend already lorhh..

miss him so much...

long time never go out with him jorhh:-p

excited!!!!

Pissed-off

so pissed off now..duno why recently my company's technician majority got attitude problem one lorhh~keep nagging and show their temper on me!!WTF!!!all the things is none of my business lorhh..they are unhappy with my boss then just go through their temper on my boss larhh....

Can't understand why my company's admin clerk need so pathetic lorhh..need to endure customer's complaint,boss's nagging,now still need to bear techinician's temper again!!!sianzlorhh..I am a human being also lorhh..I also have my own temper..I am not evertime,every seconds can tolerate with all of yours unreasonable scolded lorhh..my patient have limit one..endure once time didn't mean can endure every time!!!unhappy with boss then go ahead with boss larhh and please don't give vent your anger on me....

I really duno why I will so soft-hearted..always treat people good but people will treat me as a dog only..Despite anythings just will keep barking on me while they are unhappy or angry even is none of my business!!!

Pissed-off!!!!but what can I do?!!really hope that I can faster search a better job only :-p

HapPy..

Hohohoho...my boss was not in town for 10 days again~feel kinda happy lorhh cause nobody will nagging and guard us in office..this 10 days will become my world again..yeepee...I am freedom to do anythings~

Recently quite busy lorhh...after finished work back home and accompany my family only~my mum and niece will back on this coming Saturday already..only left few days can playing with them~my days was ended with my dearest families' accompanies only...never fail to spent my times with them lorhh..loves..

I am looking forward for this coming Saturday..I will spent my weekend in JB ..long time didn't go in JB already lorhh..I want shopping..shopping...wish the day can faster come lorhh~I can't await already..

Tired!!!

Feel damn tired now lorhh..my eyes wana close up already~sigh!!

yesterday around 4am just slept..ate too full until I totally cannot slept lorhh..only take a short nap then headed come for working already~my panda eyes was appeared again lorhh...oh my god!!!my dark circles was became more and more serious already:-p

damn..I hope that I can knock off now!!I want sleeping...really can't control my sleepy eyes already~

HapPy 46th Birthday Mummy

Today is my lovely mummy's birthday..Happy birthday mummy..may you always be in the pink of health and hope you will strike toto or 4D tomorrow!:D

this year more special my mummy will celebrate her 46th birthday with us at here~hmm..first year celebrate her big day at Singapore lorhh..so sure must give her an unforgotten and memorable birthday celebration~

Later after finished work will go to collect my mummy's birthday cake first..then will back home as soon as possible cause we will have steamboat for our dinner and as my mummy's birthday celebration:~

Be right back to update more again:-p

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I had ate many tonight ..my stomach was bloated with foods until it looks like having 3 months pregnant lorhh~damn full..Haiz..I need to start diet from tomorrow again..Well..but it's worth cause the steamboat is kinda delicious lorhh..spicy tom yam soup + ginseng soup~yummy..yummy..long time didn't eat dinner together with my family liao~its feel so warm...

after steamboat,still ate the ice-cream cake lorhh..worhh..its really tasty lorhh~especially the ice-cream..is chocolate peanut buttercup+ mocha almonds fudge..taste not bad...must try this favourite nxt time again..

Lets photos do the talking~

Movie Time...

Yesterday went to watch "Shinjuku Incident" at Cathay AMK hub with my friend..hmm..Rate it:8/10..I have never regret to watch it lorhh..Whole story line not bad although the ending is not quite good larhh...But,is still worth to watch it~

Whole movie I just keep pay my attention to my idol~Daniel Wu...this is the reason attracted me most!!!worhh..he is always so cool and man lorhh...This movie is all about gangster gangster one lorhh..There has a lot of cruel and ugly scene until I not dare to watch it ..The most disgusting is when Daniel Wu's hand was chopped and his face was scrapped.....I was screaming lorhh when saw this scene..Daniel Wu is really ' ke lian 'lorhh!!!!

After movie is already quite late..and I felt sleepy also..


Therefore,take cab and home sweet home....


This is how I spent my Saturday~nothing special again...

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We are sister forever..

