Alone in office again..my colleague was on leave today~hmm..whole office will become my own world again...mixed feeling lorhh cause although feel happy due to nobody will disturb me what I am doing..but suddenly got feel a bit scare and lonely lorhh..just imagine whole company only left you alone,nobody around you..no another voice besides your own breathing sound and the radio sound...so silence...so quiet...is really quite terrible right?!duno why always in this type of enviroment,my brain and mind just will think 'those' things only..can catch what I mean or not??!

duno why very automatic my mind will direct link to those thing..perhaps I am really not a brave girl ( hmm...can say I am really damn timid )~therefore,I will easily feel scare..until now grow so big already,I still not dare to sleep alone in a room lorhh..but sometimes no choice I had to sleep alone too..due to cannot switch on the light whole night..hence normally I will used my blanket to cover all my body first until I fall sleep...hahass..damn idiot right?!

don't want talk this one liaoO..my hair was standing up already...I better go to do my revision first..update soon again:-0

I hate exam....

realli fxxx..an exam only can make me so suffer,so stress,so anxious,having insomnia,etc...sigh!!!!really damn!!!

hope that I can faster finish my exam...I want a holiday for myself to relax....I dun want this kind of pressure life again liaoO:-0

Boss In..sianzz

Shit..didn't touch my homeworks anymore lorhh..haiz!!!I really hate the times always flied so fast...make me everyday also not enough time to use lerhh...just for studying already spent most of my times....

damn!!!

so sianz today both of my boss keep stay at office and didn't go out anymore lorhh..haiz!!!I don't have any extra free times to do my revision liaoO lerhh..they are in office now can't do anythings..aikss..bo bian just can act hardworking in front them barhh..so I just can find things to do and let the times past only~

nothing more special happen on today..damn boring with my working life already...it is really sound very meaningless and colourless...So hope that I can faster get my certification...like that I just can find a more better job liaoO~as my friend said,sometimes change a working environment can gain more different experience barhh..and from that also can be more mature..hahass..maybe is really true...so fast is already about 1.5 years I have been working at here liaoO..so still consider after due date of my permit I may will find another job...

anyway,all the things still need to wait until I finish my exam first....

now just say say first,and don't think so much first...

hahaass..

TIRED....

hmm..today feel a bit tired lorhh~yesterday can't sleep well de..had a bad nightmare and keep woke up whole night..sigh!!!thought when I woke up can forget it (cause normally I will forgot and can't remember very clearly ),but this time so different lorhh it still very clearly stated in my brain lerhh..haiz...really so hope that it is just a dream and never will come through to my real life...all my dreams is about my coming exam one...so...hopefully .....it won't happen on me!!!!God bless....

yesterday I didn't have more times for me to do my revision lorhh after finished work...my mummy and niece all come here lerhh..spent about 2 hours to chat and play with them..so I think around 8.30pm I just started my revision..haiz..I waste a lot of times again lerhh...just wonder why the times can flied so fast siah??!!sometimes really feel pissed off on it...stress lorhh..If a day can have 48 hours,that will be so good lorhh..at least I have more and more times to do my homeworks..do my revision...but..is it possible?!!hahass...

anyway,I shall stop here today~my boss were going out from office again..so I need to do my revision first lorhh before they come back...

erhmm..another weekend had past again~really no comment on it lorhh..just know that times really flied very very fast..now is almost end of month already..sigh!!!my exam is around the corner soon also...so hope that the exam day will not come lorhh:-0

haiz..nothing special happen in this two days...after finished work then back home study and doing my revision liaoO~no more entertainment..no more gathering with friends...hmm..this may sound that my life very meaningless right?!..well..I can tell you that is really meaningless lorhh..but no choice...what can I do now is only study hard and do well in my coming exam~after exam,I will have many entertainment waiting for me...hahass..but all of that is the later things orhh...anyhow,I need to concentrate in my exam first~

yeah..today my cutest niece and newphew will coming here again...so miss them lorhh~everytime I called back home they sure will gossip with me,even my nephew only 10 months lorhh..can't imagine a small kid also can be so talkative..hahass..maybe got heredity with our family's blood barhh~ can't be quiet and keep talking non-stopped de...blablabla....

well...now my boss not in office again..therefore,I have free time to do my revision first lorhh..see you all orhh:-0

Should I??!

