Computer Down

I wish to blog but my office computer down...
keep got problem when I online lorhh...
Fxxx..sigh!!!can't use computer to surfing at all...Helpless lerhh.....
Anybody got idea why tha computer will keep like that??
Is it kanna virus??
sorry I am a PC idiot....
Therefore,really no idea to find out the problem of my computer!!!!

Exhausted~

I am so exhausted today~

Boo..yesterday night the weather was killing me lorhh..is super hot and I totally can't sleep well orhh~keep turning in my bed only:-p

Sigh!I really hope that today's weather can be more better..

I want my beauty sleep...

Sigh:-p

Feel surprised lorhh today is Sunday,my off day I still woke up so early lerhh..sigh!!still though that I can sleep more late to recharged back my sleeping hours for whole week..But even how I have been tossing and turning in bed,I still can't seem to fall asleep..

So I decided to woke up from my warm nest..nothing can do now so online and spent my free time to update my blog first before I start to do my revision~Hmm...lets me talked back yesterday how I spent my saturday barhh~

As usual,same routine...woke up at 7.ooam..after took my shower went down to market had my sweet breakfast with my dear..I had mee hoon goreng while dear ate his favourite Nasi Lemak as his breakfast..Then.separated with dear and headed to office..Hmm..I like Saturday lorhh as I only need to work half day..hahass...

Busy to finished all my paperworks and complaints from customers..After settled all the things,the clock was showed at 12pm already..ophhss..how nice is it..My boss this time was back office on time to let me back home...Hmm...first time lorhh..Quickly packed my things and left office..Waited about 15 minutes the bus just arrived..Sigh!!suddenly I remember that my handphone was left in office lorhh..without thinking so much I rushed back to office again as I scared my boss was left the office and nobody can opened the door for me!!Damn luckily my boss haven went off lorhh...hahass...Fortunately I still can ran very fast...Hmm..not joking lorhh I was an athlet in school before and had won many metals in competition...Neither long jump,high jump,100m,200m nor 4x100m also not a problem for me:-p

I forced to wait for another bus trip again..Really hate to wait the 265 bus lorhh..everytime must waited 15 minutes and above the bus just will arrived..Because of this I need to woke up more early and went for work earlier an hour lorhh..Sigh!!

Nowhere to go..Went to AMK hub bought some daily stuffs and packed lunch for dear..After that headed to Causeway Point find dear ~Shopped around there before waited dear to rest off..Hmm..Dear felt so surprised that I will automatic went to find him up....He keep said I was felt weird recently..Hahass..Dear..Just wana to tell you that since we had patched back I just wished that I can always accompany besides you..I will do a good gf as well...

Feel so sleepy when back home..Planned to take a nap half an hours before go for my jogging..So bad I can't woke up at all when my alarm rang..sigh!!woke up at 9pm if not wrong..Miss-ed my jogging again...Miss-ed my appointment too..

Damn!!my saturday night just stay at home only...spent my time at here at there but not in my study~Haiz..just feel not like to study already..left a week only..I still haven touched a page lorhh..This time how to sit for my exam I really dun know lorhh~

Sigh!! I can't continue my laziness again..gotta take my shower and start to do my revision already...Hope that I can finished all the notes by today:-o

^_^

Yesterday dear came to find me around 8 plus..feel so shocked lorhh suddenly saw him at my door step..Normally at this timing he supposed still working and haven finished work one lorhh~So suprised he can back home so early orhh...

Ophhss..Dear told me that his working place duno what happen suddenly got black smoke come out but didn't have fire yet lorhh..all the building cannot do the business and the building management announced whole people in that complex rushed down soon..Hmm..dear was feel so happy cause it took quite long to let the fireman checked it..He can 'eat snake' again..blablabla..lazy dude...After 2 hours like that the business was as usual but only their restaurant still cannot do the business as the fireman checked that the fire was caused from their restaurant..therefore,they forced to closed the shop and back home early..worhh..this is what dear's wishing for~hahasss...

Accompanied dear back to his place and overnight at there...I like stay at his place very much orhh cause it is very near with my working place lorhh..It just only need to walk 15 minutes then can reached already..Hahasss..so everytime I overnight at there I can woke up at 7.3oam..can have more 1.5 hours for me to have my beauty sleep lorhh..

