Tuesday, June 30

Apply For S Pass

I just apply for S pass today..Hopefully it can successful...God blessing~

First time I will be so serious...I never think wana apply to be permanent resident of Singapore ..Hmm..Before that I always think I just come here for working few years and sure will be going back to my own country soon..I just want to earn money at here...Hence,there is no neccessary to apply for PRs...But now I had changed my mind...Recently was kinda busy my own stuffs and started to worry my future....Had thinking clearly few days actually being a PRs at here no harmful also..Besides can enjoy some benefits,it also can help us more easy to find job lorhh...

Duno did you all had face this problem or not lorhh.?Nowadays foreigners very diffucult to find any jobs lorhh..Previously I had find some office job from advertisement in newspaper..When I tried to called them,their first conversation with me always is asking am I Singaporean or PRs..?When I answered them 'no',they will said so sorry..We need Singaporean or either PRs only..Damn!!not only few lorhh..Is quite a lot also like that...So pissed-off with it...At the end I had gave up after called about 10++ companies~

To solve this problem and hope next time finding job will be more easier,I had decided to apply for PRs...It is benefit for myself...So why not to try my luck to apply for it right??

Anyway..I wish MOM will approve my application asap...


Sunday, June 28

Sunday~Weekend

Well...is Sunday again..Back from dear's place after send him for work ..Reached home around 11.3oam..My stomach was started to make sound..I was feel so hungry so that went down to the shop bought dessert and bread for myself and mum too...

So luckily lorhh I was reached home earlier after packed food..When I reached my door step,the sky was became dark suddenly..It started raining heavily after a minute only lorhhh~worhhh...the winds was so big,the cool weather make me feel very sleepy lorhh..It was so long Singapore never have this kind of weather already lorhhh..Hmm..me like it so much~

Actually wish to have a sweet sleep in this nice afternoon..But at the end I was busy for my own stuffs and there was no time for me to have a sleep even a short nap..Damn!!!Anyway,is good also larhh at least I had done and settled all my things..Besides,it also help me to avoid myself become fat..You know larhh take a nap in afternoon was the way easily to gain weight!!!

Hahasss...slacked at home whole day was really nice...I was really lazy to go anywhere..I just like the feeling stay at home,watch TV or maybe surfing internet,listening to the music,reading magazines,etc....For me,spent the time and weekend like this will the most relax lifestyle...Sometimes,maybe just need a space for myself to be alone without anyone's disturb~just wish have my own silent corner ...That is what I need:-p



Saturday, June 27

Weekend Coming

Hohoho...Is Saturday again lorhh..Today working half day only and tomorrow will be my off day..So happy..weekend is coming towards me....


So coincidence my dear was off today..I was feel super happy when he can off in the weekend lorhh..Yeahh..Finally he can accompanied me for whole day...Hmm.. don't think that my dear's lao da was treat him so good orhhh always let him off on weekend..Haiz...actually he got purpose one lorhh..He told my dear next whole week cannot off lorhh cause there will have new recipe introduce...He need dear to help him..Damn!!So now he just so kind to asked dear take the off day earlier...next week dear must will very tired lorhh..gotta wait one more week just can off!!Sigh!!!Dear need to become superman again:-p

Knocked off at 12.30pm and went to meet dear immediately..Dear had prepared lunch for me..Actually we already plan brought my mum to Sakura had our lunch buffet there..but dear suddenly said he already cooked crab for me..So that I forced to called my mum and told her we changed the lunch buffet to dinner buffet...

Bought egg tarts and green bean soup for dear as his lunch...Aftermath headed to dear's place..Worhh..smell the tasty of crabs I really can't waited to try it..yummy yummy...is really delicious lorhh..five fingers and ten toes up!!!Pumpkin cheese crabs..sound very weird right?!But the taste really not bad lorhh..Never try really duno the pumpkin cheese source can so tasty..

Felt so sleepy after ate until so full..my eyes was closed up in a minute time only...Ciao..took a nap until 5pm lorhh~Dear woke me up as we told my mum meet at YCK MRT at 6pm sharp..After get our change headed to meet with mum....

