Tuesday, July 28

Aunty ,RIP..

OMG...I was overslept today lorhh..I forgot to on my alarm clock in my handphone~Haiz...can't ever to woke up on time without alarm...Luckily I was just late about 6 minutes to reach my office lorhh:-p

Early morning I had received a bad news from my bestie sister...Her mother was passed away in the midnight..Really feel so sad to hear about that~My mood was damn down now...I can understand the pain of lost our precious family or people around us...It is really hurt...I don't know what I can do now..Really wish to go back and pay her mum a respect..But all my friends also can't take leave lorhh...Nobody can accompany me~I can't remember her house location lorhh even I had went there before...Haiz~so vexed now!!!

Xin Yun and Xin Yue,both of you must be strong yarhhh~We are always beside you to give you support and helping hands..I know is cruelty for both of you..But I believe that your mother will be always rest in peace in the another world..Don't be too sad...


Aunty ,you are always the prettiest angel in my heart......RIP......


Monday, July 27

Awaiting for...

Worhh..Is Monday again..Times really flies like nobody business lorhh...Today is the last weekend of July..Still have six more days,new month will be coming soon already~Hohohoho.....I am really feel happy and excited now lorhh:-p

5 more days to have k session with my girls..
12 more days to go KL..
13 more days to my bestie's convo..
17 more days to my last day in company..
18 more days to back my lovely hometown..
19 more days to my family trip-Langkawi..

I am awating for these days coming...Really long long time never have so much entertainment already lorhh~I want have a nice holiday before I start for my new job..I want spent it with my lovely dear, family and friends....

Hope the times can flies as soon as possible now..Seriously I really can't wait for it lorhh~

Sunday, July 26

Wonderful Sunday

Woohoo...today is my off day~Finally..I can rest as much as I can...lol~

Woke up around 11++am..I had slept for about 9 hours lorhh..Finally I can have enough sleeping already~Not bad....It makes me have more energetic now lorhh...My dark circles and eyes bags also decrease a lot,at least is better than before~Sleeping is really a good method to reduce it..

After had my shower,went down to market with dear..yeahh..today dear's off too...We are craving Pizza Hut as our breakfast cum lunch..Worhh~is really 87129654 times never eat pizza already ...Now really worth to eat lorhh..Buy one can get one free orhh~So cheap...2 pizzas only for $ 19.90...We had choosed hawaii pizza and curry chicken pizza..Yummy...yummy lorhh~Everytime we never failed to order hawaii pizza lorhh...Our favourite pizza ...Hmm..ten fingers ups~Nice...

Actually planned to go Orchard after that...but the weather outside was so hot lorhh~Make me totally no mood to step out from house...So whole half day slacked at dear's place and watched DVDs together..I really more prefer this feeling lorhh...Can rest at home and do what I want and prefer to do with my love's accompanies...For me,like that just like a weekend...Finally dear and me have a good time to talked heart to heart lorhh~We had a good chatting and nice communicate with each other...Thanks dear for understanding me so much....Loves you...

Aftermath help dear to clean his room..Sigh!!!Dear's room really super duper dusty and messy lorhh...Totally don't understand why he still can sleep so sweet in a dog's place lorhh~lol...So uncomfortable for me lorhh...Realli don't know why guys seldom will pay attention on their personal hygience lorhh~Haiz....

Finished all cleaning works until 8++pm...Sianz~weekend's times always past very fast one lorhh...Headed to AMK hub after that due to dear wanted to buy some groceries...Shopped around there awhile..Nothing to caught my eyes lorhhh...Two empty hands back home again~Walked to S-11 having our dinner..Worhh~both of us eat until so full lorhh...Therefore,I suggested dear to walked back home from AMK hub...We had spent about half an hour just reached home lorhh~But it is a good exercise for me to keep fit...lol~

Over-nighted at dear's place again~Recently I seldom back home lorhh..Don't ever want to see someone's face..Sianz..luckily I going to move out soon lorhh~


Saturday, July 25

Moody Saturday..