Cook supper for dear and his brother...after chit-chatted a while I felt very tired and go to his bed and sleep like pig already~

Nothing special again but still feel so happy as my dear now can accompany me often already..thanks dear...I feel touched ...Missing you a lots~

Speechless

From yesterday until today....I just ignored all the messages and calls from my dear~I never answer his called although he was calling countless times already and my phones was ringing non-stop lorhh...

Hmm..just punished him a while..who asked him like to put me rocket worhh..always only know to give excuse and do nothing..huh..must give a bit my stronger to let him see see first~Hahasss..I won't be so easily to forgive him this time already..If not he always will think that I was easy to coax lorhh...lol..

I was feel very sleepy now..Actually I still have many paperworks need to follow up lorhh..but feel like no energetic to do at all..really exhausted lerhh~yesterday slept around at 1 plus..Didn't do my revision lorhh but was online and chatted with my friends~Sigh!!!Keep wasted my times on those shameless activities recently...Haiz..where is my energetically??!

Left one more week only......It is the last week already for me~

Hmm..I cannot give up myself so easily..I sure can pass with flying colours this time..Gambade..I believe I can do it..

Caijia..Move on..go go go !!!oleh oleh oleh...

^_^

Laziness Find Me Up

Dear's off today..He was so nice lorhh prepared lunch and bring to my office for me~Hmm..he really treat me like his little princess orhh..I am suddenly feel so 'xin fu' with his caring and pampered lorhh..Long time never have this feeling already..Anyway,thanks a lot dear..I really felt touched and appreciated on what you had done for me~muackkkss..


Dear had promised go for jogging together with me today.But so bad..He suddenly put me rocket lorhh..really hate him a lots..Actually few days ago he already know that he will not be free tonight as he need to attend his cousin's wedding dinner buffet at his aunt's house..But idiot him lorhh still promised with me..He must know that I hate people broke the promise lorhh..duno why he just always keep like doing that and make me angry!!I am really speechless when he always know to used forgotten this be an excuse only lorhh..

My mood was totally spoil by dear lorhh..Not like going to anywhere again so direct back home after I knocked off~

The weather was suddenly changed in a short moment..when I reached Admiralty it was raining heavily lorhh..whole skies was turned into dark although it was only 6pm..

Damn!!!I can't go for jogging lorhh..Hmm..my whole body feel so uncomfortable without exercise lerhh..Haiz..Never mind tomorrow jogging two more rounds back..hope tomorrow the weather will be better and won't be raining lorhh~

Slacked at home accompanied my precious niece only..I was teaching her to study and drawing..spent 2 hours on her..Sigh!!I didn't touched my book again lorhh..recently really no study mood at all and feel lazy to do my revision lorhh..Boo..Duno how I will going to die in this coming exam!!!!

Really helpless to reduce my laziness lorhh~

Feel so Boo~

I am feel kinda moody now lorhh..haiz..Actually I also not very sure why will like that lerhh...Boo~ I just feeling unhappy and a bit upset..Duno how to depressed out,just the feelings was very weird and make my heart now damn damn vexed only!!!

No mood to work at all..feel like my soul was not with me lorhh~perhaps I am really disappointed to this company already..there was no points for me to work so hard for my boss..Haiz..even done the perfect also no people will praise but contrary still let people talking nonsense behind me~Bullshit!!!

How I wish I can find a new job now...

A new working environment...

Please Keep Off From Me..

I don' understand why this world will have this kind of people lorhh...Are them really feel so free nothing can do??!why must keep doing those useless and meaningless things or talking nonsense behind people siah?!

I just keep patience on 'you'.Please don't always do the 'xiao ren' act larhh..I really buay tahan your motions and actings you know.?I really hate you much!!!!So I hope I no need to face you this kind of person again..Don't you know I really dislike you at all??..Feel so sorry I really can't treat you as friend or even as colleague lorhh..You are only a stranger for me forever..I no need a friend so selfish as you..a friend keep lied to me...

