this 2 nites ii didn't sleep well.ii am realli so tired.even took some alcohol ii oso can't get drunk tuh let myself sleep more tightly..y wil like tat??previously,ii am easy tuh get drunk de lorhh.but this time ii can't!!!ii realli feel so 'xin ku'.. ii dreamt abt him yesterdae~da nightmare make miie miss him a lot..

now realli vyy miss his voice,his face,his hugs & his kiss badly..but ii noe iis impossible tuh c him or hear his voice again.act ii stil waiting for him.ii realli can't let him gone.ii feel so empty now without his accopmny.wat all da shit feel like this.iis being 3 daes ady.ii think he won't apologize tuh miie & ask miie gv a chance tuh him again.this 3 daes he nvr call miie,even a message oso!!

ii stil remember da last call we had was wednesdae & suddenly we quarrel andd he hang up myy phone..tat was last chance tuh hear his sexy voice.ii mentioned tat ii must be strong now andd dun think so much,but duno y this time ii feel ii really useless&weak..ii can't control myself.myy mind now all fully of him!!!

helpless...wat should ii do now???

go ahead tuh find him & apologise tuh him even not myy false??or jz forget it andd let da time tuh cure myy bleeding heart??

ii realli hope he can put down his face andd apologise abt his false..but wil him do like tat??ii stil waiting..

看着你、想着你，我心如刀割。。