Early morning had received a message from my new colleague..Feel so shocked lorhh when she informed me that she would like to resigned today....Haiz...My mood really suddenly feel down lorhH~Still left 2 more weeks only..If really changed a new girl again,I think I am really not enough time to teach her lorhh~Sigh!!!I scared my boss also won't let me resigned so fast...I understand my boss very well..Sure they will asked me to stay until the new girl can handle all the things~Haiz..vexed now!!!

Had a small tiff with dear again...Sianz...luckily we are fine now~but dear sometimes really make me super dissappointed lorhh..Anyway,all had over..Hope dear won't let the things happen again..I just wish dear can trust me..Dear,I really need your trust and confidence:-p

I had a small gathering with my PD's friends just now..Worhh~it is really damn long we never meet each other already lorhH..I think got 7 years already...Still remember the last gathering of us was in the camp in year 2002..So long ago....Luckily we still had chance to meet again before we forgot each other lorhhh...lol...Really feel super happy when see their face...They never failed to make me laugh until like hell lorhh~Anyway,we had a good chatting with each other although just a short few hours only....


After gathering went back to dear's place..Yeahh..I had promised dear to help him prepare our dinner together~So after get my changed we started our cooking..This time we cooked sweet sour fish and garlic chicken...Yummy...it's quite delicious lorhh..First time can had this result already not bad...Dear's brother also praised us lorhh..Feel so happy~


Slacked at home until 9++pm...Then,went to AMK Hub with dear again...Actually would like to meet my hometown friend lorhh~He just arrived here in the afternoon...but so bad he was at too far from me..I was really lazy to went down his place to find him lorhh..So, at the end I choosed to watch movie with dear at AMK Hub..lol....


Watched 'The Haunting In Connecticut'...Rate it : 5/10..The movie was not very nice,but also not so worse larhh...Still worth to watch larhh..At least got some parts was really quite scary lorhh..Dear knew I was scared so the horror part he just keep used his hands to closed my eyes..lol...He always though my two hands not enough to closed my big face lorhh..DamN!!


Sweet home sweet after movie..Worhh~long time never stay at outside until so late lorhh:-p

Tuesday, July 21

Free+Relax Working Day

I was feel kinda free now lorhhh~


Got new girl replace me already....Hahassss..all the things I just past it to her..Hmm..don't think I bully her orhh~just I teaching her now lorhh...If I didn't give her a try to do it sure she can't remember the step how to do after that lorhh..She should feel lucky cause I am still willing to teach her...Not like me~Nobody teach me lorhh~I was still remember the first day I came this company working lorhh...It is really an unforgotten and memorable experience for me...When I was first came,the girl in my position was already resigned about a week..So I asked my another colleague regarding my position's jobs,she said she don't know at all and asked me don't want asked her..Damn!!whole office only left her lorhh~If I don't know sure must asked people marhh..Don't want asked her still can asked who right?!She is really funny lorhh...She had worked for so long already,but asked her questions sure she will reply you I don't know only..Haiz.....Feel so sad with her reply...


My boss were more funny~I have 3 boss at my company..But nobody came to introduce themselves lorhh...WTF!!Just a week time for me,they already treat me like GOD..All the things also must know without anyone teaching and guildness....They are so cute right?!?

Anyway,all had over~

What I was doing now is just try my best to teach this new girl....I don't hope that this new girl will like my situation when my first day came in..The feeling really suffer when lost in a jungle lorhh~Wish she can catch up and handle all the things as soon as possible..Left 3 more weeks to learn.......

Ciao~

Saturday, July 18

Lazy Saturday~

Super duper feel no mood come for working lorhh...Damn!!My sister and brother in law still spent their times on sleeping at this time but me?!Early morning had to reach office already...Haiz...Sianz lorhh~My saturday mood had totally gone!!!!!!!!!!Saturday working really sucks~How I wish I can like previously got alternate Saturday off lorhh...Although got two weeks Saturday in a month still need to work,but at least I still have time to go back my lovely hometown lorhh:-p


Nothing much to do today..I was so free now lorhh~Recently the weather almost is raining day orhh ,thus my company business really decrease many lorhh..whole day sat in office also never received any complaints calls from customers...So pathetic..Boring lorhh~But actually I really don't know business less is good or bad lorhh..For me,sure is good and have benefit lorhh..Hahasss..cause I no need do so much things..Paperworks less jorhh and my free time in office increase..Thus,time for surfing internet and chatting in MSN also increase..Worhh~good right??!I like this...Freedom + relax working life......