Sometimes I very confused to myself...duno what really I think about in my mind now..so complicated..perhaps I really feel blank and helpless...duno what decision should I going to make..vexed!!!!

duno why after not longer with him,just discovered that he actually also can be so good,so romantic,so caring,until can as a 100% perfect boyfriend for me..but so regret that he never done all of this when we are together!!I feel so sad..really sad...maybe guy always like that barhh..when both parties together,they never cherish what they have at all..never mind of your feelings..mind of the problems which occured between each others~mind of what you want and need..but after broke off,they will do such things that they never done before...then just come back touched your heart and asked you patch back...haiz...why must they like that siah?!so selfish...

I hate this feeling lorhh..but so unlucky this had happen on myself now...maybe god always like that barhh..you don't like that things or don't wish that things happen,but at the end sure will happen one lorhh...is always come opposite what you want de...sianz!!!!but no choice I had to face all of this in a day..

yarhh..I really appreciate what you had done for me....for a girl,I think majority will also feel touched barhh,not only me lorhh~If someone every off day also prepared lunch for you,trying hard to change his bad attitude,always think to give you surprises,treat you like his princess or queen,doing such things that even a girl also maybe can't do one,everyday waited you at the downstairs of your block,will you feel touched in a day??!!

just wonder will him last longer doing like that or just for temporary only??!!

should I feel touched??!!or just treat it as a punishment for him??!

vexed...

F.I.N.A.L.L.Y

yeahh..finally I was success finished my LCCI course~hmm..feel so happy cause I no need rushed to school after finished work again..besides that I have more time for me to spent with..and I will more free already..hahass..

times past really fast...still remember the time I started my course was in December 2007..this course had taken me about more than a year and definitely make me suffer so long also..hahass..actually not very suffer larhh cause I still damn enjoyed on it..just sometimes will feel very tired and boring as gotta rushed to school after finished work~normally everyday after knocked off I think majority people also wish can quickly back home take a rest or if not can go shopping or gathering with friends ,right?but for me really no much times to do all of that since I chosen this part time course...

Sometimes even no class for that day,but I still need to back home early to do homeworks and revision lorhh..haiz..It taken away a lots of my times..since studying no more activities..no more gathering..no more free times for me lorhh..it's sound like very meaningless in my life right?!

Well..now finally I can back to my normal life already..but,it doesn't means that I am totally free and can enjoy myself now..cause even I had finished my course but I haven finished my exam..sigh!!the exam is around the corner soon...hopefully I can pass the exam with flying colours again...that is what I wish to achieve now and also my purpose to take this course~

anyway,I will try my best...I hope that I can successful get the certification..God blessing me:-0


如果海 會說話 如果風愛上沙
如果有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假
我會聆聽浪花 讓風吹過頭髮
任記憶裡的愛情在時間潮汐裡喧嘩
非得等春天遠了夏天才近了
我是在回首時終於懂得
當陽光　再次　回到那　漂著雨的國境之南
我會試著把　那一年的故事在接下去說完
當陽光再次　離開那　太晴朗的國境之南
你會不會把　你曾帶走的愛　在告別前用微笑全歸還
海很藍　星光燦爛　我仍空著我的臂彎
天很寬　在我獨自唱歌的夜晚
請原諒我的愛　訴說的太緩慢　
我會試著把　那一年的故事　在接下去說完
當陽光　再次　離開那　太晴朗的國境之南

hmm..today will be my last lesson for my course already~duno should be happy or sad lerhh..haiz...mixed feelings..happy because I no need attend any class again!!sad because I feel that I still didn't gain much knowledge on it...how to sit for my exam next month really still a question mark and doubt to me:-0

sigh!!!so regret that I registered all the papers in the same times..really damn damn stress now..so anxious and feeling that I am going to be crazy soon liaoO..never try the pressure like this even I had sat for many exams before..haiz..