Sakura was damn fulled today...There was no empty tables for us lorhh..So forced to wait outside first..Since there got free times so we walked to next door to find my brother..Hahass..he was so silly lorhh..we stand so long outside his kitchen he still never discovered lorhh..Really @#&$!O%..Four eyes already still cannot see us..Damn!!!

After half an hour,the restaurant called us and told that there have tables for us...Total bills for 3 persons is 80++..worhh..damn expensive lorhh..I asked my mum must eat until gao gao just can left here...hahass...But at the end,three of us also never eat too much as our stomach was very full already even just craved for a little foods only...Haiz..Wasted......

We spent 2++ hours at there...Worhh..my stomach was damn full until looked like 3 months pregnant lorhh..Sigh!!Today sure gain 1~2 kgs ...Sent mum back home ..After that dear and me headed to AMK hub walked walked...Actually wish to watch movie but there was no nice movies which we interested one..So at the end spent our night at Arcade..we played the basketball together..yeahh..my favourite game...never failed to play it....

Then,home sweet home after that....

Overnight at dear's place again:-p


Friday, June 26

Michael Jackson Was Died

I was really feel shocked when received this news early in the morning..Michael Jackson,the King of Pop was died at UCLA medical centre yesterday..He was died in 50s..

Rest in peace..Michael Jackson..

You will always my idol..always the king of pop in my heart....

RIP~


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Today is my buddy's -Kent birthday..At here gotta wish him happy 23rd birthday..Kent,first time got a special people besides you to celebrate your big day,I think sure you feel very happy right?!Yesterday's celebration sure memorable and unforgottable barhh..I was feel so sad that I can't joined you all..Hmm..next time all of you must think of my situation lerhh..don't always meet our gathering in KL lorhh...I can't effort to take leave now orhh...Please plan our next gathering in JB or if can Singapore will the best choice..Lol...

Hope you enjoy your big day.....

After this you had to accept you become more and more older lorhh..lol....


Thursday, June 25

I Hate My Job!!!

The feeling of changing my current job was so strong recently..I really don't know when I can be patient until..I really hate the working life in my office now~I hate the feeling when bully and blame by people..I hate the feeling when there is not my false but I still need to apologise..I hate the feeling everytime like being a dog which keep asking here and there by people...I hate the feeling kanna scolded unreasonable..I hate my boss's attitude which like a tortoise...I hate all!!!!!

I really feel stress on my working now!!!I feel so regret that I promised my boss will continue working in this company when I passed him my resigned letter last month..I really don't know why I will so soft-hearted...Why I can't do like my another colleague just refused them without considering much??!Why I will worry so much of office's things if I had resign?!Why??!Why??!!

I need courage to make my decision again...I had bear enough...Nobody will know how was my working life in office except my previous colleague...Why I will have such boss and techinician??!I really can't understand why some people like to back stab their own colleague or friends lorhh~Always be nice in front but behind their back talked cock so much..Why can't treat friends with sincerity??

Anyway,was over..Just treat it as a valuable and good lesson for myself...

I just hope that I can faster apply my S pass and PRs...

I will going to be crazy if still need to face this kind of people in my working life....


Wednesday, June 24

Exhausted

Since I got few minutes is free now,lets me update my blog as fast as I can barhh...

I am feeling so exhausted today..I can't woke up this early morning lorhh..When my handphone alarm was rang,my eyes totally still can't open..Sigh!!! After switch off the alarm,I lyied back to my bed and continued my beauty sleeping until 7.00am.....

Ciao~I was almost late!!!but luckily still can reach office at 8.30 sharp...hahass..I am really a superwoman...just spent half an hour to prepare myself before going out..This two days I was busy accompanied my family and dear..Haiz..make me not enough sleep at all..every night slept around 1 plus and woke up at 6.30am..really damn tired man...Started hate my routine now lorhh..everyday doing the same things never changing..So boring~How I wish I can have a different working days which more interesting for myself..