Stil have three more weeks for me to enjoy office life only~

I started feel worry on my next new working life...Don't ever know will I habit on the shift working life or not lorhh~So long never try this already..I think almost 4 years lorhh:-p

Anyway,I hope my boss will coming back to office as soon as possible lorhh~

Is my time to knocked off already,but still haven see my boss's face and body lorhh~Damn!!


Friday, July 17

Friday~Friday

Damn happy lorhh~Finally today is Friday already...Woohoo~weekend is coming soon lorhh...

But I am still feel a bit sianz larhh cause tomorrow I have to work too...Haiz~how nice orhh if I only need to work for 5 days..At least I can have enough time to back my sweet hometown lorhh~Sigh!!really miss my home very much...Miss my family..Miss my friends...Miss my hometown's foods...Still have a month I just have chance to back lerhhh~Gotta need to wait so long again~Tsk...Tsk:-p

This few days no mood to go for jogging lorhh...My sister keep advice me don't want everyday also go jogging,not good for my body shapes..Damn!!she was so bad...Keep laughing my muscle and saying my legs look like elephant legs~T_T..Haiz....I really duno why my thighs will have so many muscles lorhh~Is it because I had done too much exercises and cause it like that??!

I wish I can slim down as soon as possible~5kgs more....




Wednesday, July 15

^__^

This month will be the last month I stay in this company..Finally.....I can leave this company with my happy smile~Hmm...previously I had resigned twice times already but also not successful lorhh...Worhh~surprised this time my boss will approved..I think maybe my reason for them really serious lorhh until both of them not dare to asked me consider to continue working again....hees....


Anyway...I think I really have talents to be actor lorhh~Dear said I really act until so real..Hahasss...Somemore can almost cry out that kind lorhh..Woohoo~not bad right...?Just a short seconds my tears already full in my eyes~Really not easy horhh:-p


My boss had hired a new girl to replace me..But the girl only can start working on next Tuesday lorhh~Haiz....wasting few days again~Really hope this girl will more smart and easy to teach larhh...I wish I can hand over all the things to her asap..If she can handle all faster,I think I will request work until 13 August only..After that will go holidays with my dear and family..Woohoo~

Really can't wait for August lorhh...

First time our family will organise go travel together lorhh~Really unexpected and feel so surprised...Although not all of us can go,but I am still feel happy enough lorhh...Cause there have at least 10 members confirmed will go together~Worhh..sure very fun lorhh.......

I am awaiting for my family trip...Hope it will coming soon^^


Tuesday, July 14

Busy To Interview New Girl~

Haiz....Half day was gone already lorhh~

But just have 3 people came for interview..So less!!!Seriously until now I still haven find a suitable one to replace my position lorhh...Really worry about it lerhh~My boss still have requestion must find a girl who can speak English and known well in PC lorhh...Hmm..Actually this is a basic for working as admin position larhh~But don't know why today's one all also not so well in PC lerhh...even Singaporean also just can speak basic english lorhh..so surprised lerhh~I thought English was singaporean's mother tongue as even sometimes speak mandarin with them,they still answer you in English lorhh~So in my mind,Singaporean can speak English fluently lorhh~But this time had make my glass broken...

Anyway,I hope I can find a suitable girl today....Many people called up and tell me will come down for interview around afternoon time~Damn!!!I think I will more busy later lorhh...Wish them will not come together in a meantime....

God blessing~



Monday, July 13

Sleepy + Tired

I was feel so sleepy today~Damn!!don't even know why my whole body like no energetic at all lorhh~So exhauted man...My eyes was going to closed up soon lorhhh.....

Haiz...still have half more day just will knocked off lorhh~Sianz...I really duno my eyes can tahan or not lorhh~Never try so tired before ..Back + shoulder + neck pain make me more suffer and tired now~I really can fall asleep in anytime lorhh~

Wish my boss can go out office soon.....

I really hope can nap a while before I start to do my paperworks~

I want a good sleep...

