Wednesday, January 28

hmm..now is already 5.15am and I just reached home~hahass..just finished gathering with my friends and buddies..today I have a fanstatic new year day with them lorhh..long times never like that already...felt so satisfied for our this year gathering~really nice and perfect!!!

just now went to Kiara Box having sing session with my buddies them..this is my first time went there lorhh since it just open not long..hmm..the systems and sounds there was far better then Era Box lorhh~and the price also reasonable and more cheaper..somemore we still allowed brought foods and drinks lorhh~very deal right?!a person only need to pay around RM15 for 3 hours singing orhh...

hmm..so enjoy myself at the moment at there~besides singing,we stil chatting many topics together lorhh..and the most important one is taking photos with everyone..hahass...my mouth almost become stiff already lorhh keep laughing non-stopped while some of them do the funny acts and joke!!!

cam-whored session:

Monday, January 26

~HapPi Chinese New Year~


yeahh..today is the first day of Lunar Chinese New Year ( nian chu yi )~by right now I am at my lovely hometown ..hmm..I am very enjoying myself at here lorhh:-0 really feel damn hapPy can celebrate this big and meaningful day with all my family members...

although I am damn tired and sleepy now..but my mood kinda good de lorhh~yesterday CNY eve I was very busy almost whole day lorhh..hmm..every year also do the same things--> helping my mum cleaned the house,prepared the new years stuffs which wana to be used in 'jie cai shen' session,washed car,prepared our reunion dinner,etc....haiz..so many things need to do~therefore,my parents and me busy until 9.30pm just having our reunion dinner lorhh..(hahass..actually having reunion supper already)

this year new year can said got some different for me lorhh...cause whole family only left me can accompany my parents having the reunion dinner orhh~so bad my sisters all had been married yet,so they need to stay at their husband's house having their reunion dinner..As to my brothers,both of them also cannot back home celebrate CNY due to they are working in the restaurant..hmm..so no choice...really feel a bit not accustomed lorhh first time so less people together having reunion dinner only ~but it was stil fine larhh cause at the last minutes my 2nd sister and brother in law came back our house to take somethings..by the way they having reunion dinner with us again...

after our reunion dinner,I was busy to help my parents prepared those praying stuffs...after that I faster had my shower and getting changed my new clothes liao..my frens were all waiting me to gather...so,after 'jie cai shen' and praying,I went out to meet my hometown frens already~hmm..had a nice and happi chatting with them..

hanging outside until 4 plus just home sweet home..slept at 5.30am and only had two hours for me to have my beauty sleep lerhh~early morning around 7.30am my mum had awake me up already..she told me that first two days of CNY cannot wake up late orhh~haiz..so no choice I must follow her words and wake up early although I really damn sleepy lorhh:-0

I think I shall stop at here first...gotta go out gathering with another 'geng'of friends again liao~will update again while I was back...

lastly,wishing everyone have a properous and happy chinese new year...

hope all of you can get many ang baos and win a lots money yarhh ^^

Sunday, January 25

~Happy Birthday To PD's Zi Xiang~

hey..today is CNY eve already and also my PD's friends-->Zi Xiang's big day orhh~I just reached home now..actually supposed will reached home on yesterday de lorhh..but my cousins felt too tired yesterday..so after departured from Singapore,we forced to overnighted at JB first~hmm..is quite a good idea to have a good sleep first..at least he will not feel sleepy while driving and it is more safety for us also lorhh..(hahasss)

hmm..busy to packed all my things now~had brought a lots of stuffs lorhh...

will try to update more once I got times orhhh~

everybody,enjoy urself in this new year yarhh^^



Friday, January 23


yeahh..so fast is Friday again lurhh~hmm..my mood kinda good de lorhh..maybe long holiday will be coming soon liaoO..Hurray!!can back home to celebrate Chinese New Year already..really hapPy lerhh...

now ii am alone in office again feel damn sleepy lorhh...yesterday after finished class direct back home and quickly packed all my things and clothes..thought can slept early lorhh..but how I know so many things need to take back home lerhh..I used about an hour just finished packed it lorhh :=x

so when I finished done all,it was around 2 plus already lorhh...aikss..only got 4 hours allowed me to have my beauty sleep lorhh..sigh!!!recently keep like that always slept at late nite and awake early in the morning...I think i must control myself and need to start to have my healthy lifestle already...if not my look sure will faster getting older lorhh:-0


maybe now economic crisis,ii think majority of company will less many business and already closed up for celebrate Lunar Chinese New Year lorhh..aikss...ii so 'ke lian' lorhh, sat in office half day already but one call also dun have..almost fall asleep lorhh:-0

so hapPy my boss ask me back home early now..woahh..first time treat me so good niah~hmm..although is around 4pm already,but I stil got time to do medicure and pedicure before I go back...hahass...

knock off first...

before stop here,I sincerely wishing all of you have a properous hapPy chinese new year orhh~enjoy urself..