Yesterday dear's off.He came to fetch me at the bus stop which nearby my office..Hmm..feel so sorry cause make him waited me so long lorhh..Luckily he never complained a word to me..Thanks dear can be so patient on me...I am really appreciate much....

Maybe whole day haven eat anythings,I was feel so hungry lorhh..Dear was keep nagging me again..Haiz..Old man..I know he was worry and scare my gastric will pain again..But sometimes he is really quite 'long gas' lorhh..lol..We headed to junction 8 and having our dinner at there..Hmm..dear bought a lots of foods lorhh..so terrible whole tables was full lerhh..Haiz.. He thinks I am a pig...hahass..But at the end he was the one to clear all the foods..lol..So funny saw his stomach was become bigger in a minute time only..

Walked around at there after that...Nothing shops can caught my eyes lorhh..Although now having great singapore sales in everywhere,but I still can't bought anythings which I likey one..So so so sianz...Back home with two empty hands again...Actually is good for me too...At least I can save more money~

Accompanied dear a while at my block downstairs..Chit-chatted until nobody business..Every people who passed our place keep staring at us..Dear and me feel so curious lorhh..Hmm..maybe they never saw handsome boy and pretty girl like us barhh..lol...

Back to my place around 11plus..I was feel so sleepy lorhh...but still continue my Taiwan's dramas...Slept at 1 plus again..Sigh!!


Tuesday, June 23

Nice Dinner with my family

My boss was not in office now,finally I can eat snake a while lurhh..Haiz..actually I still have many things need to do lorhh..don't understand why still got many paperworks and complaints even I have clear all of it everyday..Hmm...this few weeks my company business was suddenly damn good lorhh..Everyday also got supply & install air-cond..Hence,make me busy like hell...Business good boss smile only but me??should be crying just true~blablabla...Is it because the fuckling hot weather cause many people cannot stand for it and bought air-cond??!or maybe air-cond was cheap and common to use now???

Anyway,I also wish to install air-cond at future...5 more years??or maybe 10 more years..wait for me bought my own house first larhh~hahass...still long.....perhaps until that time no more air-cond to produce already..it become obselescence lerhh...now technology so high,everythings also keep upgrade lorhh...especially electrical things~

Hmm..back to my topic first~yesterday I never went to jogging lorhh...sigh!!recently keep skip doing exercise lorhh..Haiz...I gained my weight already lerhhh..feel so heartbreak when my family and friends told me this~Oh my God!!how come will like that??why I can so easy to gain weight but difficult to lose weight lerhh??Why I can so fat de???????**sob sob**

Yesterday after finished work headed back to my 'sweet' home..after get my changed went to CWP having my dinner with my mum,youngest brother and niece...first time having my dinner with my brother..Hmm..He always so busy in dating and seldom spent his time with our family lorhh..So good he was off yesterday and he also no need to accompany his girl friend lorhh as his girl was went back to malaysia due to her grandpa was passed away~ophhss..it can said such a good chance for us..Finally....

We can't decided to eat what lorhh..After walked around whole shopping centre,we choose Ajisen Ramen for our dinner..Hmm..my mum never try it before..so just brought her to try..Anyway,the food not so bad larhh..quite tasty de..but maybe I choose Tom Yam Ramen lorhh,I had diarrhea whole night..My stomach was feel so pain lorhh...Hmm...I cannot longer with spicy and sour foods~luckily my gastric never pain...Next time I must listen to doctor's advice already.If not I will get suffer only...

After dinner we shopped around at there..nothing was caught my eyes even there has big sales almost every shops lorhh..Hmm..so poor things..Went to pasar malam walked walked after that..Haiz..so boring lorhh..How come Singapore's pasar malam always sold same things arhh?even their stalls also always fixed at same place one??Warhhh..nothing new and fresh lorhh..No mood to walked..Sianz....

Home sweet home around 9+pm..