*my first day to diet..I want lose 5kgs in a month~Gambade to myself......




Saturday, July 11

Second Interview Successful~

I just came back from vivocity lorhh..Damn tired especially both of my legs..My ten toes were so pain due to I had wear high heels for whole day...OMG!!!its totally kills me badly lorhh~Sucks!!!My nails were so red now!!!!!Pain~Pain~Pain~
Today woke up damn early..Duno why maybe too excited and anxious barhh..I can't have a good sleep whole night lorhh~Luckily my dark circle was not so serious now..If not I sure like a panda go for interview lorhh..lol...Although I was woke up early today,but I was almost late for the interview lorhh~I took cab directly from my house headed to Sentosa...Worhh..the cab fees damn expecience lerhh...It had cost me about 28 bucks lorhh included the entrance fees to Sentosa for 3 persons~Damn!!my heart so pain...my whole week's expenses had gone....

Actually I had asked my mum go vivocity shopping first and I will go to meet her after my interview..But is too bad cause I was late..So my mum and niece need to follow me to go for interview also lorhh~Sorry mum to let you waiting me for so long outside the building..But luckily the security guard there was quite good..They allowed my mum and niece waiting me inside the lobby lorhh...

Luckily this time interview never wasted my mum's and dear's support lorhh~Woohoo..damn happy lerhh when I noticed I was shortlisted..Hahass...I really almost cried out lorhh.Finally i got this challenging job...I am going to be a part of RWS....My starting date will be in 26th of next month..Unexpected they need us so fast lorhh~We need to go for training about 4 months...Damn long~~but luckily they still will send us to Genting for training about 2-4 weeks..yeahh~I can meet my frens at there very soon lorhh~really happy......

My interview for this time quite long...It had takes me about 4++hours lorhh...5++pm I just finished all the interview~Without saying too much I quickly brought my mum and niece went to vivocity and having our lunch cum dinner~After that,walked around at there....So bad nothing to buy lorhh cause every corner also crowded of people....Sianz..Went to meet my cousin awhile as she just start her new work at there..Duno what her shop name already~Hmm..damn long never meet with her lorhh..she really become more pretty and mature much already lorhh...I think next time when I work in Sentosa I can have more chance and times to meet her up:-p

Back home around 8++pm....

Worhh..really feel so tired after a whole day shopping and interview lorhhh~

Friday, July 10

Excited + Anxious

Yesterday he came to find me with a cute piggy soft toy~Worhh....my favourite cartoon character lorhh..He really never failed to make me happy..Nothing can say about him~Not dare and also no comments lorhh~I just know I can't angry on him when saw him had tried so many methods to coax me...Haiz~Soft-hearted again...lol...

Hmm..I was so anxious now lorhh~tomorrow need to walk in for second interview lorhh...Damn!!still considering duno want to take unpaid leave or medical leave..Haiz~sianz larhh..For situation now,if I take medical leave sure my boss will nagging me until hell...So difficult to open mouth and tell them lorhh~both of my boss also sucks...So I think I better take unpaid leave...

Dear teached me to tell lies on them if they asked why I suddenly take leave~Hahasss..so nice of him help me to think the reason lorhh as my mind really blank now...Anyway...I think they can't say nothing lorhh cause I use my family's problems as reason to take a half day leave only~For them,they should feel happy just true barhh...At least they have chance to deduct my pay lorhh~they can save much.....

Don't care so much regarding my boss already....Now I just started worry for my tomorrow's interview lorhhh...hope they won't give me so many difficult maths question lorhh....

I should sleep early tonight...My dark circles was become more serious already lorhh~Damn!!!



* Note : Happy birthday to Kelly Ho Chai Yann ( my lovely 2nd sister )

Thursday, July 9

Tired + Sleepy Day

Damn tired and sleepy lorhh~Haiz...Today really such an exhausted day for me...This two nights I can't sleep well..Keep dreaming of same person,same things...Don't know why will like that..Is it means that I realli miss the person too much??or I think too much lerhh??Anyway,I just can said I really miss the person very very much now.......Don't know how he was been now lorhh??!