Thursday, January 22


warhh..so hapPy lorhh I got my bonus today!!!
hmm~still thought that my boss will said that no profit earn at this year so didn't have any bonus for all workers lorhh...but damn lucky my boss not so "black heart"..if realli without any bonus,I think they will know what will happen soon in their company...hahass..

hmm.so sianz today I am alone in office again..nothing to do now...so just doing my homework and do revision lorhh...

hope knock off timing faster coming..I am damn boring lerhh!!!!


Wednesday, January 21

I am on mc again..

hahass..actually my stomach ache is already feel more better..and had plan to go for work today~but so so bad I woke up very late this morning lorhh..even how I rushed prepared myself it will be late also...cause I woke up around 7.15am~when I was still hesitate on it,my mum suddenly asked me sacrified a day go to take mc and accompany her go out buy some new year stuffs...so due to my lateness and my mum requestions,I decided went to see my company doctor to take mc again..hees..

after take my shower and get my change,we headed go to Bugis shopping..hmm..quite a long distance from my house to Bugis lorhh~on the train I almost fall asleep already..is damn tired..somemore I had taking my medicines...so that make me feel quite sleepy and blur blur...

when we reached there,is damn crowded of people lorhh although today is not a public holiday or weekend!!warhh..unexpected weekday also got so many people come for shopping..haiz..maybe they all same with me barhh..last minutes of new year just come out grabbed somethings..hahass..

this time I feel so hapPy lorhh cause I bought a lot of things lerhh..hahass..no need vexed so much about my new year clothes already lorhh~I had bought 4 tops,1 long jeans,1 long socks and a pair of shoes..hmm..is enough clothes tuh celebrate new year liaoO~

after shopped at Bugis street,we went to temporary market which located besides Bugis MRT bought some new year stuffs..hmm..that side damn crowded of people lorhh:-)the weather was damn hot that time..the space at there was not so big also..so I waited about 10 minutes only already felt wana faith lorhhh..my niece and newphew also keep crying at that side..so we can't buy much things at there...

due to time not early already,so home sweet home first before I went to see company doctor..felt really damn tired lorhh...so fast a mc day was past again..tomorrow gotta go to work again:-0

sianz..hope that new year holiday faster coming...

I wana back my sweet hometown~

Tuesday, January 20

Gotta go to see doctor now..
had a serious diarrhea again~
sigh!!!

Monday, January 19


my stomach ache haven recovered yet lorhh..2 days already I keep having diarrhea..aikss..so suffer..that day back home maybe my hometown water got problem..make my whole family included two little babies also having diarrhea~actually before I back home my mum got told me that my whole family was sick and having diarrhea..I thought that day I back home the water will become normal and safety for drinks liaoO~but so unexpected my sister and I also had the water poisoining although we just stay not over a day in my hometown andd drink just the little bottle of water!!damn!!!really feeling not well...hope that will recover as soon as possible..is almost killing me lorhh..

new year is coming soon already..times past so fast..still have a week only reach Chinese New Year liaoO~aikss..haven buy enough my new year clothes lorhh..sigh!!this year duno why seldom clothes can catch my eyes de lorhh..hmm..maybe this year the popular clothes style I don't like it barhh..so even I shopped so many places I also can't get a new cloth..so sianz lorhh...stil left few days to get my massive shopping spree liaoO..muhahaasss..hope that I won't back home with two empty's hands ...

looking forward to my shopping time tomorrow after finish works..

okay..need to take a rest first..my stomach pain again..I really dying soon if still can't recover !!hate~keep going to wash room..



