at first,hapPi birthdae tuh myy colleague-- Chris...
hmm..older a year again liaoO,hope all of urr dreams wil come true yarhh^^all da best tuh euu in urr future..dun always gv stress tuh urself..sometimes a lot of things cannot force de..lets nature take its course barhh~take k orhh:-0

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hmm..2dae myy collegue on leave ~ii m alone in office again andd seems so quiet lorhh wif onli miie around..haiz...realli kinda boring + lonely...but think positive way,ii am freedom 2dae~hahass..ii can like tuh do anythings ii want now...but so pissed off ii can't think wat ii want tuh do:-0

duno y tiz few daes myy feelings so mixed...

I'm left hanging in the middle of nowhere with absolutely no idea what will happen...what more can ii say again??!!ii realli duno...y suddenly wil turned like tat??wat's myy wrong??y last moment we stil so hapPi but tiz moment wil make miie so sad de??ii realli wana being crazy ady...

guess da onli way iis ii can onli drink myyself tuh sleep andd avoid tuh think so so much..ii wil trying not tuh act impeteously anymore...hurts...hate myyself!!!!

amazing world..