Today is my bestie sister's-Wan Chin's birthday...At here wana wish her have a memorable and unforgotten birthday in Sabah~Really damn miss her...Half year never meet up with her already..I still remember the last time we met up is during CNY..warhh~damn long ago huh?!Hope I can have chance to meet her next month when I go back hometown larhh~

Hmmm...3 days already...I didn't meet him..didn't call him or even message him lorhh~Well...maybe we really need some times to calm down and thinking clearly whether can we still keep on our relationship or not...By right now I really hope to be alone~I don't wana to think so much...I am tired for all of this....!!

Still left two more days will reach my interview day already...I am started feel anxious and excited on it lorhh~Hope that I will so lucky again and all the best for myself..Haiz..I was worrying now..Don't even know wana take MC or take 2 hours off on Saturday lerhh..Vexed..Vexed...I don't wish to let anyone in my company know that I go for interview lorhh~Any suggestion ???


Wednesday, July 8

You Make Me Disappointed!!!

I hate people tell lies...I hate people break promise to me....

Why always you are the person who doing all my dislike things??Why you must make me angry and sad you just satisfy???You should know I had forgive you countless times already..What you had pomised for me before that??But now??You are repeat the same mistakes again.......once times,twice times,three times...I keep quietly...

I really no more confidence to belief you again....

You had hurt me badly.....

I really regretted to believe all the promises you make...

I won't be so silly again...

Please let me alone:-p



Monday, July 6

Busy + Blue Monday

I was damn busy since early morning lorhh...

Today really many things need to do..My tables was full of documents and paperworks lorhh~Sianz..Besides doing this,I still need to count worker's salary and submit GST..Haiz...The office's phone still keep rang non-stopped..Sigh!!!so many requsition from customers....I really going to crazy lorhhh...Damn busy man!!!this one need fast,that one also request as soon as possible~how's a pair of hand do all in a meantime lerhh??!I really don't know and also unable to do it..So pissed-off!!!!!!!!!!!!I am not a robot lorhh!!!!!!

Started feel exhausted in my current job...I really don't know all I had done for this company purpose is for what lorhh~How come people get so much salary than me still no need do so hard and just enjoy her relax time in office will do?!Why she can get her salary so easy even doing nothing??!But me??!always busy like hell from starting work until finish work...Who's know??Who's understand me??Even do so much nobody will praise you..but still back-stapped me and talking nonsense in front boss...Damn!!!

This 2 months I was just keep patient on all of this ....

I didn't speak out doesn't mean I don't mind..I was just keep quiet...I just hope that please don't challenge my limitations~




Sunday, July 5

Sleeping Day...

Back from dear's place around 11++...Packed Nasi Lemak for myself and mum too..Bought a bread for dear for his supper later..Hmm..10 bucks was gone again..Sigh!!Recently I spent money like spent water lorhh..really very fast until sometimes I also can't realised where the money I spent to...Damn!!!Haiz...I want to save more money lorhh~I think I really need to start to control myself not buying so much useless things again...

Actually had planned to go Lot One with my mum...but at the end I was fall asleep until evening time just woke up lorhh~ Worhh..I really had a sweet short nap today lorhh.. The weather at outside was raining heavily..Thus,cool weather make me more sleepy and totally feel not like to wake up~Would like to go jogging but the rains never stopped..Sigh!!Nothing to do at home..Watch TV and talk cock with my mum and sister....

My whole Sunday just spent like that...Although it is not so wonderful,but I still feel happy on it..At least I had enough time for rest and more times for accompanied my sweet family~I think nothing was more important than family:-p


Saturday, July 4

Saturday still working..DamN!!

Yet is another Saturday again..Time flies~

As usual,i still woke up at 6.30am even today is weekend lorhh..Sianz...need to working too..So admire my sister and brother in law...Only need to work 5 days..Haiz..Every Saturday morning my home very silent one cause only me woke up so early lorhh~The feeling working on Saturday really #@$&%!... Don't even know how to express out...Just hate the feel...

Knocked off at 1++pm again...My boss nobody was came back and let me went home...Luckily I had nothing important things to do..Worhh..Happy lorhh they let me can earned more OT again...Not bad not bad...