What I can said is please keep off from me...is already pointless even how you do again:-p

Altought feel so sad with this kind of people,but I am still feel very lucky at least I can see his bad heart early...I feel very proud without this friend..

Lastly I just can warning you...
我不犯你，请你也别来犯我~

Monday Blue

Monday Blue~~

Wasn't in the mood to do all those paperworks and stuff..Sianz...I really hate Monday a lots....feel no spirit and energetic to do everythings lorhh~How I wish today will be Friday lorhh...at least I can feel the weekend will be coming soon again..my off day again..hahahss:-p

As usual..same routine~woke up..working..finished work...back home...do my revision.....sleeping...This is the things which I everyday will do in my life~Boo..sounds very boring and meaningless right?!

How I wish I can faster pass my exam and graduated as soon as possible lorhh...

I really become more lazy...really dun know where is my study moods now:-p

Today will be my first day to start my new study life..I want my old Chai Jia come back..Boos~

Wonderful Sunday

yeahh..my Sunday with my dear's accompanyies~really a first time that our off day can in a same day lorhh~Somemore still in weekend..Worhh..feel so happy lorhh...can dating whole day with dear already~


Hmm..supposed to wake up at 6.30am as we plan to go for cycling at Pasir Ris..but too bad my dear can't wake me up..He keep complaint that I really slept like a dead pig lorhhh..Although how he used different methods I also sleep back on his bed..hahass..At the end no choice..my dear forced to changed our cycling session to evening time~woohoo..I slept until 11am just woke up lorhh~damn a sweet sleeping lorhh on my dear's shoulder..


Slacked a while at dear's place..after that went to AMK hub having our lunch at foodcourt..Actually would like to crave Ah Mei Cafe's Nasi Bryani and Roti as our lunch..but there are long queue there..Dear was too hungry already so we left there...All the restaurant were crowded with long queue lorhhh...After having our lunch we direct took MRT went to Pasir Ris..Sigh!!myy ass was so painful lorhh it's almost 20 stops just can reached there lorhh..took us about an hour siah...*sobbed sobbed*


Reached there at the right evening time,5 plus..Direct went to rent two bicycles..but so bad due to the shop closed at 7pm,therefore we only have an hour to cycle~Haiz...好不过瘾orhh..Dear,next time we must reached there more early orhh:-p


The weather at there very good..winds were very strong and make me feel so fresh and comfortable lorhh...We had enjoyed ourselves at there until 7 plus..Then,walked to White Sands Complex to shopped around...Haiz..nothing caught my eyes again..I didn't bought anythings except my dear bought me a pair of sport shoes..my shoes was almost spoil..so nice and sweet of him lorhh still remember it:-p


Having our dinner at "Wang Jiao"restaurant..the food at there not bad lorhh...I forgot to took pictures already..never mind next time go there again will remember to take photos..My stomach was bloated with ice kacang..hees...

Sweet home sweet around 9 plus..reached dear's at 10.30pm..feel very tired lorhh...Orhh no..tomorrow still need to work..I am lacking of sleep...overnight at dear's place again:-p

Weekend again..worhh

Woohoo..now I am kinda free in office lorhh..Hmm..really first time can be so free since my colleague was resigned~maybe today is Saturday..nothing much for me to do..except those headache complaint need to follow up only..hahass..I am waiting for knock off time coming..an hour more only!!!

Feel damn happy lerhh..Later can enjoy my weekend with my dear~Hmm..so glad this time his kitchen leader arranged his off day in weekend orhh~he is really super lucky lorhh..Normally work in F&B service line seldom can have weekend off one..can't expect that his leader suddenly will allowed and approved his off day in busy weekend..Anyway,it is a good news for us..lol..we can have more chance to dating together..

Still thinking later want to go where lerhh..Hmm..I want to go shopping,k-box,Pasir Ris ride bicycle,Sentosa,JB,ice-skating,bowling,etc..etc...Haiz..so many places want to go orhh..It's sure impossible can go all places in this 2 days lorhh..vexed..can't make decision lorhh..hope that dear can give me surprise and lidat I no need think so much about it..but I think it is impossible one..Dear seldom will have fresh ideas lorhh~old people duno how to be romantic..lol~

Anyway,wish all of my friends and families can enjoy your weekend happily also..