Anyway,I still need to study hard to achieve my target..that is only I can do for myself and people around me who keep support me always..I don't want let them dissapointed on me again...Gambade!!!!!

hmm..no comment on what happened in my office today~just feel a bit of pissed off and really unlike my boss attitude!!Fxxx..duno why be a boss can be so irresponsible lorhh..all kinds complaints from customers also never handle and settle!!!what's they know only all passed those bad and tricky things to me..what's a hell...thought I am superwoman merhh??!customers disatisfied the service keep 'kao bei kao bu' at there wana talk to boss but what they done?!just keep evade..so at the end,I am always the victim who scolded badly by customers..haiz!!

sometimes really feel so wronged..not my false but still need to scolded by someone and apologise to them~really damn hate!!!can't understand why Singaporean so so difficult to treat lorhh..a small thing only also wana complaint..no wonder many people will said Singapore famous with 'complaint king' and 'complaint queen' larhh..( I din said all Singaporean orhh..just those 'certain' people who have little money then always show off de..) yarhh..maybe in their eyes,we are foreign workers..we must yield to what they said~but why must they always persist in being unreasonable siah?!we also human beings..not dogs lorhh~don't always treat us ( Malaysian) like their pet and scolded until xxxx....

I just hope that even we are not Singaporean but at least should be respect us a bit lorhh..in this 2 years plus..finally I realised the workings feelings in others country already~but no choice..I have to be patient too..if not the economy problems,I think I won't be here now!!!anyway,this is a new experience for me...that is life which must go through...


* this post I dun have any evil intentions to Singaporean..I know every country also have different kinds of person..what I had mentioned at above only those "certain"person which I had met...sorry if got some words make you angry..

suddenly very miss my hometown old buddies...

really damn miss the time when we share our secret together~miss the time we hang out together~miss the time while all of them are besides me when I am feeling down or sad~miss the hapPi moments when we went trip together~miss the time we playing until so 'crazy'~miss the time we joking together~really a lots of miss..

If they are now all around here,that will be how good of me lorhh...at least I can find a true-hearted friends to share my secrets and unhapPiness now~I know they will be a definitely good listener for me..they will understand my feelings and thoughts even I no need expressed out...yarhh..they are my good buddies..my bestie since childhood:-0..so they are too comprehend me..

I am felt so glad that I have them in my life..without them,my life will maybe in black and white only..but after I met them my life had changed,totally changed!!how colourful and cheersful is my life now...they are all so true-hearted to make friends with each others..they are so loyal to friends..they are so sincere,never have the schemes and intrigues ..so that's why I will treat them as a part in my life..they are my everythings~I loves them all...

feel so sad that I can't find any friends like them at here...hmm..maybe previously still have..but so bad..somethings had happen on me and that friend~so I lost this buddy..haiz..everytime thinking of him,my emotional character will come back again...really so tired on it already..since that case,maybe this cause me I don't have any confidence and faith that can make a friend who can I trust for...I can't find a person who still can be my good listener besides him..who can true-hearted tuh me without any schemes ..who can help me without request any repay at here..

I so hope I am at my lovely hometown now...I wish can gather with my buddies...I have many things want to share with them..I hope they can accompany me in this "mood down" period ...