Sunday, January 18


I feel very sleepy now..my eyes really wana close up already..aikss...everytimes I back hometown also not enough sleep..damn!!today I only slept 2 hours and woke up at 3.30 early in the morning lorhh..damn shit!!my train supposed was at 4.20am but it didn't reached on time..it had delayed until around 5.10am just arrived at my station lorhh..haiz!!about an hour we waited at railway station lorhh..damn bastard train..always late!!!

wish to take a short nap now..but my mum wana me to bring her go out shopping..aikss..as a good daughter,I need to sacrify my sleeping time again lorhh~if not later she will missing her way again..really so admire her stil got so many energy to go shopping although she is older than me..her spirit really far better then mine one..really have the supernatural strength lorhh~

hmm..went out around 3 plus and headed to AMK Hub shopped around..I stil thought that I wil back home with two empty hands..but so unexpectedly I bought three tops,one scaft and two accessories for my new year clothes..besides that I also bought a top and accessories for my mum~hehess..she felt damn happy because that top make her looked more slim lorhh..hmm..after shopped about three hours we went to NTUC fairprice bought some stuffs and new years grocery for my ex-bf's family..

only a few hours shopping,I had spent more than 300 bucks lorhh..warhh..my heart felt quite pain de lorhh..just bought a little things spent so much already..can't expect the day carry on I will spent how much again..cause I stil have many things haven buy yet!!my dad's clothes,new year grocery and my new year's clothes..aikss..I wana save money but like can't do it now lerhh~my pockets the money keep go out never in one lorhh..sianz...

hope that after Chinese New Year I can save more money...if not I can't go travel with my friends liaoO..


Saturday, January 17

hmm...back home today~
update when I back orhh:-0
wish all of you enjoy your wonderful weekend !!!

Friday, January 16

hmm..just received the latest information of my friend's death case..the dissection was came out on that day already~it had a doubtful point which can showed that my friend was not commit suicide lorhh..doctor was found that on his neck there had left a trace...

Although police treat as this case is a commit suicide case,but my friend's family never give up and all of them also think that my friend sure won't do so silly act as he is really an optimistic guy~even more now the report showed that got trace on his neck..it means that maybe got somebody attacked him lorhh...then pushed him down from 12th floor..

I really hope that Malaysia police can investigate this case properly..It showed many of doubts and suspicions in this case lorhh:-) please don't just ignored all the points and settle it so easily only~it caused a life!!

I know the GOD will always blessing us included my friend too...I believe GOD sure will punish those person who do evil dead in one day~so the person who murdered my friend you will won't have a good life..if really can find out the evidence,you can't escape liaoO~

still waiting for the more information about this case..

hope that God can help to find out the real reasons of causing my friend's death..I not rather to see that my friend dead with a grievance...

Thursday, January 15


hmm..feel want to go cinema watch movie lorhh:-0

really long time didn't watch movie already..stil remember the last times I went into cinema was in December 2008..that time I was in Genting,my buddy accompany me watch the movie for the show "Beast Stalker"..really miss that time so much lorhh~first time watch movie in Genting..so nice lerhh:-0

now many movies showing in cinema I also wish to watch lorhh..so sad until today the shows ' IP Man' I also haven go to watch lorhh~haiz...so boring lorhh if go to watch alone..

anyone got interest wana watch movie with me??!hahass..but no strangers please orhh...



Wednesday, January 14


yesterday I really feel so surprised that I still received some new years foods andd stuffs from you.your sincerely I really appreaciate...thanks a lot to you~actually I wish not to accept it..but you told me that it's just a friend's greeting and intension tuh my beloved family~so I dun have any excuses to reject you again:-0

I hope next time you won't waste so much money to buy such things again,okie? please save money for your own future..money not easy to earn horhh..I hope you wil understand why I always nagging tuh you..and what you had promise to me yesterday I wish you can really do it also..please don't let me dissappointed again:-0

你的心意我和家人都心领了。。

谢谢~


Tuesday, January 13


this two nights,I didn't sleep well..I am realli so tired in office..it is really first time I will fall asleep in office..I dreamt about you this two days..all the sweet memories you gave me in that past one month plus appeared in myy dream again:-0 all sweet and nice dream..so hope that I can continue the dreams and won't wake up forever!!!I really miss you a lot...

This two weeks,I have been asking myself why we will like that..why must walk until this step..you must know I stil care about you..I do..I can't give up you this buddy..our friendship...

tell me what and how can I do just can patch back our friendships??

I really dun wish that I wil lost you ..I don't want to lost a friend again~the feelings is really pain and hurt~I just wish we stil can turning back like previous..no matters how you want to punish me..I also can do it..I have been facing,experiencing and suffering all these while~I am really going become crazy soon...