Have a nice weekend to everybody:-p

True Love

Every night before I sleep,I will thinking back all the things I had done during the day..Mistakes I had made..Things I had missed out...Or whatever is it...I just like to think alone in my own space without anyone's disturb especially in the night~for sure I don't like to be alone but sometimes I really need my own space which can keep myself alone...I need my own privacies..

What is the important things to keep longer a relationship except trust to each other?!Hmm..maybe different people will have different ideas and answer..For me,giving each other some own space and privacy is a way to keep longer a relationship~Perhaps I had trying before..I scared that feelings..It makes me feel very stress and can't breath at all when my dear never give me my own space and privacy..I lost my freedom..therefore,at the end I choose to give up our relationship~

But very luckily,my dear now had changed..his bad habit was become better already..I can see and feel he had trying very hard~ He didn't like last time keep nagging as old people already lorhh..he become more open-minded..worhh..the important is he will give me my own space in the suitable time..He never give any stress in our relationship again..I feel sweet and nice to have a boy friend now compare with last time I just feel stress for have a relationship:-)

That's why I will patched back with my dear..yarhh..My heart was touched while see him done so much things on me..I really appreciate..I know I still love him much..I just giving him and myself a last chance to treasure each others..I don't wish that I will regret to give up my true loves..

I will cherish the times with my loves one from now..I don't wish how long we will be together,but if can sure I hope can be forever~lol..I just want to let dear know that he is only the guy who I love deeply in my heart..that's all~I just need a simple love~

Miss My Hometown

Suddenly miss my hometown...

Count it back I really damn long time didn't back my sweet home already since Chinese New Year..Is almost 4 months lerhh..really first time lorhh...normally I will go back in every 2 months or 3 months~no wonder my dad will complaint me larhh..lol..

Actually I also hope that I can back soon orhh..But now my office left me alone,every saturday I also gotta work lerhh~Haiz..really duno how can I back in just that short 1.5 days lorhh!!The journey back to my hometown not very near orhh but also not too far larhh..Anyway,it still need to take about 5 hours lorhh..come and back already spent me 10 hours...Gosh!!!!deduct all I only left few hours lerhh...Just think and count already can feel it's so rush lorhh!!!

Boo~~

Too bad lorhh this three months no more public holiday again!!Sigh!!I have not enough time to back home again~feel sianz lorhh can't take leave also...I need to wait until August just can back home already...warhh!!!still long and far from now lorhh...Aikss..what can I do except waiting??!!

Anyhow,I hope it will coming soon...

Now I just can move on with my bloody busy life!!!

Busy..Busy..

Recently very very busy lorhh...

My office table now was full of uncountable paperworks and complaints from customers~Boo..even how I do it but it still got so much lorhh!!!sigh!!!how I wish I can clear it as soon as possible...hopefully can by today~

I miss the previous time in office...

At least still got somebody can talking to me..can lighten my burden..can 'eat snake' a while when boss not in~

Haiz..now I am alone really not good lorhh..all the things also need me settle alone~times not enough for me to use orhh..everyday busy like hell from early in the morning until finished work~recently keep OT until 6pm lorhh..but luckily my boss still consider it as OT lorhh....

I wish I will have a collegue to help me again....

I miss my colleague as well~

First Dating

Went over to meet dear after I finished my work..yeahh..today is my dear's off day~woarhh..damn long never went out dating together since we had broken off about half year..Huh..it is our first dating since patched back~

Went to AMK Hub as I want to buy some stuffs..Walked around and we had our dinner at Ichiban Sushi..worhh..quite a long time never touch Japanese food already..can't stopped myself to crave it..its really yummy lorhh~my stomach was floated until like 3 months pregnant again...

After that,went to cinema buy movies tickets..We caught Friday The 13th..

Rate it : 8/10 ..Its kinda scary lorhh..there is many sexual scene as it is M18..But the gross part is all killing..I was keep frightened while the murder suddenly appeared..the sound effect damn loud too..somemore we watch midnight show.therefore,it makes me more afraid..Luckily my dear was hugging me..at least I can feel he can protect me if it's really got somethings happen..lol:-p

After movie,went dear's place and overnight at there...