Yesterday I dreamt of my best friends..it is the best friends from same 'geng' since we are in Secondary one..the dream seems so real lorhh..it likes really happened in my life..the feelings so sweet and nice until I can't forget it even I am awake...( normally I can't remember the dreams I had )

Hmm..dreamt of them make me suddenly miss a lots of our past~it was memorable and unforgotten friendship for me...They had left a big and deep footprints in my heart...Even until now we are not so close already due to somethings happened,but I am still will miss our past..miss our friendship..Sometimes so wish that all the things can back to the past..I just wana a chance to treasure our friendship...I love you all..I love you all...

Friends,we are sister forever..whatever had happened in the past,all of you still stay in my heart forever....the sweet memories I had never forgot...

Happy Birthday my 2nd Bro-in-law~Even Chei

HapPy Birthday my precious nephew~Brit Tang

today is a special day..cause it is my two family member's birthday lorhh:-)well~one is my 2nd brother-in-law's birthday while one is my nephew's one year old birthday..So coincident,two family member's birthday will fall in a same day..But so bad due to stay at different place,they have no chance to celebrate their birthday together~if not I think it sure will bring a lots of funs to our family again..

birthday babyy~Brit Tang

Today I had woke up around 10 plus..felt damn sleepy lorhh and really wish that I can continue my beauty sleep...Haiz..but no choice gotta prepare myself to go out before the guests come my house..I don't want to slack at home with so many of strangers lorhh!!!

My mum and sister had prepared a lots of foods to serve the guests..hmm..is yummy lorhh all the taste really not bad..Sister,you must feel happy lorhh cause so many people praise you..first time my sister can successfully cooked out the delicious foods...not bad larhh at least got improve lorhh..I had eat until so full lorhh..my stomach looked like 3 months pregnant lorhh..seriously I can't stopped to grab the foods cause is really nice and tasty although is not much foods!!!

After having my lunch and shower,I went out with my mum ..this time we had planned to Tampines MAll to walked around..Hmm..First time stepped into Tampines Mall..is really quite big and a lots of shops...so wish can walked shop by shop,but I have no chance lorhh..the mall is crowded with people..looked down from fifth storey,the people were like small ants lorhh~every corners also people until there have no space are free one..Haiz..we just walked a while then headed to another shopping centre-Tampines 1..still though that shopping centre will less of people,but it seems I had make wrong decision lorhh..the people there were more crowded until walking also difficult lorhh..Everyone were come out shopping..

My mum and I not felt so well in the crowded..therefore,we decided back home early to take a rest...my half day had spent like that..exhausted lorhh~the feeling stay at home really far better then slack at outside...So that's why I seldom went out..

Anyway,my holiday was ended again..two more off days to enjoy myself..Hope that I can have a good rest in this two days~

Not Feeling Well ..

Not so feeling well today..whole bones in my body was really ache...sore throat is come to visit me again~duno why suddenly a while felt hot but a while felt cold..Haiz..sigh!!Yesterday totally cannot slept well due to my body heat lorhh..Hence,today make me really felt exhausted and sleepy~At the end I ' buay tahan ' already and fall slept in office...lol...luckily my boss not in orhh~

So difficult just can wait the time to knock off lorhh..after finished work I didn't go anywhere and direct back home to accompany my mum and that two little kids~Actually wana bring my mum go to shopping but so bad my sister haven finished work and nobody was at home to take care the kids..felt like wana bring them go together but I was feel not so well lorhh..you know larhh bring two small kids go shopping really not an easy tasks lorhh..somemore the youngest one now is learning walking already..it is more difficult to take care~Therefore,we had cancelled the plan and stay at home watch TV only...

tomorrow is my youngest nephew's one year old birthday lorhh..hmm..my house I think will crowded with people lorhh..According to my sister,many relatives of my brother-in-law will come to pay a visit and celebrate my newphew's birthday together~Haiz...I not familiar with them lerhh..so sianz..To avoid the communicate problems with those strangers and slack in an inconvenience place,I had plan and decide to bring my mum go out shopping until evening time just come back home...Hmm..I think my mum also will feel boring if wana her slack at home with them~

I still thinking and planning tomorrow wana go which place shopping lorhh..damn headache lerhh to think about this...Hmm...maybe will go those place which I never go before one lorhh~wish to go Pulau Batam lorhh..but I think probably next weekend just can plan it...wait my friend off day just ask him go together with me...