Please don't leave me alone..I am really feel empty and lonely now..

nobody can be my good listener again besides you:-0

Monday, January 12


haiz..I was late today..dunno why just now early morning the alarm clock rang I can't woke up lorhh~maybe this few days I really feel stress and can't sleep well and make me too tired barhh:-0

hmm..guess I really think too much already..I had a bad headache again and suddenly my mind so blank now lorhh..aikss..can't concentrate at all either in my study or my works..I trying my best not to think and pay attention on it but stil keep doing wrong lorhh~what happen on me I really dun know..just noticed that I am really no mood..so vexed..so stress!!!

I hope the times can flies more fast...

I want forget all the unhappinest in my life now...

let's time to heal everythings!!!

Sunday, January 11

I just received a bad news from my beloved fren..is realli a bad bad news for me andd make me until now stil can't accept it lorhh..dunno why recently so many unhappy things keep happenning on me..realli damn stress and moody!!my heart feel realli pain when received this bad news again..really unexpected and totaly can't believe the facts lorhh~my mind now realli blank..a lots of question marks appears..y??y??y??

one of my fo guang friend was passed away in this morning..he was jumped down from 12th floor..actually now my friend said police and hospital still investigate this case..they suspect that he was not commit suicide but maybe was pushed down by someone..the reason causing his death still need until the dissection report come out just will know it..hmm..realli damn sad!!!

my tears dunno why will automatic drop down when thinking of him..the scenery we gossiping and joking together on sook yee's wedding still clearly appear in my mind~the moments we had was realli unforgotten and memorable...so deep in my heart..

how am I going to take this...

realli wish can go to send him last journey..but my boss not allow me to on leave as next week I wil take leave to back hometown celebrate chinese new year..haiz..really feel so sorry and express regret..

wei yet..you must rest in peace okie?!

when you have done all must come back to visit all orhh..we are waiting for you..always..

you will always in our heart:-0

the photos we take together in soOk yee's wedding

Friday, January 9


hmm..2dae ii am late for working lerhh..but luckily onli late for 2 mins..hahass~later gotta work bck 2 mins for myy boss tuh cover bck myy lateness..(so idiot rite??)duno y feel super tired tiz morning lorhh..myy eyes cannot open when myy alarm clock was rang..aiksss..maybe felt too stress barhh..cannot slept well andd difficult tuh relax myself for a rest lorhh...started excited andd worry abt myy coming exam liaoO:-0

haiz..ii am alone in office now..myy colleague had took half dae leave andd went tuh settle her personal things liaoO..feel so bo liao andd boring lorhh:-) if myy boss din bck so early maybe ii wil hapPi de..but duno y 2dae he came bck office so early lorhh..aikss..tot ii can live in myy own world andd do anythings wic ii wan tuh do de..but no choice kanasai boss came bck liaoO so ii onli can find any office things tuh do..if not let him noe ii so free andd eat snake,he sure wil think out mny such idiot things tuh let miie do de..!!tat iis him...

so surprised again our salesman came office andd packed KFC for miie andd myy boss..hmm..he always so kind andd caring lorhh..almost evrytime came here oso wil buy foods orr tidbits for us..haiz..so sad lorhh tiz few daes ii am doing 排毒..so cannot eat tiz oily foods lorhh:-)haiz..he iis nagging miie now~bo bian gotta 破戒a dae andd eat a bit..if not he keep saying miie nvr gv him face lerhh..hmm..soli not ii dun wan eat larhh..jz ii scare ii wil getting fat again larhh~CNY iis near oso liaoO..who ask euu always buy those oily andd high calories foods siah??!!make miie so 进退两难lorhh..eat andd dun wan eat oso make miie headache lerhh...haiz..

anyway,stil thx for urr KFC yarhh^^ tiz time ii gv euu enough face ady barhh..ii got eat orhh..hahass..because euu myy weight increase again liaoO...blek..so sacrifice rite??!!

bck home gotta keep fit liaoO..haiz..

Thursday, January 8


也许最近开始感到比较压力吧!我的体内看来分泌失调了~唉!真糟糕咯~快要新年了哦!青春豆好不听话的不断在我脸上生长了。。黑眼圈和眼袋也越来越深、越来越严重噢:-0

看来我真的要利用这最后的两个星期好好调养身体、做做排毒才可以有救了。。

我要以最佳状态回家乡过个肥年哦!!