If the times can reverse,I want go back my childhood...I don't want stay at a society which don't have any true friends around!!!!!!!

a really busy day for me....

damn shit lorhh~thought still have some free time for me to do my revision,but is totally busy like hell,no free time at all lerhh..duno why suddenly so many things and complaints need to follow up lorhh...Haiz!!!make me until now 3 plus just having my lunch..so pissed off orhhh!!!

now outside is raining heavily..aikss..feel a bit sleepy lorhh...yesterday the weather damn hot and make me can't sleep well at all!!!maybe this cause me feel tired and temper got a bit problem..but anyway,I still can control it...hmm..I hope that this rain can make the weather be cool more and can give me a good sleep tonight...

finished my lunch already..need to continue my works first..wish that the rains will stop before the time knocked off...I forget bring umbrella!!!damn...

yeahh..everybody~today is valentines day already lorhh..hmm..duno all of you will how to celebrate this special day lerhh?!will you have a romantic dating with your lovely pie?!or maybe same as me jz have a lonely and single valentine day?!hahass..anyway,still wish all of you have a memorable and enjoyable valentine day orhh:-0

today actually supposed is my off day and I no need come for working one lorhh..but so bad my colleague still not feeling well and wana replace the off day with me..haiz...feel so sianz lorhh~if no need working I think I still can having my beauty sleeping now...really damn sleepy and tired:-)

yesterday I went out with my fren until 3 plus just reached home..hmm..he had gave me a really big surprise lorhh~actually just thought that he just wana come out and gathering with me as simple..but how I know he actually planned to celebrate valentine day with me this friend first...hahass..so cute of him!!His effort I really appreaciate a lots..feel some touched+hapPy+romantic...lol...

around 10pm,meet him at my block downstairs..firstly,he passed me a bouquet of 99 roses which make by himself one..(can see he really put a lots of times and spirits to finish it)~damn surprised lorhh!!!all the flowers was made by spans..really so creative..can't imagine a guy will do such act works lorhh~even I am a girl but I admit that I sure don't have those interest to do all of that..is not an easy things lorhh..really millions thanks tuh him!!!!

tiz iis 99 roses made by himself...

afterwards,he stopped a taxi and asked me followed him to a place..act so mistery lorhh~hmm..he brought me to a very nice place lorhh..if I didn't remember wrong the place is called "Mount Faber"..it looked like Genting a bit located at mountain one and from there can view the night scene of Singapore~worhh..damn like the place so much..so surprised he still remember I like this kind of place lorhh..hmm.. the scenery of night really so so beautiful~although the place is more quiet a bit,but still attract many couples went there dating orhh..since came here about 2.5 years already,really just noticed that Singapore also got this nice nice place for couples to dating one lorhh....hahass...

we find a bench and sat down starting our gossipping..times flies very fast,so soon is 12 am already..he is the first person told me hapPi valentines dae lorhh..hmm..suddenly he asked me to close my eyes for 5 minutes..guess what I see when I open my eyes?!feel so shiock and touched..he had prepared many candles and lightened them around the bench..besides that,he stil brought red wine lorhh..he really make me no words can said lorhh~first time noticed that he actually also quite romantic one lorhh..

hmm...we enjoyed our wine at there..at the meantime,he passed me a present again..feel so pai seh lorhh he done a lots for me but I didn't prepare anythings..unexpected lorhh~anyway,I really appreaciate what he had done for me..really thanks him a lot..he may touched my heart...

first time so romantic celebration of valentine day for me..memorable day..although is not my lover,but I really enjoyed it..as I know,love does not only exist between a couple ..love can be 'all around '...there is the most immediate kind of love~

11-2-2009

hmm..nothing special for today larhh..just working..working..studying..studying.. haiz!!no meaningful life now...hope that exam can faster gone then I can enjoy myself already..

note:today biao mei's birthday,at here hope her can have an unforgotten and memorable birthday at Genting lorhh:-0


12-2-2009

I am alone at office now..my colleague was on leave today~hmm..so a nice time for me to do my revision lorhh..nobody will disturb me..but duno why so bad I can't concentrate in my study now~my mind now appear many things that make me cannot get over myself!!!haiz..what can I do now..feel so pissed off!!!

anyway,I am having my lunch now..hope that later after finished it,my mind will more clear and can absorbed all..

yesterday after finished work i went to school as usual...normally I am always the student who will reach the class first..so while waiting the lecturer came in class and start the lesson,I was doing my revision and some homeworks~

while I was concentrate in my revision,suddenly a guy knocked the door and came in..firstly,I thought maybe he was a new student in this school and need to asked the location of the classroom or somewhere larhh..but I was totally guess wrong lorhh..=DD

you think what the guy's purpose came into the room??!!