After had my warm shower and continue with my Taiwan's drama again:-p

Sometimes I more prefer slacked at home doing nothing lorhh..at least I can get my rest and better slacked at outside without doing nothing...meaningless right??!



Monday, June 22

I Hate Monday!!

Is Monday again....Sianz...Monday blue~~

Haiz...I really hate Monday so much lorhh!!!!Don't know why every Monday I also can't have a good mood lerhh..Maybe my weekend mood still haven over yet and my laziness still in my body barhh~hahasss..Seriously don't know why every Monday my half soul will gone at that moment I reached office lorhh..I always can't pay full attention on my job..my eyes are most worst lorhh always like going to close up in anytime..Overall Monday is a day which make me don't have any spirit at all!!!Haiz...How I wish I can always skipped this day...or maybe this day won't coming at all:-p

This few days many things had happen on my family...I really feel vexed and so pressurise on so many stuffs....Be a daughter,be a sister,I really don't know what I can do...I just can be a good listener..and support my family with doing nothing...helpless..started feel that I am very useless lorhhh....

Yesterday felt like talking to someone...Yeahh..so happy dear was there to be my good listener..He never failed stay at my side whenever I need him....Hmm..talked out my unhappiness and problems really feel quite relax a bit..he helped me a lot.. I feel that one of my burden on my shoulder is loosen now...thanks dear..

Some peope really make me disgust..I really can't understand what are their mind thinking of...Anyway, I believe we are family..If we all corporate and help to each other sure we can settle all the problems,right?All I wish now is may my eldest sister and brother will understand all of this in a day..Please always thinking that we are family who most closest with you..

That's all what I can said..


Sunday, June 21

Happy Father's Day

Firstly,I wish all fathers in this world 'Happy Father's Day'...Hmm..times passes so fast..mother's day just over not long lorhh then father's day is coming already~Actually I still thought that last week is father's day lorhh..so funny when dear told me the actual father's day was today..Luckily I didn't called my dad and wished him last weekend..hahass..first time dear was smart than me lerhh..lol..^_^

Slacked at home whole day....Do nothing and just sleeping only lorhh~worhh...really damn long never can sleep until so sweet already~Today finally i can replace back whole week's sleepiness...

Met with dear after his work,back to his place and waited him to get his change...

After that cabbed down to AMK hub for our movie-Drag Me To Hell which dear wanted to watch it badly @ 11.20pm..Hmm..was kinda scary lorhh..The sound effect make me more and more afraid and there got some part make me totally shouted out lorhh...Wabiang..dear always like to watch this kind of movies at the midnight time...He said this timing watch horror movies just can bring more irritate for him...Damn!!!

Rate it : 6/10

Overall the movie is quite nice but I just don't like the end of the movie lorhh...

Anyway,it is still worth to watch it~

Home sweet home after that..sianz lorhh tomorrow still need to wake up early for work..OMG..still left 4+ hours for me to take a rest:-p



Saturday, June 20

HapPy 3rd Anniversary Hubby Shen
LOve you Forev3r....Muackkk


Today is a special day for me and my dear..Wow..is our 3rd anniversary orhh..

Hmm..I am really feel happy and my mood was so good since I woke up early in the morning lorhh..For me,I really never think that we still can be longer until today since there had so many ups and downs in our relationship..Dear,really thanks a lot for you..I never regret patched back and went back to your side..You are really a good guy in my heart..nobody can replace you..I got many words wish can talk to you but is so bad when saw your face I will feel shy..I really don 't know how to express out my love to you..Hope you can feel it,and realise it in a day~

Although today dear need to work whole day and can't celebrate this biggest day with me,but it is stil a pleasant day for me lorhh..I understand dear's job needed..Working is more important than dating now marhh..hahasss..anyway,dear had promised me will have a small celebration in others day..Huh??!then I sure will awaiting this day coming..dear please don't always put me rocket orhh...You know the punishment huh?!don't always think that I am joking with you ok?..if you brave then try one more time again lorhh..lol:-p

So fast is the time knocked off already..but so bad lorhh my boss nobody was back and let me go home lorhh~Is good for me actually..Hahass..I can earn OT money again..woohoo...since nothing to do after finished work, I rather OT half an hour or maybe 1 hour if can...Hmm..Actually OT was not so bad in Saturday larhh cause it is a most relax day in a week for me..nothing much can do except those paperworks only...Busy also only in the morning,after that it will more free for me...Hmm..Is good time for me to update my blog...

