hmmm..slept whole daes y'strdae after take myy medicine~~
realli damn tired now..all da bones in myy body stil ache..aikss..it seems tat ii hvn totally recover yet lorhh^^ suffer !!!for myy family & frens,dun worry abt miie..ii wil be strong andd take k myself de~~ii sure ii can get over him!! iis onli da matters of times...

tiz few daes realli feel soli tuh everybody who arounds miie..ii make euu all so worry andd anxious abt miie~~act ii am trying tuh bcome strong de..but duno y until now ii stil can't accept it!!ii hate this kind of feelings...realli damn!!

iis euu make miie so suffer now~~y must treat miie like tat??when ii try myy best tuh patch bck,euu jz left miie alone at playground andd go away without turn around at miie!!!tat time euu can treat miie so cruel,y not now cannot siah??wat iis da meaning orr point now euu come bck cry andd ask miie patch bck..?ii tel euu ii realli dislike it..when ii wana gv up andd get over euu,euu come tuh touch myy heart again!!!euu noe ii am a soft-hearted,so euu do like tat tuh make miie accept euu bck..?do euu noe euu realli selfish??! y euu nvr think wat iis myy feeling tat few daes ago...how ii live in ??how ii be strong tuh past it??

jz as euu say,outside mny gerl arhh..den euu go tuh find one lorhh...how come wana find miie bck..?euu ady hurt miie deeply!!!now ii sincerely told euu ii wish tuh be single andd wana hv myy freedom bck lorhh:-)ii dun wish tat euu wil come tuh disturb miie again...ii can told euu myy suffering andd hurting realli not less wic cause byy euu!!but ii told myself..if realli can't go ahead this relationship andd make euu realli so suffer,ii wil rather tuh gv up.. loves a person not onli wana him,but iis make sure him hapPily in his life!!! without hapPi wat else we 2gether again??

definitely,euu r da guy who maybe wil myy da lovest one in myy life...ii noe ii can't gv euu up..but ii wil trying~~as long as euu feel hapPi den okie ady...at least euu no need so suffer 2gether wif miie..ii not da perfect gerl..wat euu need ii can't do for euu..realli so regret..euu must promise miie tat euu must stay hapPily andd please dun do da foolish things orr act again okie??must take k urself when ii not besides euu anymore andd dun let person around euu worry abt euu...

although iis vyy vyy pain andd hurt now,but ii stil wil try tuh habit da dae without euu~~sigh!!hate tiz feeling bcome lonely~~but no choice...ii need tuh face it!!!gambade tuh myself...ii must strong...ii must strong...