He walked towards to me and started to introduce himself...then he talked a lot of things but what I did was only replied to his questions and be a bit perfunctory of him~I was felt a little bit embarrased and 'shy' because never tried a stranger suddenly came towards me and gossip with me before lorhh...after some digression,he requested for my contact number...hahass..I really feel damn funny lorhh when I got to know I got attention from other guy in my school from different class...lol..

but,I didn't give him my number...
hmm..not because I am "diao jia" lorhh..but just dislike give my number anywhere to such stranger lorhh...somemore recently I was busy in preparing my coming exam,so also don't have so much time to make friends lorhh~

well..I am not showing off ....
the guy is only a small brother and not handsome too lorhh...
so it is nothing to show off here~lol...

but I think...
if he is a handsome guy,will I behave more differently??hahass...

anyway,I was admire his courage ...
it is so easy to start a conversation with others lorhh:-PpP

3 months...

Already 3 months...

I hope you are happy with what you have now~

best wishes to you!!



心真的好酸痛~
突然听到《你是我最深爱的女人》这首歌。。
就想到第一次你在其他人面前有勇气唱给我听的那一刻~
真的好怀恋过去的我们：-0
谢谢你留下了那么多美好的回忆给我~
虽然已经分开了，
but euu stil wil always in myy heart...
foreVer..XxX

Goodbye...myy loves:-DD

想念~

昨晚我又梦见了你~
真的多么希望我们可以还是像在梦中那样。。
一起玩乐、疯癫、说心事、吹海风、走沙滩；
好怀恋和你在一起的日子~
虽然只是那么个短暂的时间和你比较熟络。。
但你却留给了我很多的美好回忆。。
好深刻的印烙在我心中：-0

如果现在还有的选择，
不管要我付出多大的代价~
我都会选择去争取回你和我之间的友情。。
因为你。。
值得我去珍惜~

不晓得我还有那个机会吗？？

从未有的压力..

时间真的过得好快咯！又是周末的降临了~真感觉不到我也已经回来开工一个礼拜了哟！这整个星期我都很忙碌~唉！忙..忙..忙..忙着做功课、温习。。。虽然还是新年但我都只能把我所有的时间都放在学业上!!真的不敢再随便浪费、怠慢任何一分钟。。没办法只因为考试就快在眼前了~唉!!现在无法像别人酱好好享受自己的周末、可以痛痛快快玩乐、不需担忧这个那个的。。虽然很苦，但我相信未来一定会比较甜吧！！（因为先苦后必甜嘛~唉！只可以暂时以酱来安慰自己）

虽然距离考试还有四十多天，但我现在已经开始很害怕、紧张、压力了~好怕自己会透不过气来。。。这整个星期我都无法睡得好~同事们都说我的黑眼圈又加深了！哎呀！！我不加理会了larhh，虽然很在意自己的样貌会变得很憔悴、脸色会很难看。。但我暂时都不要去管这些先，没有时间了~最重要的还是考试罢了！！可不可以考到好成绩、得到文凭和顺利毕业都只靠这次的战场了~成功与否就在于我手中。。所以我好希望我会是战场上的成功者！！！而不是失败者。。

希望上帝、神明都能够保佑我这次的考试会顺顺利利，榜上有名哦~阿弥陀佛。。功德无量~善哉、善哉....