好开心~还剩二十天就可以回家了。。

Wednesday, January 7


yeahh..ii din late 2dae lorhh..punch card at 8.24am..normal time iis 8.10am~hmm..vyy early rite??aikss...no choice...ii wan earn more OT money~so dun wan let myy boss deduct any cents from myy salary again!!!

hmm..times fly so fast lorhh~~stil hv 3 weeks CNY wil coming soon ady...haiz~ii haven buy new clothes lorhh..a piece oso dun hv lorhh:-0

duno y no mood tuh go shopping lorhh..maybe alone feel damn silly barhh..vyy bo liao..haiz..now ii onli got mood tuh start preparing myy coming exam..ii started feel stress liaoO although stil hv 3 months tuh let miie prepared lorhh..aikss..anyway,ii wil try myy best tuh do it!!!ii can walk out this step tuh study sure can do other one oso..ii belief myself...da times wil show da fact..

boss not in office now..wana eat snake tuh do myy homeworks 1st..hahass..must used myy free times tuh do revision liaoO..like tat ii won't feel tat times not enough tuh use!!!


Tuesday, January 6


damn bastard boss lorhh~suddenly change company rules again without giving any noticed!!!! IDIOT lorhhh..make miie realli feel angry~

tiz month received myy salary tot wil feel vyy hapPi de lorhh~but how ii noe make miie damn sad lerhh..act last mth ii stil got abt 30 bucks OT extra pay lorhh..but when ii view myy pay slip,there hv no additional OT pay lorhh but onli hv a deduction for lateness...Fxxx!!!damn it...

realli duno how tuh describe myy boss lorhh..act iis realli unfair for us...evrytime ii come working oso 8.30 sharp orr b4 8.30 de lorhh..but myy office punch card time always fast 15 mins den normal time de~haiz...make miie lost myy OT pay andd stil need tuh deduct myy pay again..sianz!!!

tiz mth vyy poor liaoO lorhh stil wana come tiz rules!!!a year pluss jorhh ii working here oso nvr said wil deduct pay for lateness de lorhh..except realli came working aft 9am!!every year myy boss must wil like tat de...nearly CNY andd da time wana get bonus liaoO they sure have mny new rules ones~haiz!!!

now ii gotta change myy watch time same wif da punch card time liaoO..ii dun wan deduct myy pay again andd gv benefit tuh myy bastard boss!!!now ii wil be patient tuh wait da dae tuh get bonus onli..after finish myy study,heess...

now jz hope tat tiz year wil hv bonus for miie...ii realli need money!!!!!!

no bonus, no need talk more... not ii realistic lorhh.. wic worker dun hope tat can enjoy tiz working benefit rite??

Monday, January 5

sigh!!!

serious stomach-ache again...

Sunday, January 4


hmm..went out JB alone just now~ii think tiz iis myy 3rd times go in alone barhh..feel a bit scare lorhh..act wana ask frens go 2gether wif miie but they seems not free tuh accompny miie..haiz..so no choice had tuh learn go in alone lorhh~now single life all da things must learn tuh do by myself ady..ii need tuh learn more independent liaoO..ii think iis a must through step for miie..

haiz..tiz time go in JB ii spent a lot again..jz do myy hair ady spent miie ard 5++ bucks lorhh..warhh~poor things lorhh..but nvm larhh..think tat once in a year onli so spent a bit tuh let myself look more fresh den wil deal barhh..hahass..act da salon count miie vyy cheap ady lorhh~cut+dye+highlights+treatment+rebonding all included jz 5++ bucks..iis it vyy cheap??for long hair ii think normally da price oso like tat barhh..hahass..anyway,ii vyy satisfied myy hair result now...

after do myy hair ii not enough time tuh go shopping anymore ady lorhh~aikss..went out alone not dare tuh shop until too late lerhh..iis vyy dangerous for a gerl slack at JB tiz unsafety city barhh..so after had myy dinner at mac ii direct took bus went bck home liaoO~

first time walk through da new customs..so idiot da place realli quite big andd make miie so blur lorhh~ii lost myy direction lorhh but luckily da customs worker show miie da way..hahass..so ii was safety come bck myy sweet home..

went out whole dae ady..felt damn exhausted now..wana go tuh sleep andd hv myy sweet dream liaoO..gtg first andd blogging 2molo again orhh..

gd nite everybody:-0



Friday, January 2


yeahh...1st dae of working dae in year 20o9..