Hmm..my eyes wana close up already..Wana go to Zzzzz first...Sigh!!Tomorrow still need to wake up early lorhh~will update again while I am free...

Everybody good night lorhh...

Missss........

Holiday Coming Soon :-:

So happy still have a day only then a short period holiday will coming soon already..yeahh...I want holidays...I want relax....

Actually this week I had bought ticket and planned to back hometown.But suddenly somethings had happened and I had changed my mind..So,this three days holidays I will be at Singapore accompany my lovely mum and families~Next month just plan again back hometown..Haiz..although feel sad can't back home,but actually is quite good also I stay at here because my mum was stay at here now..If I go back hometown also nobody will at home..my dad need working..therefore,I also will home alone lorhh..

Now I am planning how to spend this three days holidays with my mum and also how to celebrate my mum's birthday next Tuesday..hmm..I had just ordered an ice-cream cake from Swensen..I ask my mum choose by herself cause her favourite cake marhh..Saw her face can felt that she damn happy lorhh..although keep asked me don't want order but I know she want to eat de lorhh..just not dare to see me spent so much money..Lol..

Anyway,I will treat her eat what she feels like to eat despite how expensive is it...she is my only lovely mum..Hmm..is valuable lorhh spent money on your lovely one...when see them happy I also will felt happy..I will treasure the days and times with my families~

Still thinking wana bring my mum go where shopping in this coming holidays..Haiz..headache lorhh cause I am not very familiar with here...any nice place and tasty foods can recommenced?!

Hate My Working Life!!!!

I started hate my working place now..Everday I also wish that the day I resigned will coming soon lorhh~Haiz...but I know it is impossible for me now..I forced to wait until my results come out just can make any decision..So even how I angry how I hate for,I also need to be patient and try to not bother so much!!!

Working in an unhappy place really make me suffer..my mood never be good lorhh when see those 'xiao ren'..Duno why they can so good in act with two face people lorhh~in front you can so close and good to you but back side can complaint you until like hell..WTF!!!all also workers why must do until like that siah?!I hate them keep talking nonsense in front boss and others..especially talking those things which never happen one lorhhh..really fxxxing...Very hate with this kind of people...big mouth,lying, acting like they are very smart and a beast lorhh..puay..really buay tahan lorhh~please lorhh go to see yourself from mirror first lorhh...haiz..just wait God punish them larhh..I believe in karma~

我不犯你，拜托也不要来犯我！！！

Wonderful Sunday

Today will be my first day start to prepare my June paper exam..Sigh..forget to bring my notes to office!!!Haiz..wasted my working hours again ...my boss not in office now..warhh..is such a good time for me lorhh..But..so bad I can't do nothing cause there is nothing for me to do..Lol...

The things what I can do now is only blogging lorhh..hahass..anyway,let's me talk back how I spent my wonderful Sunday barhh..Yesterday woke up around 9 plus..thought that I can slept back cause I felt damn tired and sleepy lorhh..but so bad my cutie niece was woke me up from my warm nest..sigh!!My mum all had arrived here already..the train of this trip really damn fast lorhh..is almost earlier about an hour orhhh~They are really lucky no need took so long hours to reach here:-0

After washed my face,I accompanied my mum went to nearest wet market bought some vegetables and fishes for dinner..Then,went home and having breakfast with my lovely family~Hmm..long time din eat together already,feeling damn nice and sweet lorhh...keep chit chat with my mum and playing with my niece and nephew~a month didn't see them,my youngest nephew is starting learn to walk already..worhh..damn cute of him when saw him walk step by step with his short short body..forget to take photos lerhh..but never mind next day just upload his cute face barhh^^

rest a while until late afternoon..Then,we headed to SSC walk around..we brought that two kids together~Hmm..is really not an easy task to bring two children go out lorhh..but,luckily we still can handle it larhh cause my mum is a superwoman marhh..bought a lots of things from there included foods,tidbits,daily used things and etc..( can't type out all the stuffs )

shopped around until 7 plus then cabbed home..That two kids was started to cry cause they wana back home sleeping..After back home nothing to do already..watch TV and chit chatted again with my family..Although is not a very interested Sunday for others,but for me it can count a wonderful Sunday lorhh..perhaps I prefer to spent my times with my lovely families barhh...