Anyway..all my readers~so sorry for let you all waiting so long just can read my new post...Hmm..Recently I am really busy like hell in working lorhh..I promise when I got free time I sure will faster update my blog,ok??!!

I will try my best to update back what I had done at previous...I have many things want to blog out..hope I still can remember all of it...

Thursday, June 11

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY HUBBY SHEN

yes..is dear's birthday today~

Dear specially asked his 'lao da' arrange this day as his off day..But so bad I can't took off to accompanied him lorhh..All thanks to my idiot boss..Never approved but still want nagging so much with me..Damn!!!

No choice I can only accompanied my dear after I knocked off..I was really miss him so much right now..I know dear must still sleeping like pig lorhh..hahasss..he was drunk badly yesterday...When on the way cabbed home,he was vomit in the cab lorhh..Hmm..luckily I asked for the plastic bag earlier from the taxi driver..If not I think sure the taxi uncle will get angry cause get dirty his cab lorhhh~

Hmmm...yesterday was Day 1 of dear's biggest celebration ...Cabbed down to CWP and wait until dear finished his work..Worhh...feel happy success to gave dear a surprise again..Never failed suddenly appeared in front him without his noticed lorhhh..Dear's colleagues all were so nice bought a cake for him..Actually they last minutes just knew dear's birthday lorhh..They quickly went to bought some beers and decided to had a small celebration with dear..But it was so bad..They noticed that I was there too and they were not dare to wasted dear's time..After drank finished their beers ,they all left...Haiz...asked them together to join us for our next programme but they don't want lorhh~All excuses was they need to work on the next day..Blablabla..so at the end as my planning only me and dear two person went for our k session at cineleisure.....

Headed to Cineleisure after dear get his changed...Checked in at 11.35pm..We took the package which included supper buffet..Damn worth lorhh...Got buffet eat..somemore still can sing until 6am lorhhh~Next time sure will come again....


Cut cake at 12am sharp..Dear got surprised lorhh when saw that I bought him his favourite new york cheese cake..First time he will praise the cake was really super delicious lorhh...

Sing,sang,song....Eat,ate,ate.....Drink,drank,but no drunk.....

We left at 3++...so tired lorhh tomorrow need to work again..think about this my mood totally drop -1oo...

But is never mind,dear's big day...Just accompanied him:-p


Saturday, June 6

Saturday again..

Times past like nobody business lorhhh...is Saturday again..Worhh..weekend is coming..This is my first weekend after my exam lorhh!!Finally I can threw away my study burden already..Hurray...kinda happy and feel relax...It seems got thousand tones stones gone away from me...No more study stress..yeahh..the next will be my relax day..finally:-p


As usual,same routine reached office before 8.30am and knocked off around 1pm if didn't remember wrong..Haiz..Now left me alone in office every Saturday I also need to work lorhh..Si bei sianz orhh..although is only need to work half day,but it cause me can't back my hometown oftenly lorhh..I really hate working on Saturday!!!Boring weekend for me if got working....

How I wish the time can turn back to the previous....

I hope I can have a colleague..I hope I can have a nice Saturday off...I want take leave without considering so much...I want back my sweet hometown:-p

Feel so bad now can't do anythings without anyone's help~

Thursday, June 4

I am graduated!!!!