这次的压力我都从未有过。。
虽然经历过很多的考试，但都没尝试过会有那么的加倍压力感~
也许太在乎这一次了？？！！
还是因为身边的人都很看好我？？！！
所以无意间使自己好大压力。。。
真的不想辜负到身边任何人对我的期望~

yesterday afternoon received call from my campus..hmm..my lecturer was fall sick so the class had cancelled~haiz..so poor things lorhh!!make me （白拿一趟）my testbook and file come for working lorhh:-o

hmm..no class but also need to back home do my revision~sigh!!!times like past so fast lorhh..suddenly feel that not enough time to use orhh..this few days I tried to spent my times wisely..after back home started to do my homeworks and revision..really started feel stress lorhh when noticed that I still have many questions that I not understand one in my mind now.. haiz..last minutes just do the revision always will like that..many questions sure will appear!!!so I advise all of you better don't learn from me..不要临时抱佛脚哦！！

yeepee..now boss not in office again and is my world lorhh~don't want waste any times and now I have to do my revision first!!!I must add more oil just can catch up liaoO..gambade to myself and hope everybody can support me yarhh^^

have a nice Friday orhh~


Note : recently I will very busy in prepare my coming exam orhh..so I may not contact any friends to have chatting,messaging or gathering~I will contact you after having my exam!!sorry for the inconvenience...if you have any important or urgent matter,just call me..thx!!!

times past so fast, today is Thursday again already...and later after finished work I gotta go to attend my class again..hmm..today this lesson will be the last four lessons already~it show that I am going to complete whole course soon..hmm..last time still hope that the lessons can faster finish lorhh..but now I totally so wish that the last lessons won't be come lorhh~at least if stil got attend class,I face some homework problems still can ask my lecturer orhh:-)

haiz..stil have 45 days will reach my exams day already...damn feel kinda afraid and excited lorhh~really stressed a lots while see all my coursemates so hardworking and keep doing past years question..I scared I will unable to catch up with them lorhh~cause now I just make a frantic last minute effort..

I really don't have certainly of this exams=xXx

may God will blessing me at this time again~



stress....pressure~
really hate exam!!!it make me almost crazy soon!!!
so hope that I can far away from everythings:-p

my pink colour hp:-0

cute or not this couple piggy??!

yeah..feel so happy lorhh my hp can be operate as normal again liaoO~hmm..really thanks a lot to (you) yarhh..I stil though that hp cannot be repair and must throw away liaoO lorhh~so lucky it can operate as previous now!!!

hmm..actually that hp is not a very expensive hp..it is just a Nokia hp which made in China one..although is more cheaper than the original Nokia hp,but I realli still like it very much lorhh~its look and the colour already caught my eyes..somemore it has a lot of meanings for me...it is a 2008 valentine's present from somebody..although we are not together already,but I stil cherish it so much..as it had brought a lots of sweet memories for me before..

now I can used back this hp liao..really feel damn happy lorhh~hmm..hope that it won't be spoilt again orhh..I will take care it and sure will more careful when use it liaoO..

hapPi and haPpi..

I'm sorry..
maybe my answer had given to you may not a good reply ~
but what i really want now is freedom only..
I really not dare to go with any relationship now..
I just wana concentrate in my study~
so hope you can respect my anwser...

and wish you do understand me...
we may not suit to be lovers~
but we still can be good friends :-0

I will always be there..

hmm..today kinda free and nothing to do in office lorhh~early morning already finished done all my paperworks...hahasss..so make me damn enjoy now~can do anythings what I want to do:-0

nothing to do so just keep online and blogging lorhh~quite good de let me have a relax and enjoy day first..haiz..just back from holiday really very lazy to work already lorhh~feel so sianz..my mood totally stil in holiday mood lorhh~my soul seems like haven come back yet!!~

actually today I plan to use my free time to go through my homeworks de..but so regret I din touch my book at all lorhh!!!poor man!!!really damn idiot of me spent a half day to customize my blogskin but at the end stil can't customize a nice one..haiz..maybe pc idiot really pc idiot barhh~can't find out how to change my own favourite blogskin lorhh~I duno how to edit the HTML lerhh..so difficult lorhh..keep go error in the HTML and make me just can choose the template which inside the blog one..I think I must ask people to teach me edit my blogskin liaoO~Hmm..anyway,stil need to wait until I finish my exam first..now no more extra time for me to spent besides study!!so,temporary used this blogskin first barhh..hope everybody will like it orhh~
yeah..stil have an hour then can knock off already~

later after finish work need to go do my facial treatment again..hmm..gotta spent 2 hours again~now I must use my time properly liao..started feel that times not enough for me lorhh..haiz..anyway,i will try my best in this coming exam..

damn feeling stress now..
stil have onli a month plus to let me prepare 3 papers exam~
haiz..duno this time can past with flying colours or not..
hope that can achieve my target which I want lorhh:-0
good luck to myself..