I am really feel happy today lorhh cause my dear can spent half of his off day with me~

Woo..hope we can everyday meet each other...

Hmm.. I know sure have a lots of people will curious why I will patched back with my baby boy right?!I really duno how to say is a very long story..For me,he really sacrifice many..I can see..I can feel..He changed a lots in this half year~

Anyway,I love you...

My silly boy~

HapPy Mother's Day

I love my mummy~!

Today is Happy Mother's Day..Hmm...feel so happy lorhh cause my mum just arrive here..woohoo..can celebrate this biggest day with my dearest mum lorhh~first time again I can celebrate mother's day with her at here..hmm..new experience for me and mum too~memory again..This year really a happy year for me..All the special occasions I also have chance to spent with my family lorhh..hmm..feel kinda warm to spent my times with them..

Woke up very early just now..accompanied my babyyboy for our breakfast at AMK market centre~hmm..I was craving for Nasi Lemak..tasted not bad and price was very cheap too..worth to eat lorhh..will try again in next time~

After that,send dear to his working place..first time lorhh..hmm..actually I never think wana send him lorhh..but just because so coincidence I want to collect mother's cake from there too..hahasss..so shun bian lorhh...Anyway,dear still feel hapPy lorhh~

Shopping a while at Causeway Point when dear went for working...Its been quite a long time since I went for shopping..this time I was rather disappointed as there was nothing nice can caught my eyes..:-p

Therefore,after collect cake and direct back home meet with my families...gossiping and playing with my niece and newphew~hmm..a month didn't see them already~felt so shiock lorhh when saw my niece's leg was injured seriously..She totally can't walk lorhh cause her leg was wrapped up with gypsum!!I think she must very pain lorhh..quite serious niah!~

Take a short nap before go out shopping again with my mum:-p

I have Pastamania for my dinner..Hmm..since came here so long already seriously lorhh I never try before orhh~my mum suggested to get a try..so just follow her appetite lorhh..Anyway,never regret to try it..It's really quite delicious lorhh..I like spaghetti~~yummy..yummy...

Lets photos do the talking~

I like the cake I bought..Its look nice and the taste very delicious too lorhh~is a strawberry chocolate mousse cake~

Anyhow..I hope my mum will like it too~lastly wish all the mummies in this world happy mother's day orhh...

Weather is killing me~

Now is already 3.10am lorhh...

But I just can't seem to fall asleep~the weather is killing me..Tonight really is a super hot day..My bedroom was transformed into a sauna room lorhh..The fan seem can't help me too much even I was set it at highest level already~

I was sweating like hell lorhh..first time at the midnight I still will feel so hot!!!I totally can't longer with this weather~Without thinking too much,I just took my towel and go into washroom having my shower again..worhh...after having my cold water shower,its really so comfortable lorhh...

Although heard my mum said midnight cannot take shower,if not later become old already will have 'feng shi bing'..but no choice larhh...I scared too..but what can I do worhh?!I totally can't sleep lorhh..Hmm..I think long long just one time is never mind one larhh,right??!

This kinda shietty weather don't know need to wait until when just will change?!I hope there will be raining in any parts of Singapore soon...

Miss my camera

I miss my camera so much....

Can I find it back??!!

Or will it appears suddenly in front me??!

I hope it will have miracle happen on me~

I want my camera back!!!!!

My Digital Camera Was Kanna Stolen

Today really kinda no mood at all lorhh..Early morning opened my cupboard and discovered that my digital camera was lost lorhh~I still thought maybe I was misplaced it at somewhere or my siblings had borrow it without informed me..but after searched whole room even whole house also still can't find it..asked my siblings all also said they never touch lorhh..

Damn!!!my camera really kanna stolen by someone lorhh!!!!I can very sure I keep it in my cupboard and never bring it go somewhere..Last time I used it was on labour day that day~I remembered that I still upload many photos from it to my lappy..after finished upload I got keep it in my cupboard lorhh...Haiz..but now just have cable only lorhh...my camera in a pouch had lost!!!!

Shit!!!Who stole my camera??!