Woohoo...FINALLY...I had finished all my exams and course too~

Hmm..I am kinda happy now lorhh..I had waiting this graduated day so long already~yoyoyo...finally it had comes...yeahh..one of my birthday wishes had come true..I know got one still will continue with the second one..right?!lol..hopefully it will...I know all my dreams sure will come true in a day..just need to '' wait" only..lol :-p

Spent a lots money to study just for a diploma certificate only..Anyway,its worth..For me actually I am not only get a cert but still learning some lessons and gain some 'new' knowledges lorhh..It is my first experience working to earn money and paid study fees by myself...From here,I just realised that the difficulty of being parents to provide education fees for their children...Earn money really not an easy task..when I am working so hard and at the end a parts of my savings need to spent out in my study but not for luxury or shopping,my heart really feel so pain at first...Is not a small amount lorhh..Haiz...do you know everytime I must to count carefully lorhh in any expenses..anythings has spent must cannot out of my budget:-) its sound bery pity right?!but is a real lorhh..Almost more than a year already..I dare not to spent much ..Anyway,is benefit for me too if thinking at other sides larhh:-0

I belief there will be rainbow after raining..(hahass..my own phrase)

Finally I didn't make my parents disappointed on me again~Mum and dad..your daughter had growed bigger and will think more mature compare with last time already..She had work very hard on her further study now..Please don't worry about her future..ok??!

I will try my best to get flying colours result for my dearest parents...I hope I am not too late to offset my disappointment which had made to them before~Anyway,I wish I can be the person who can brighten up my families with proud:-xxx

Wednesday, June 3

Wish Me Good Luck~

I will having my Acconting exam later...Now is already 12.3opm and still left four hours more for me to do my last revision~Sigh!!I am really feel kinda panic and excited lorhh... I still have many topics haven touch yet!!!Gosh...last minutes just memorise those formulaes..I really cannot absorb it lorhh...Damn!!!

My brain was so blank now......

Hopefully this time the question won't be so difficult and tricky lorhh...I don't want fail and resit the exam again!!! I want pass only lorhh~Wish me good luck and all the best later:-p

Ciao~

Gonna prepare myself already..update again when I come back from exam..

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Yeahh..I just came back from Redhill~

This time the exam venue had changed lorhh..Luckily I still can find the place although I am really a direction idiot..lol..So coincidence,just now while I was waiting at the bus stop,I saw my two friends at there lorhh~worhh..is really a damn long time we didn't meet up each others already since I had resigned from old company...I think if not wrong got 2 years already lorhh...such a long long time lerhh~

At first I still thought I recognised wrong people lorhh..I just only dare to sight on them without do nothing.. Until they were discovered me and called my name..I just dare to walked towards them..so idiot of me,right??!Hmm..chit-chatted with them a while..I just realised that actually they are same with me lorhh is a candidate for this series exam lorhh..warhh..so luckily can met up with friends at exam venue~

Ok..come back to my exam topic first~Just now exam I don't have any extra minutes to double check my answer..Damn!!!I wasted a lots of times in calculating Question 4 ..The question information so less and all the figures must find out ourselves lorhh..There got one part even how I count also can't get the correct figure..It cause me can't get the balance at the end!!!Sigh!!I think will lost some marks again...

The question in this series exam quite ok..At least it's not so tricky larhh..For me,I think it is easier than April paper lorhh~I can answer more than half part of question..Worhh..I am feel damn happy when saw those topic which I expected got come out lorhh~Hmm..I really hope that this time I can really pass...GOD bless me....

Finished my exam already...Finally I can go for shopping...*shuang*

The result will be out after 10 to 12 weeks..I want to enjoy myself first before worrying about my result...I want watch movie....I want go kbox...I want go shopping......

Tuesday, June 2

One more day to go~

Still left one more day..I will going to attend war soon...

This time really don't have any confidence that I will be alive from the war lorhh~Haiz..totally don't have any study mood at all~How could be like that??!!!Sigh!!!Is it too stress and make me like that?or perhaps I already give up myself in this paper??!nobody will know include myself lorhh:-p

Moody...I think I really need times to adjust my mood~Honestly recently my brain and mind keep blank only..even do anythings I also can't pay good attention on it~Since that night I dreamt about him,I just realised I still can't let it go at all!!I can't help...I couldn't express how much I missing my dear friend~

So hope all of that will just a dream for me...