Since went out working,I just noticed family are the most important people in my life forever~I love them so much...so hope that I will have more times for my family gathering...miss them a lot:-0

Need To Relax..?!

hmm..my mum and my cutie niece just reach here today~everytime saw them must know that is another new month again..Haiz...times flied until nobody business lorhh..my exam was over also..I think I should let myself relax a day before continue study hard for my coming June exam..

duno why I really felt exhausted!!!!neither my physical nor mental..I can't have any spirit and energy lorhh compare with last time..maybe the past exam was waste me a lots of spirit...I had overstudy barhh..I never work so hard since I am still a full time student..this is my first time I treat it so serious and definitely had make me so stressful!!!Two weeks before exam,everyday also can't sleep well and only have 3 to 4 hours for me to take a short nap..just imagine a week slept for 21 hours to 25 hours like that,I think even a person got so strong also will fall down barhh..but I am very lucky,I never fall down and still strong..midnight woke up study while the rest still having their sweet dream..this kind of life really so pity...

can't accept I still need to continue this kind of life in the coming two months...

maybe that is my failure punishment!!!

I need to stand up again at which I had failure...

Saturday Nite..

After on leave so many days really make me become lazy to work already..Early morning see my desk was full of paperworks..Haiz..I have more no mood to work!!!Saturday suddenly like Monday lorhh...The mood totally like hell!!I really started hate to do office job!!!!I hate filling!!!I hate typing cause my hands will feel tired!!!!sianz...Anyhow,I know I also need to face it..That is my only working life now...so force to think positive although I really hate it~

Nothing more happen today..As usual with Saturday I am alone in office now...Finally I had finished all my paperworks included follow up all the tasks when I was on leave that few days...sigh!!!just few days only I am not in office but those paperworks was so messy and complicated lorhh..make me really feel quite blur and headache on it..but luckily I still can catch up..if not really duno how to do all lorhh:-0

After finished work I didn't go anywhere,just direct back home cleaning my bedroom..My bedroom make me can't sleep comfortably lorhh..last few days just busy to do my revision..the bedroom totally messy until like a dog's place..I had used 5 hours to clean it up lorhh..can imagine how dirty and messy of my bedroom..?!

Finished doing all the cleaning work,I went out to watch movie with my friend at AMK hub..We catch the midnight show of ' L.O.V.E '..This show is really make me disappointed lorhh..Rate it : 1/10..Is totally a lousy movie lorhh..I advice those who are interest in this movie one better save up your money..it will waste your money only cause you will regret after watch it...This movie not romantic at all..It is really damn boring until I can fall sleep lorhh:-0

Is my second time fall sleep in cinema..sigh!!!the movie really make me no words can describe it lorhh..

That's all for whole day...My Saturday is damn boring and not interesting at all lorhh...I need a fantastic weekend...

Disappointed!!!!

long time didn't update my blog already..hmm..damn busy tuh prepare my exam last few days lorhh....Haiz...FINALLY I had finished my war III-- final exam..but..I really duno how to descripe my feelings and mood now..Actually I should feel happy because I had completed whole course and exam~~

But..duno why I can't make myself happy on it lorhh...just maybe the exam I just sat for was throughly make me very dissapointed!!!!!!!!I really felt shed tears~I never expect that I will failed to do the questions...I had do my best to do all my revision and also put a lot of efford on this exam~but it seems I really waste all of my hard works!!!!

Why my confidence will suddenly disappeared after view the question..?!I still though I can get at least pass in this 3 papers..but since the question is damn fxxxing and still not in our syllabus,I have no more certainty on it!!!!!!I force to give up this time..I know even how I try my best to answer the question,it also can't help me to score the marks...it is a fact that I really duno how to answer it well~

Haiz..this time I really failed...Now I can't do nothing..just only can rest a while and continue to do my revision and try my best again in June paper~I believe God will blessing me always......

一次挫折不代表永远的失败

Exam..Exam..Exam...

Exam is killing me!!!!

Gastric is killing me also..

HATE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!