I am stil in holiday mood lorhh~

aikkss..so sianz..first day start working after Lunar Chinese New Year..damn tired and no mood at all lerhh..so wish that I can have my holiday until Lunar Chinese New Year over lorhh~haiz..no choice my boss not allow me take so many leaves..somemore I gotta attend my class tonight..therefore..I need to come back working ....sigh!!

feel damn sleepy now..yesterday I slept at 4am lorhh..actually I went to sleep at 12 plus,but I can't sleep lorhh..just lying on my bed only..although my eyes were closed up but my mind still very clear-headed lorhh..poor man!!maybe past a week I also slept around 5am like that,so habit that time just will feel tired and sleepy barhh..suddenly change the sleeping timing again..damn difficult to adapt it lorhh~haiz..

I damn wish that my boss will ask me go back home early again lorhh~hahass..

really hope that can knock off now..I duno I can concentrate in class later or not lorhh..my eyes really wana closed up jorhh..my dark circle is become more and more serious again~hmm..come back now must hardworking to keep fit and reduce my dark circle liaoO..I gain weight 2kg already lorhh~a terrible figures lorhh..can't imagine lerhh in a short 7 days only..aikss..I must control myself liao:-0

today will be my first day to take action..gambade to myself...

well..just awake from my beauty sleeping~the feeling really so good..nobody disturb me and can sleep until the time I want to wake up..hmm..really quite a long time din like that lorhh...feel so comfortable..and my mood also feel so nice and good~

hmm..I had slept over 10 hours today lorhh~yesterday slept at 4 plus in the morning and until now 3 plus just woke up..hahass..I am like a piggy lorhh..actually for myself sleeping is the most important in life~I can just ignored eating,drinking or whatever,but just cannot ignored sleeping..sleeping will be my spirit supporter for me~so without enough sleeping will make me not enough energizer orhh:-0

times flies so fast,today is the 7th day for Lunar Chinese New Year already..is also called 'ren ri'which is the birthday for every person in this world..hmm..for tradisional customs,majority of people will gathering together with family or friends having a dinner and 'lao sheng' in this day~

so I also will have this traditional customs with my family at here..yesterday around 12 plus we waited all of our family members back home just starting our 'lao sheng'..hmm..but so bad my youngest brother can't back home on time so he can't join us together..poor man lorhh!!first time 'lao sheng' at here lorhh~not bad the feeling give me like reunion of family members again lorhh:-)suddenly miss my bahau family and friends....

there got some tips when having 'lao sheng'..last time old people said when we having 'lao sheng' must 'lao' as high as we can..cause it mean that 'bu bu gao sheng' orhh..besides that,we must say out those lucky and auspicious words as we can..it can bring a lots lucky for us!!although not really belief all larhh..but me and my siblings stil follow all...hahass...

after 'lao sheng'..I start to upload photos to my friendster profile..aikss..is really a lot of pictures waiting me to upload lorhh..hmm..this year took many pictures with all my friends and buddies lorhh~feel so hapPy that my chinese new year can be so meaningful...

so miss my days spent with all my family and friends....

duno need to wait until when just can gathering again lorhh~anyway,I hope that our next gathering will coming soon..

await:-0


is already a month I never received any news from you..
until today I still not understand why we will walk until like that~
is it really what you wish de marhh??
to be friend back really so difficult for you??
am I really disappear you just will feel hapPy??
please dun ignored me again okie??
i really feel hurts...
i dun want lose you this buddy..