Really feel upset and angry lorhh..that camera is my favourite birthday present from my dear..It had keep many sweet memory for me~Now I had lost it..it had left forever from me....

Sad..Sad..really sad....

I know if I told my dear,he sure will feel upset too...cause the camera was not cheap lorhh~Damn!!!

Today is really a bad luck day for me....

30 days more

Still have a month only...

Boo~30 days for me to prepare my June exam!!!Sigh!!!I haven start a page yet lorhh.............help!!!

Recently busy like hell in office..There is totally no free time for me to do my revision lorhh~after finished work busy to settle my personal things again!!!Haiz..why I can't spent out few hours a day to study ??!how come I was so busy until I can't realised what I am busy for what lorhh..I know it may sound funny..but is really a truth..I admit that my brain become worse already..I easily to forget and can't memorise as well...

Haiz...I need to drink more milk and eat more fishes to stronger my memory and brain...I need to be more hardworking from today already~I can't still continue with my lazy attitude now..Right..cAijia...move on to your higher step...Don't still keep longer with the same step~

I must pay more hard in this coming exam...

I want past the exam with flying colours~Gambade!!

Busy Saturday..

Started by this month,I will be alone stay in office forever already~Haiz..actually I am feel kinda afraid and boring lorhh..nobody can talk to me again..whole office only four walls accompany me..sigh!!Duno will I become deaf in one day or not lerhh??!lol..

Hmm..today I am kinda busy lorhh~after done all my paperworks,I still need to start to follow up my colleague's position tasks~Damn!!first time in office I will feel that the times past very fast lorhh until I can't realised it...After I had done all the things,the clock was showed at 12.30pm already..sigh!!I haven cleaned up the office lorhh..somemore still have a lots of things I haven settle too~Haiz..started feel panic lorhh..Duno I can handle all the office jobs or not lorhh~One person in charge two person postition's jobs really not so easy...

Finished work around 1 plus..although cannot back home at sharp time already,but I still feel happy lorhh..hahass..cause I can earn more OT money lorhh~hees...recently money not enough to used lorhh:-p

Labour Day

Firstly,wish happy labour day to all of workers in this world~Hmm..definitely included myself too..yarhh..today is my day cause I am a labour too..lol...well..to celebrate the economic and social achievements of workers,labour day is listed as an annual holiday all around the world:-p

Luckily no need go for work today..Since come back from KL,I had never slept well and totally not enough sleep continuous a week already lorhh~luckily today I can sleep until more late..worhh..really damn long time never try slept until the time I wana woke up lorhh..the feelings so nice and sure my mood also good cause my tiredness had gone..lol..

I think I had slept over already..when woke up around 12pm,my whole body damn ached lorhh..maybe my body heated causes it..damn...after having my breakfast cum lunch and my shower,I quickly cabbed to Causeway Point met with my sister cause I need her help to activate a phone line...

Sigh!!my phone keep got problem recently lorhh..a while will auto switch off ..a while totally cannot heard the voice who chatted with me..thus,I decided to activate a contract phone line for 2 years and get a new phone~Hmm..I chose quite long still can't make decision which handphone should I take lorhh..Finally,I decided to bought LG Handphone--KU990R..It is my first time bought this brand type handphone lorhh..I really damn like it at my first sight lorhh..the colour of handset already attract me much~is pink colour lorhh..damn suitable for girls used:-D

After settle my phone line things,we went to do foot massage together~Due to today is PH,it got promotion lorhh..40 minutes foot massage only costs $32..for me is quite worth larhh cause my foots really felt comfortable lorhh after having the massage~

Then,parted with my sister as I want to buy daily things while she wants to buy clothes and shoes~I was felt lazy to accompany her to walk shop by shop lorhh..therefore I told her that I will come back to find her after I buy all my things..But..lastly I can't found her lorhh..is quite crowded of people in the shopping mall~my handphone was low battery and auto switch off already lorhh..thus cannot contact her and at the end no choice we forced to back home separately..

Although I was felt exhausted to shopped almost half day already,but I still felt happy lorhh..at least I had bought a lot of things..especially I got my new handphone set lorhh...yeepee:-p