myy heart now so strunggle de!!ii realli hate this all feelings lorhh:-))
finally received his msg y'sterdae~~he apologized tuh miie andd asked miie gave him last chance again..he stil swear tat he can guarantee won't let da same problem happen andd repeat again~~

but am ii stil can gv him a chance again??am ii sure tat he won't hurt miie again..ii scare we wil break again..so countless time we broke&patch ady??sure mny ppl think tat we jz for a fun onli..but iis realli not for fun de..ii hurtful so mny times ady..realli so vexed now..act hope tat he can apologize tuh miie & ii wil forgive him andd accept him bck~~now he done ady but myy heart duno suddenly y de~~strunggle!!realli duno wat decision ii can make lorhh~~ii noe nobody can help miie..utimately oso need tuh c myself de~~

so 'xin ku' now...wana accept him bck marhh??or jz let him gone frm myy heart??ii can't think anymore lorhh:-))even myy feelings oso duno y so unclearly de~~ii need more time tuh think probably!!!let miie alone 1st barhh~~