2dae ii reached office as usual time..hmm..feel a bit tired maybe tat 2 daes not realli slept well~keep thinking of someone who stil angry wif miie..aikss..anyway,jz lets natural take its course barhh~wat ii can do now jz temporary not tuh disturb him andd let him cool down onli...

hmm..a new year wil be myy brand of new start~hope tat all those sad andd unhapPy things andd matters can past over fastly...ii want myy old caii jia come bck myy life~ii want lead bck tuh myy previous simple life....anyway,ii am trying myy best now!!ii noe ii can do it....

now started busy tuh finish da closing for company liaoO...

this month sure wil more busy cause da idiot accountant must wil brings a lot of trouble tuh miie again...sigh!!nxt time ii wana recommence myself tuh boss liao lorhh..at least ii am more better andd responsible den tat accountant barhh...duno y myy boss wil employ him lorhh..nvr saw an accountant like tat..worked almost a year ady but came office jz onli tat 2-3 times lorhh~all da accounts things andd matters accumulated until year end jz asked andd do it..realli IDIOT!!!!

ii await his full set account coming out lorhh~wat can he did ii realli very interested!!!hahass..so bad of miie rite??!

anyway..ii had done myy best part..ii dun wan mind too much how ppl said behind miie liaoO~wat ii wan tuh learn tiz year iis jz dun bother so much things wic none of myy business de...sometimes duno iis more better den noe..


Thursday, January 1

Happy New Year 2009!!!!

worhh..a new year again lurhh..hapPi new year tuh everybody yarhh..a brand new start realli wish tat ii wil more gd luck in all da way andd wil hv a properous year for miie~hope da lucky God wil always blessing miie wherever andd whenever...

hmm..ii older a year again liaoO..stil hv 11mths ii wil officially become 23 yrs old jorhh..haiz..so fast lorhh..ii duno wat ii had earned andd done for thiz 23 yrs..maybe for others ppl andd myy parents they wil said ii grow bigger liaoO..but for miie,ii dun think so lorhh..ii stil always think tat although ii am 20 pluss jorhh,but myy mental stil looks like a child..haiz..ányway,ii wil try tuh be more mature in such ways de...frens,no need worry abt miie yarhh^^

y'stdae act ii have a nice countdown andd outgoing wif myy fren-Dai Zhong de lorhh..hmm..duno y after tat some unhapPiness things happen liaoO..make miie 2dae realli no mood andd keep angry myself lorhh...aikss..y wil like tat suddenly worhh??ii realli duno wat was realli happen lorhh..

hmm..y'strdae went tuh Clarke Quay met myy fren..reached there ard 12am andd so sadly ii onli can see abt 1 min fireworks lorhh..waste it liao lorhh~afterwards,we went in duno called wat pub andd wana enjoy ourselves there..but too bad da pub not realli so nice..so regret went in lorhh...we slacked at there ard an hour den went bck jorhh..we suggest tuh change anther place wic located at Orchard Plaza..but so sianz suddenly myy fren said wana went out JB wif his bro so gotta bck home jorhh..so left miie alone again..anyway,ii stil try tuh enjoy myself ..cause it wil be myy last time came clubbing~hmm..ii slack at there until 5am andd can't expected ii was got drunk badly!!!

when wana cabbed home bck ii met myy ex andd his bro at there oso..unhapPiness things happen liaoO...ii duno y myy ex always wil like tat..we quarrel again andd almost wana fighting liaoO...jz a small issues den he make until like tat...hate!!realli hate!!!
he make miie realli moody..ii lost myy buddy..ii make him angry liaoO andd now he totally ignored all myy calls andd msg lorhh...so sad of miie!!!ii duno y myy first dae of 2009 wil so bad luck andd unhapPy...y wil until thiz step de..ii realli wana be crazy soon liaoO~

Amos,realli feel sorry tuh euu..我真的不是有心的~原谅我好吗??

anyway,ii wil try myy best tuh walk out his world...

ii wil try tuh lead bck tuh myy previous simple life..

ii oso hope tat ii won't be anther of miie again~!!!ii want old cai jia come bck asap..tat's all wic ii hope tuh do now..

gd luck tuh myself!!!