yeahh..Merry Christmas tuh evrybody~~

so fast christmas iis coming again liaoO..tiz year christmas ii wil remember it forever cause ii realli feel lonely lorhh..1st time in this special festival ii wil feel so unhapPi yeah..hmm..duno y mayb ii nvr trying before like tat barhh^^

y'strdae a lot of unhapPi things happen on miie lorhh...duno y recently quite damn bad luck de..all da bad bad things keep happening lorhh..haiz..it seems tat ii realli need tuh go temple praying liaoO:-)

act dun hv any mood went out tuh count down christmas on y'strdae de..but suddenly realli feel moody andd boring..so ii went out alone andd direct head tuh Orchard andd enjoy myself wif crowded ppl...although ii was too late liaoO,but ii stil enjoy it..at least saw those ppl played until so crazy,myy mood automatic felt more better andd totally won't think so much unhapPi things lorhh...

after countdown,ii went tuh clubbing wif myy ex-bf's brothers at Orchard Plaza..

hmm..long time din drink so much liaoO...haiz..ii always can't control myself when ii felt down de lorhh~maybe for miie,get drunk iis da best solutions barhh...ii noe myy bad habit-->like tuh think mch andd always be negative towards all!!!therefore,everytime ii face some unhapPi things ii wil get drunk myself first...tat iis myy way tuh avoid myself...lol

2dae bck home ard 4pluss early in da morning...haiz..get drunk badly lorhhh..once ii enter myy house,ii totally lying on sofa liaoO lorhh..first time wil like tat since ii came here more den 2 yrs jorhh^^

now ii had a bad headache lorhh...

woke up at 1 pluss but stil seems tat not enough for miie...maybe ii stil hvn wake up fully barhh..da alcohol stil inside myy body andd make miie feel quite blur now...

gotta take a nap again liaoO...

update 2molo orhh...

* ii cool down myself andd listening tuh myy heart,ii realli fall in love tuh euu ady...