After finished work I headed to AMK Hub walked walked..I had bought two tops,a pair of high heels for myself ..Damn!!Just a short 3 hours I already spent more than 100 bucks..so heartache lorhh...but I keep told myself never mind larhh if this time interview was successful I can earn back the money...Spent a few maybe can earn much...lol..hope so larhh..

Back home around 6pm...I was asleep while reading the newspaper on my bed..Damn!!Don't know why I always will fall asleep whenever I was on my bed doing something lorhh...I am really looks like a pig right??!Can sleep whenever and wherever...lol~

Woke up around 8pm..I missed my jogging time again~Haiz..I had skipped my exercise for two days lorhh..Hopefully tomorrow will continue my jogging session again..Suddenly feel like to make kuih green bean to eat lorhh..So without considering so much,I ask my mum for the recipe and do it by myself lorhh..Worhh..this is really my first time will so engaged on doing the kuih lorhh..Dear,you should feel proud orhh..What I had promised to you I really will do it for you lorhh..You sure must feel happy cause you are the first guy can be so lucky that got chance to try my kuih orhh~satisfied already??!

Would like to upload some pictures for my processing of doing the kuih..but damn lorhh..My HP don't know why got some problem lorhh~So pissed-off used this LG brand HP..I really feel so regret to bought it home...Although it looks realli very nice,but the function of HP realli lousy...I more prefer Nokia or Sony Ericsson HP lorhh...Wish to change my HP already lorhh~


Friday, July 3

Friday~Small Weekend

Is Friday.....Woohoo..Finally small weekend is coming soon lorhh~

Times past so fast..A week is going to over again and new week is coming soon..Haiz~I really so hope the times can stopped at here first..I still have many things haven settled yet lorhh...Everythings still in progress lerhhh...Times was getting fast but my things still hanged over at there...Sianz!!!

Yesterday had a small tiff with dear...Haiz...I duno why I will like that lorhh..First time will get angry when he told me he went out for drinking session with his frens and colleagues...Hmm..Maybe is over my limit already..I cannot accept this since I really hate my boy friend smoking or drinking~I understand dear was not always drinking just they have some special occassions like friend's birthday,etc..they just will go out together~But I am admit I was too sensitive about this..I always will think so much if he told me he went out with his friends..Yarhh..I know both of us also need our own space..He also need some freedom...I really feel sorry with my angry yesterday....Sorry dear...

I just hope that dear can understand why I will think so much...Perhaps I can't feel any sense of safety lorhh..Whose will know what all of your guys will do in the drinking session right?Somemore got 10 plus guys went together Geylang...I think every girl also will worry lorhh if their boy friend went to Geylang alone without bring his girl along...

Sometimes many things I really don't know how to express out my feelings...Everytimes I also hope dear can understand what I thinking about and feelings in a day...But until now I haven awating the day coming~

Dear,are you still care about me??Care my feelings??

I hope you can stand at my side and think of it...Please don't always said me act nonsense...If the situation change is me,I went out for drinking session adn clubbing with friends,will you angry??!I also hate the feelings of quarrel!!!nobody will likes it...

Anyway,all is over...I just hope this will not spoil my mood as I want happy everyday...

Thursday, July 2

RWS...I am coming

Woohoo..I am really happy lorhh~

Just received a call from Resort World Sentosa..I was shortlisted in position croupier..Worhh..is really wonderful for me~Finally I got this challenging job....Damn lucky ...But they told me I still need to walk for second interview on next Saturday at 1.15pm...After that interview just can tell me am I successful or not...

Haiz...Started feel worry about it~ I have no more confidence to face any interview already lorhh since I was failed in one time....Hopefully they won't ask me so much tricky question lorhh...I scare I can't give them with a good answer....

I need to practice myself more in this week already.....

Awaiting for next week's interview~


Wednesday, July 1

July Was Coming

182 days had gone...
Today is another new month again..another half year of 2009...
worhh..times realli past very fast like nobody business lorhh~
In my mind I feel that I just celebrate CNY not long lorhh..
but now it is July already..so fast....
Count back I got half year never back my sweet hometown already...
damn miss lorhh:-p
Waiting for next month coming now..
Hohohoho..National day got public holiday....
so that I got enough time to back home..
Awating...
I want holidays........